The 2nd Wedding
Chapter 136

On the way home, Kinan was more silent. He thought back to who he had seen in the restaurant's parking lot. Although faint and the light is also less bright but it feels like she really saw Bima her husband.

Why is that man so similar to Mas Bima? Are they really similar? But I was really like seeing Mas Bima earlier. And it's not the first time, it's the second time.

Kinan recalled that when they had just arrived at the airport yesterday afternoon he had also seen a person who looked very much like Bima before Kinan fell unconscious.

What's wrong with me? Is it real or is it just my hallucination? Bima is already dead, why these two days I like to see his face? ask Kinan inwardly.

Kinan stared out of the car window. Refan saw that Kinan was silent from earlier. He glanced and asked Kinan.

"Nan." call Refan.

Kinan did not reply, he was still busy with his own thoughts.

"Iaaang.". "call Refan again, this time stronger but still with a soft tone.

"Eeh.. What is Mas? You ask something?" ask Kinan.

"How do you daydream?" ask Refan.

"Ha. a. I'm just full and sleepy" Kinan replied.

"Yes, if you sleepy. When I get home I wake up. Or if you don't want to wake up I just carry it and I take it straight to the room" said Refan while gently stroking his wife's head.

Kinan only replied with a smile. He leaned his head against the chair and closed his eyes.

Mas Bima.. are you happy with my situation now? Do you want to give me good news that I am pregnant? I'm so happy, but that doesn't mean I forgot about you. You have a place on my side until whenever I can never forget you. Because you have taught me to love sincerely. Loving because of God. You made me the strong, strong and independent woman I am today. Crying Kinan in the heart.

Unknowingly Kinan's tears dripped from the corner of his eyes.

About thirty minutes later they reached Refan's house. With full gentleness Kinan woke Kinan.

"Yaaan.. Kinaaa... Kinan Iaaang. "call Refan while fondling Kinan's cheeks.

"Naaan." call Refan again.

"Ya Maaaas" Kinan replied in a raspy voice typical of people just waking up.

"Home home, come down. Do you want to go down by yourself or do you want me to carry it?" tanya Refan.

"Down alone Mas, ashamed of Salman" replied Kinan.

Refan smiled at his wife's reply. Semanja - Kanjanya only Refan knows. He did not want to show it to others including his son.

"Yes, let's go down" asked Refan.

Refan helps Kinan get out of the car and leads him into the house.

"Assalamu'alaikum" Refan and Kinan said as they entered the house.

"Wa'alaiakumsalam" welcomes Saints, Dhisti and Ardianto.

"At the end of the doctor? How long? What did the doctor say?" holy Tanya impatiently.

"One - one donk Ma nanyanya" replied Refan.

Refan helped Kinan sit on the sofa.

"Where's Salman Ma?" ask Kinan.

"Salman is asleep" Dhisti replied

"Where are the results of the examination?" ask the Saints again.

"What's? Your children are twins?" tanya Suci and Dhisti.

Kinan answered with a smile.

"Yes Ma, thank God." replied Refan.

"Alhamdulillah." welcome Ardianto, Dhisti and Suci.

"Waaah Salman can be adek directly two at a time" said Ardianto.

"Yes sir, thank God I am so happy" replied Refan, holding Kinan's hand.

"So from now on Kinan can no longer cook in the kitchen. As long as you are pregnant, you will stay in your home" Suci said.

"Thank God that you can stay here Ci" Dhisti said.

"Aren't you following Dhis?" holy Hands.

"We can't continue to stay here, most of the time staying here on weekends. Mas Ardi did not feel at home for a long time to live in people's homes" replied Dhisti.

"Our house is also Papa's house, our door is always open for Papa and Mama all. Let's just say this house is your home too" Refan said.

"When you're old, you can feel. It's nice to be at someone else's house it's better to stay at home. I think there's a lot you can do at home. If here Papa is more bengong" replied Ardianto.

"Yes already Pa then but whenever you want to sleep here please, do not hesitate" replied Refan.

"Thank you Ma has wanted to accompany us here" Kinan told his in-laws.

"It's okay Nan. Mama thinks Refan will get drunk land, if you want to ask for anything is difficult. Mending Mama here just keep you all at home" said Suci.

"I'll be relieved by Ci if you're here" Dhisti said.

"I went to Salman's room first Ma.. Let's see him sleep" Kinan said.

"Yes Nan" replied Suci and Dhisti.

Kinan walked towards Salman's room. Open his room and see Salman sleeping soundly. Kinan approached his son and gently stroked Salman's head.

Afterwards Kinan kissed Salman's cheeks and forehead. Salman smiled in his sleep and then said.

"Heheheh Papa's.. Thas.. Papa. "Salman said with his eyes closed.

He laughed as soon as he smiled.. His face looks very happy. Kinan stroked Salman's hair.

"You dream of meeting Papa, baby. You miss Papa? Tomorrow we go to Papa Yuk's grave.. Mama also misses Papa. It has been a long time to make a pilgrimage to Papa's tomb" Kinan said in a sad tone.

Kinan's tears came back, it was not only him who missed Bima. Salman felt the same. Is he guilty of feeling all this? Kinan did not want to betray her husband but this feeling was unstoppable. It feels like today she misses her late husband Bima.

Without Kinan realizing it turns out that Refan is already behind Kinan. He stood stiff and watched the incident. Refan was silent and could not say anything.

Should I be jealous of someone who has died? Are you unhappy marrying me Nan? I knew you had to marry me. But I think as time goes by you can accept me. Do you know Nan, right now I love you very much. I can no longer live without you. Can't Nan. You are my life. Without you, everything feels empty.. You're pregnant with my son Nan, both of us. The seeds of my true love that I laid in your womb. O Allah, make your custody as a reinforcement in our household. Aamiins.

Refan did not want Kinan to know of his whereabouts in that room. Let for tonight Kinan enjoy time with his son to reminisce on the memories of his late husband.

Refan immediately left Salman's room and returned to his room.

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