Tahajud Love
Chapter 103 “Tahajud Cinta”

Degs...

Yulian was silent, he tried to digest back the question that Hafizha had asked. And after understanding the meaning of the question, Yulian immediately diverted whatever was in Hafizha's mind at that time about her life.

“How can you think like that, Hafizha? You do, know for yourself from your little Abi who takes care of. How could you not be Abi's son, hmm?”

“Do not lie Abi. Hafizha was from childhood with Abi, but Abi never once told her about that time. The time when Abi or Umi holds Hafizha, giving breast milk and so on.”

“And why... when Hafizha first met Mother Khadijah, Hafizha felt something different. Hafizha was a child long before Mother and Abi were married. But Hafizha could feel comfort while being nearby and felt sad when she saw her departure from this house.”

Hafizha's anger had begun to ignite, a sense of disbelief always made him ask a question that pinched and booed for Yulian. And every wail of tears that flowed with a rush made Yupian could not look at Hafizha, wanted Yulian to come closer and hold Hafizha's body that was already shaking violently to give a hug as a tranquilizer.

However, when Yulian tried to step up and get closer, Hafizha was even more backward.

“Do not approach, Hafizha! And Hafizha just needs Abi's honest answer,”

Tests...

Tears returned as Yulian did not air his voice.

“Hafizha,” call Yulian in a soft voice.

“Come! Abi. Answer Hafizha's questions now!” shout Hafizha.

Hafizha's voice was deafening, making Light, Ahtar, bik Inem and Khadijah hear his voice. They even headed to the living room, except Khadija. Because he can't walk, just sharpen his hearing and make sure what's up.

“Hafizha, lower your voice when talking to Abi. Remember that! The one in front of you is Abi. our parents are worthy of our respect.” Ahtar approached Hafizha and asked Hafizha to calm down.

“Bang, if only Abi answered Hafizha's question honestly... Hafizha also won't shout impolitely,” cecar Hafizha.

Yulian let out a heavy sigh, he did not want his two children to argue and fight with their mouths to ignite the flames of anger from within each. And finally, Yulian asked Hafizha to sit on the sofa as she wanted to answer Hafizha's question.

“Sit! Abi will tell you everything clearly.” Yulian ventured to look into Hafizha's soft eyes that were already moist with tears.

Hafizha said, he took a seat and to his right was Caaha while to his left was Ahtar. Bik Inem, who felt that he did not want to hear about his employer's personal problems, went back to the kitchen to continue his duties there.

“First... It is true that you are not Abi's biological daughter with your Umi. And Abi sure, Alex who met you at school earlier already told you about it.”

Degs...

It was like being struck by a huge and terrifying lightning. It was as if a boulder had struck Hafizha as hard as it could. Tears were pouring down Hafizha's cheeks.

“So... true if, Hafizha is a child... haram?” ask Hafizha.

Tests...

Now the tears of Julian were shed, his heart was pinched by Hafizha's words as an illegitimate child. Because that was not what Yulian meant in his words.

“Why is Abi silent again? Hafizha wants to know who Hafizha really is, so please very much give an answer to Hafizha.” Hafizha's shoulders trembled violently, crying in the arms of the Light.

Back Yulian let out a long sigh that felt very heavy and also made his chest feel so tight. It had been a long time since Yupian had buried and sealed it so tightly, but the name of the truth would surely be revealed.

“You... for Abi is not an illegitimate child, so.. never ask anything about how your life was in the past dear.” Yulian wiped away her tears, slowly approaching Hafizha who was still sitting beside the Light.

When Yulian's hand wanted to grab Hafizha and grab her in a hug, Yulian's hand was rejected. Even the anger in Hafizha gets out of hand, constantly asking questions and Hafizha continues to prejudge in the past about Khadija and Alex.

“Buk..”.

When the situation was still boisterous and chaotic suddenly they heard a sound like a falling object coming from Khadijah's room. Instantly all started to panic, even they ran a little towards there to ascertain what happened.

“Mother,” squeal Light and Ahtar together.

Seen Khadijah already lying on the floor, he fell from the bed while trying to get off the bed. Instantly Yulian and Ahtar helped Khadijah to again lay down on the bed. However, Khadijah refused to do so.

On his wheelchair Khadijah tried to approach Hafizha who was still in the living room alone. Yulian could only stare at Khadijah who continued to push the wheelchair with a persistence that wanted to explain to Hafizha. And Khadija thought if he wanted to make room for Khadija with Hafizha.

“We can see from here. Let them speak with four eyes, because that's what they need right now.” Yulian prevented Ahtar from going to the living room.

“But... How about Hafizha gets angry with Mommy, Abi?”

“Still let's see from here, if later Hafizha do something stupid then.. we go there.” Yulian's views sharpened, seeing how Hafizha would behave to Khadijah.

Khadijah tried to greet Hafizha, trying to grab Hafizha's hand which had stood up after knowing Khadijah was behind him.

“Pardon Mother, Hafizha! Maybe this is indeed a mistake Mother who cannot take care of herself Mother well,”

“And the birth of Hafizha is a mistake Mother, right?”

“Hafizha now doesn't know what to do Bun. Hafizha will be ashamed to meet with Hafizha's friends if they know that Hafizha is an illegitimate child of the mistakes that Mother has made in the past.”

“Not to mention if they all knew Hafizha's real father actually... Hafizha's own grandfather,” cried Hafizha with mounting anger.

The cry of Hafizha grew more and more, her heart felt so broken. Obviously the fact was not accepted by her, because from childhood she only saw the love given by Yulian alone without knowing who the mother who gave birth to her.

“I'm sorry, Mother! You may be angry with Mother, but Mother please. don't be angry with your Abi,”.

Hafizha stared intently at Khadijah who was sitting in a wheelchair, the twinkle of Hafizha's eyes implying a deep hatred. And that gaze pierced Khadijah into the recesses of his soul.

Khadijah tried to approach Hafizha again, trying to grab her hand and clasping her to be together. However, again Hafizha moved away and even brushed off Khadijah's hand as quietly as possible and made Khadijah fall.

“Hafizha,” shouted Yulian.

Yulian, Ahtar and Light who were standing not too far away from them immediately shouted when they saw Khadija fall and fall on the floor.

Yulian looked at Hafizha with a very sharp look. And the two eyes were clashing against each other, looking at each other. Yulian shunned his hands tightly, feeling furious at Hafizha's already outrageous behavior.

”What Abi? Hafizha what's wrong? Lookie! She was the woman who had already dumped Hafizha from the baby. And Hafizha himself did not know what all this time He was looking for the whereabouts of Hafizha,”

Tests...

The flames of anger that flared in Hafizha's heart seemed difficult to extinguish. And Hafizha was caught off guard by the lie that had been sealed by Yulian. Even Hafizha was reluctant to look into the eyes of Yulian and Khadijah. Until he decided to leave the house.

“Hafizha,” shouted Yulian.

The worry grew to the bottom of the barrier when Yulian saw Hafizha running out of the gate. Ahtar and Yulian immediately followed out, but while outside the gates of Yulian and Ahtar lost track of Hafizha.

“Where are you, son? Why should all this happen tonight, O God?”

“Better now Abi enter and calm Mother. Ahtar will try to find the whereabouts of Hafizha by riding a motor.” Ahtar grabbed the keys to his bike in his pocket.

Yulian nodded, then he went back in to meet the Light who was accompanying Khadijah.

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The motor has been launched at a very slow speed to find the existence of Hafizha while tracing every street in elite housing. However, Ahtar still has not found the whereabouts of Hafizha even though every city street in Edinburgh looks deserted at 21:00.

Seriate....