Tahajud Love
Chapter 13

All of the Yulian family that morning gathered in the dining room to have breakfast together. Some of their favorite dishes have been served on a long dining table with several drinks according to their respective choices. There's pregnant women's milk, there's a cup of coffee, tea and warm milk.

As usual, after reading the do'a eat no more sounds flinching in the room until their food was completely left on the plate in front of each.

Fifteen minutes later the breakfast was over. However, the Light instantly went from the dining room and headed to the bathroom.

”Uwek.. uwek..

The light spewed out the food that had already entered into his stomach. As if her young pregnancy was rejecting the nutritional intake chewed earlier. And now Light felt his body so limp, not powered at all. Then Arjuna deliver Light to rest in his room while carrying special warm milk pregnant women who did not have time to drink after breakfast.

”Minum her milk .. mumpung still feels warm. At least it will make you powerful, dear.” The light nodded to confirm Arjuna's request.

The light gulped slowly down the milk until it ran out. After that, Arjuna took the empty glass in Light's grasp to take it to the kitchen. Before leaving Arjuna did not forget to gently wipe the head of Light and kissed his forehead.

”Rest! If you need anything ... you say the same to me yes, dear.” The light nodded without airing its voice.

Arjuna left his room and left the Light alone in order to rest in the room in peace. When he was about to go to the kitchen Arjuna looked at Yulian who was standing in front of a figura with a picture of Aisyah.

”Ayesha, I don't know what to do and how. Forgetting you is very difficult for me, even though it has been two years since you left me. Hard to open heart to any woman.” Arjuna patted Yulian's slumped shirt.

”Rindu is natural, forgetting is too very difficult to do. But at least ... skyrocketing do'a is the main key to the source of the problem, Bi.” Sontak Yulian was surprised to hear Arjuna's words that felt so deep.

”The wheel keeps turning on its axis. Likewise with humans who will continue to try while skyrocketing do'a.”

”Abi knows ... You're insinuating Abi, right?”

”Iya. Because Arjuna did not want Abi to lie to his own feelings after Arjuna saw the CCTV footage that is in this house.”

”Vividly visible is Abi's gaze towards the woman wearing the veil. There was a different gaze, which was almost the same as when Abi was staring at umi like it used to be.”

”Abi has the right to avoid this moment ... when in front of Juna, but ... realize again how that feeling has grown in the heart.” Yulian clenched her hands so tightly, Khaira's shadow flashed in her eye patch.

Arjuna just left Yulian who was still standing in front of Aisyah's photo. It was not that Arjuna did not have a sense of courtesy and manners, but Arjuna only wanted Yulian to feel the presence of a Khaira in his life after Aisyah's departure.

’Yes Allah, open the doors of Your wonders for me. Rediscover me with Khadijah so that my relationship with my children is re-established interspersed with jokes and laughter.’ Inner Yulian.

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”Khaira, please complete this task right now, yes!”

”Alright! I'll photocopy these files right now.” One of his teaching friends always put on a smile when he saw Khadijah's incredible spirit.

Khaira brought some sheets of paper that should be photocopied immediately that morning as well. Then put the papers in his bag, after which he took a bicycle perched on the right side of the mosque.

An incredible sense of spirit makes Khaira excited while pedaling a bicycle. Enjoying every trip was the thing that Khaira liked the most.

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”Arjuna_Light ... Abi pamit first to go to the office.”

Yulian turned her back and headed to the trunk to meet the car she loved so much. And do not forget with Abdullah who is always used as his personal driver.

Not long after the car was driven at moderate speed. And do not forget they will decorate every trip with small talk. Motivating each other is always done by them.

”How, Yulian? Have you found an answer about not deceiving God?” ask Abdullah.

”I'm sorry, Abdullah. But I haven't found the answer as I should. Can you explain it to me so that I can easily give you that answer.” Abdullah only shook his head, then sighed softly.

”Follow your heart, Yulian! Because that is the main key of my words.” Yulian looked at Abdullah who was beside him.

Yulian fell silent and tried to re-digest Abdullah's words.

Silent...

The car continues to be driven at medium speed, and now between the two do not exchange stories or suggestions. Focus, that's what Abdullah did when the car was still in the middle of the highway. As for Yulian, he fell silent while commenting on the one-sided smile from his lips as he recalled about Khaira.

”Abdullah, we just go down in front of the copy place. I have to take care of some things there.” Consider the plan has been done by Abdullah as a sign of asserting Yulian's request.

Slowly their car pulled over on the side of the road. Then the two get off the car to the place where the photocopy that became their current destination. Some photos of Khadija have been plastered so wide in a piece of paper. And Yulian needs to print to be used as several more sheets to facilitate himself in the search.

”Bruk..”.

Collision also occurred between Yulian and someone who is not easily recognized. Because the woman was wearing a veil, and all that was seen was her eyes.

”I'm sorry! I accidentally bumped into you.” The woman continued to pack some scattered sheets of paper. Just a slow nod as a sign he was replying to Yulian's apology.

”I'm sorry, I have to go. Assalamu'alaikum,”

Without hearing Yulian's reply the woman left without even looking at Yulian. While Yulian, he entered the photocopy to print some photos that were shot.

”Assalamu'alaikum, Mr. Ares. How is it today?” ask Yulian.

”Wa'alaikumsalam. Thank God, I have always been grateful to have been given health by God. How about you?”

”Actually I ... was feeling confused. As if I ... lost my way, Mr. Ares.”

”Remember one thing, Yulian. Leave everything to Allah, for Allah is the one who will turn a troubled heart back and forth Yulian smiled.

Silent...

One sec...

Two seconds...

’Maybe true what Mr. Ares said, just return to God then .. I will find his bright spot.’ Inner Yulian.