Tahajud Love
Chapter 21's

’Where does Khadijah go?’ ask Julian in heart.

Yulian did not find Khadijah's whereabouts after re-entering the mosque_some time while receiving urgent phone calls from the company. And finally Yulian ventured to ask Kyai Hashim about Khadijah's whereabouts.

”Sorry Kyai, where did Khadija go?” yulian asked without compromising on manners and manners.

”What are you looking for, Nak Yulian? Don't you guys have any relationship? And I have told son Yulian earlier, not to repeat the thing that caused slander.” Yulian was instantly silent.

Behind the wall, Abdullah laughed again after hearing Kyai Hashim's words proposed to Yulian. And as if Abdullah felt that Yulian deserved a warning directly from Mr. Kyai, considering that Abdullah had often given advice to Yulian but, the results were still nil.

’Hopefully your meeting with Mr. Kyai is able to change your ridiculous expression, Yulian.’ Inner Abdullah.

”I ... actually I .. want to apply to Khadijah, Mr. Kyai. I wanted to foster a sacred relationship with Khadijah, but I also did not know Khadijah would accept it or not.” Kyai Hashim smiled faintly at Yulian's good intentions.

”On what basis makes Nak Yulian sure want to propose Khadijah?”

Again Yulian fell silent with a thousand languages. He could not answer Kyai Hashim's question, as he himself was not sure of the feelings of love for Khadijah. While he submitted a proposal Khadijah only wants to marry him without any love that grows in his heart. And he also did it because he did not want any dispute apaoun with Arjuna and Ahtar.

’Yulian, how will you answer it? Can you be honest with Kyai Hasyim?' inner Abdullah.

”Because I want to find a companion for life, Kyai. I ... like Khadijah.” Kyai Hasyim smiled.

”If you want Khadijah to be your life partner, then fight for Khadijah. Tear her heart in love.” Yulian looked at Kyai Hashim full of question marks.

'What is possible ... Kyai Hashim knows that I am not in love with Khadijah? And now ask me to fight first for love. Do I have to love Khadijah, O Allah?’ Yulian Gumam.

”That's my message to Nak Yulian, don't waste Khadijah without love. Khadija is a good woman, although she used to have a black past .. but we should not tarnish her kindness.” How Kyai Hashim said to draw the heart of Julian.

After saying this to Yulian, Kyai Hashim went and left Yulian, who seemed to be pondering every note he heard from Kyai Hashim. Making Yulian's heart shrink, when he remembered the word that unsheathed his heart.

In his daydreams, Yulian recalled consciously that he had underestimated even not to consider how Khadija changed. Only wearing a veil that covered his body was visible in Yulian's eyes. However, Khadijah's heart was not ignored by him in the least.

"Is this the point of my mistake in taking it all in? Have I looked one eye at Khadijah?” asked Yulian in a clean manner.

”That's right Yulian, you are indeed only one eye looking at Khadijah. Never found out how the sacrifice was. For me ... it is not easy for a mother to let go of the child she was born with.” Yulian turned his gaze to Abdullah who had just been present.

Abdullah could no longer bear to see the folly of Yulian, though arguably a young and wealthy widower, having the rank of being the greatest CEO in Indonesia as well as in Edinburgh, but his heart was empty about women. Because the name embedded only Aisyah, his first wife who had long died.

”Abdullah,” says Yulian lirih.

”Yes, it's me. I've spent the night in the car and even I've heard everything when you're with Khadijah and Kyai Hasyim.” Yulian stared at Abdullah.

"No. But it is God who plans your destiny, Julian. Reunite you with Khadijah, maybe ... Allah knows the struggle of Khadijah in the past, did not want to accept Aisha's request to marry you. If it wasn't Khadija, I don't know! It's possible that many women agree to Aisyah's request without thinking about your feelings and also Aisyah.”

”Open a little bit of your heart! Fill Khadijah with love, because Khadijah deserves love, not just your game.”

Abdullah chose to leave Yulian, who was still sitting in the mosque. And Julian turned to God, asking for the best for his future through a series of do'a.

”Yes Allah, I do not intend to offend any woman. If I have offended Khadijah, then forgive me. I do not intend to give a wound in his heart, O Allah.”

”Yes Allah, I leave only to You as my destiny will be. Make my way easy if Khadijah deserves to be my place to dock.”

After securing his do', Yulian exited the mosque and got into the car. The car was done at moderate speed, heading to his house to clean the body that had been from yesterday he had not treated properly. Because Yulian had to take care of Khadijah while in the hospital.

Arriving at the house Yulian rushed to the room and headed to the bathroom. Under the cold shower. Yulian wet his entire body. It looks so enchanting with a torn breadbasket stomach, a tall body poster and a handsome face. Not showing the aura of an aging widower, just old enough to age.

’Maybe I .. indeed have to erase my past with Aisyah to open a new page.’ Inner Yulian.

After refreshing his body, immediately Yulian took a long shirt, black pants, black suit and did not forget his tie as a complement to his prowess. In a hurry Yulian put on all her clothes. Then, he went down the stairs to immediately continue his activities to the office.

”Bwahahaha..”

Arjuna's laughter broke to see the clothes Yulian was wearing. It really made Yulian feel confused and immediately stopped his steps.

”Why are you laughing like that, Juna? Staring at Abi like that anyway.” Arjuna was really shaken just looking at Yulian's absurd behavior.

”Abi ... Why do the pants turn short? Telus ... why the light green color there is a picture of the flower again. Funny, Abi.” Suddenly, Julian saw the way he was dressed.

Shame, clearly visible on Yulian's face after realizing what he had been wearing. Long shirt, black suit, light green poster pants with floral pattern and orange tie. Because in a hurry when wearing clothes, finally yes. It was heartbreaking how Yulian dressed and successfully made his family laugh out loud.

’Yulian, what makes you act stupid like this?’ sigh Julian in heart.

”Yulian .. You're not thinking about something, are you?” ask Abdullah.

”No. I just ... This clothing is trending nowadays. Why Abdullah, are you envious?”

”No.” Abdullah shook his head.

”Abi, where is the current trend of wearing such floral-patterned posters? Why not just use a spiderman-patterned booster. Hahahaha.”.

Back everyone laughed out loud filling the room, as soon as they squealed their ears. While Yulian just lowered her head then slowly stepped up and returned to her room.