Tahajud Love
Chapter 86 “Tahajud Cinta”
“Yes Allah, I beg only you. Again the servant is faced again with the situation of the servant's wife like this. Threatened with life and made us ready to feel the loss if only You would take it from the life of the servant. Hix... Hiks..”
Yulian did not know how to stop her tears from falling continuously, like a river flowing so fast. His heart again felt fragile after three and a half years of ever being faced with such a thing.
Yulian tried to strengthen herself in the presence of all her children, especially in the presence of Hafizha. Yulian would not if Hafizha continued to cry to see what had happened to Khadijah. However, the instincts of a child with a mother are so tight, that Hafizha actually feels sadness from the heart without being aware of it.
“Do I have to say everything to Hafizha, if she is Khadijah's biological daughter? But O Allah.. This self is not hearty and unprepared if the mental Hafizha will have a bad impact afterwards.” At a time when Yulian's feelings are fragile and sad now have to face considerable anxiety.
Yulian looked at Hafizha who was sitting quietly in front of the door of the ER room. And that made Yulian unable to say the truth about who Hafizha and Khadijah were.
The light and Arjuna came to Yulian, they were so pityed by what his family had just experienced. Khadijah is indeed their connecting mother, but the love given is the same as the love of a biological mother.
“Abi, Juna knows how Abi is feeling right now. Wait until the situation improves, if Abi still wants to say who Hafizha is okay. But at least let his heart calm down first. Because Juna knew, the instinct between the child and the mother was so tight.” Arjuna nodded slowly, convincing Yulian of the decision to be taken, which was quite difficult.
“Alright, Abi will follow your advice, Juna. But... if the circumstances are different, forgive Abi.. because Abi does not want if Hafizha is late to know who her birth mother,” break up Yulian later.
Under the white ceiling of Yulian, Arjuna, Light and Hafizha spread out its long prayer rug. Yulian stood in the priestly position and the others were one shaf behind Yulian as a master. With every movement they strive to run as _special' as possible, because they know how to ask the Supreme One.
“Allahumma rice rabban, adzhibil ba’sa. Ishefis. Antas. La syafiya illa anta syifa’an la yughadiru saqaman.”
“My Lord, God of men, eliminate disease. Give healing because you are a healer. No one can cure a disease except you with a cure that leaves no pain.”
Tests...
No one does not feel pain when their loved ones are experiencing trials that make them feel on the verge of death. However, while death has not claimed the lives of Khadija, Yulian, Cahaya, Arjuna and Hafizha ceaselessly pray to Allah SWT to immediately heal Khadija from every wound that hit Khadijah's head.
Seriate...