
Refan immediately left his study and stepped towards his room. As he walked into the room, Refan saw that Naila was asleep. The tears of Refan flowed back.
"Son.. Do you know who your birth papa is, son? Papa knows everything.. You're not Papa's son. What should Papa do to you? What's left of Papa's past. You're all Papa has, can Papa part with you son? Your nine months in the womb of your name I have begun to love you. I love you even I can't wait for your presence. But they're evil, son, they're evil to us. They tricked us. You're not my son.. You're not my son... "
Refan sat down in front of Naila's box crying sobbing. Slowly - the land of Kinan heard the sound of crying then he opened his eyes.
Kinan felt the bed beside him but he did not find Refan asleep beside him.
Ah yes I forgot, after dinner last Mas Refan locked himself in his study until now has not returned. Uh but what's that sound? I heard the sound of people crying but it wasn't Naila's. Like the voices of adults and men. Refan Mas? Inner Kinan.
Kinan immediately got up from his sleep and sat down looking for the whereabouts of Refan. How surprised he was when he found Refan sitting in front of Naila box crying sobbing.
"Maaa... Mas Refaaaan" call Kinan.
Kinan immediately got out of bed and approached Refan who was still crying. Kinan sat down in front of Refan and immediately embraced Refan's body with gentleness.
"Maaas what happened?" ask Kinan.
But Refan did not stop crying, he still continued to sob like children.
"Maaas tell me what happened? Why are you crying like this?" Persuad Kinan's.
"Naaaaan.. I already know who is the real Papa Naila hiks.
"Oh my God.... " Kinan hugged Refan tightly, he knew for sure that at this time the feeling of Refan was shattered.
A man rarely who can cry especially in front of women, he must have high self-esteem. But if it had been like this, he would have been unable to hold back the feeling in his heart. His heart must be very sick at this moment. And Kinan understood very well what Refan was currently experiencing.
Kinan let a moment of Refan crying in his arms. So that the feeling of Refan is more relieved and calmer. Kinan patiently waited until Refan was ready to tell him the story.
After being satisfied crying in Kinan's arms finally slowly - the land of Refan's cries subsided. He wiped away the tears that fell on his cheeks.
"Maaaas" call Kinan softly while fondly stroking Refan's hair.
"I already know who Papa is Naila's" said Refan.
"Where do you know?" ask Kinan.
"I've opened everything, I've opened Renita's laptop, have opened Renita's phone and lastly I've read Renita's diary even though it hasn't run out because I'm no longer strong enough to read it" refan.
"May I know who that man is? Who's Naila's real papa?" ask Kinan heart - heart.
Refan nodded his head.
"By, you can know everything. I don't want to keep anything from you. You deserve to know everything about Naila" replied Refan.
Kinan pulled Refan's body away from sitting on the floor again. Now they are sitting on the bed, holding hands. Kinan looked into Refan's eyes and waited for Refan to tell him a story.
"It turns out that all this time she was still taking Pill KB Nan, silent behind me she continued to take Pill KB so she did not get pregnant. A year ago I remembered too. At that time he told me he was going out of town for two weeks because Renita said his company wanted to expand their business in the city and would open a branch there. So he had to accompany his boss for a survey to the live field. I who was also busy with my company who just issued a new product did not mind Renita's departure. Because I feel like it's better than Renita waiting for me every night at home because I always come home late. He better go to the office business as well as he can get a vacation. That's why I let him go at that moment. Because he said they were bustling with a team. So it's not good for me and I also did not think like her at that time" said Refan began to tell stories.
Kinan faithfully listened to Refan's story while continuing to warmly hold Refan's hand.
"It turns out that the two weeks they used to go both ways like a honeymoon on a remote island and Renita forgot to take the Pill. Though at that time was the fertile period of Renita and they did it every day. Finally Renita was pregnant, stupidly I was very happy when I found out Renita was pregnant. They have been fooling me Nan, and maybe they have been laughing at my stupidity" Refan's face again looked sad.
"They were planning after Renita gave birth she would demand a divorce from me because if she asked for a divorce while pregnant would certainly not be able to. So they agreed to wait until Naila was born again they would unite. For nine months I was always looking after Naila while in Renita Nan's stomach. When she was young pregnant, she was nauseous - nauseous and vomiting, I was always looking after her. Almost every night he asked for food sometimes strange and difficult food to get but I patiently fulfilled Nan. It turns out that the boy is not my son" Refan again shed his tears.
"But what makes me so sad is that the man knew that Naila was Nan's daughter. How about. what if one day Naila he brought. Naila was taken from us Nan. What am I supposed to do?" ask Refan.
Kinan was speechless, he also often asked himself such questions but he did not get the answer. He also loved Naila.
"You love Naila, don't you Nan?" ask Refan.
Kinan nodded his head.
"Sama Nan, I also love that child very much. For nine months she was in Renita's womb I've loved her ever since. I keep it growing healthy in Renita's stomach even I'm very impatient waiting for her to be born. How happy I was when I saw him born into this world Nan.. Then if he leaves me what else do I have Nan..?" ask Refan.
Kinan took a deep breath.
"Maaas, I have also often asked myself such questions lately and I have not found the answer either. I can only resign and leave this matter entirely to God because only HE knows what is best for all of us. If Naila stays with us, thank God, I will raise her and love her with all my heart and consider her my own son. But if he really has to go.. Maybe that is what God has chosen for all of us. Trust and trust only God.. HE knows best what's best for all of us" Kinan replied.
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