
After finishing eating Refan back to his room while Kinan held Naila and gave her milk shortly after, Naila fell asleep and Kinan took her to the room and put Naila into her baby box.
Kinan saw Refan looking for something in the wardrobe, a nightstand near the bed and a decorative desk drawer.
"What are you looking for?" ask Kinan curiously.
"I'm looking for Renita's phone. I forgot I missed something important. Since Renita died I've been busy taking care of Naila so I never open her phone and laptop. Now I just remember and I want to check it out" replied Refan.
Kinan shook his head at her husband's behavior.
"Why?" ask for a Refan.
"You are love or not the same as Renita? He said that he used to love so much that he could not move on, but Renita was forgetful. Where - where if our partner dies, we will open his personal belongings who know there is something important or be a memory. How could you miss?" ask Kinan astonished.
Refan was silent for a moment.
"I lost Renita so much back then but I was also busy with taking care of Naila and my company. When new - just lost Renita I had a long time not to the office so the work piled up and finally I became busy and forgot this important thing" said Refan.
Kinan sat on the bed.
"Have you ever seen a cell phone or laptop in a closet or in this room?" ask Refan.
"No, I've never seen it" Kinan replied honestly.
"Yes already then" replied Refan.
"Want me to help you?" kinan offers.
"No need, you rest. You're tired of keeping Naila in the hospital. Let me find out for myself and I'll ask Bik Mar and Bik Nah for help unloading Naila's goods in the warehouse" Refan replied.
"Alright, then I want to accompany Salman to take a nap. These few days pity him in staying on" Kinan said.
"Yes" replied Refan briefly.
Kinan immediately walked out of the room and approached Salman. Take her to her room and take her nap in her room. Refan continued his search.
Refan immediately went out of the room and approached Bik Nah and Bik Mar.
"Bik, let's accompany me to unpack Renita's goods in the warehouse" asked Refan.
Bik Mar and Bik Nah look at each other.
"Well Den" answered the two of them. Refan and his two domestic assistants walked towards the warehouse.
They opened one by one the box where all the goods storage Renita.
"What is Den Refan looking for?" ask Bik Mar.
"I want to find a laptop and mobile phone Renita Bik" replied Refan.
"Oh well Den, let us try to help" replied Bik Mar.
When he opened the box in front of Refan, he found a book. As he opened it Refan looked at Renita's handwriting and read it at a glance.
This is Renita's diary. Maybe this stuff can help me. Inner Refan.
"Bik please unload and find the two items yes.Republik and mobile phone Renita, all the same carger yes please in search. I'm going to my study. If you find him, please take him to my office" Refan asked.
"Good Den" replied Bik Mar and Bik Nah together.
Refan immediately rushed to leave Bik Mar and Bik Nah in the warehouse then he walked towards his study. Now Refan sits behind his desk and begins to open Renita's diary.
This diary book is three years old. When Refan reads the first page is Renita's experience working in her new office. Refan recalled, in that year Renita had just moved to the company where she worked last.
Because of her work experience Renita received at the company where she last worked as a business planning manager. His intelligence in business made him accepted in large companies. Refan has repeatedly taught Renita to work at her company but Renita always refuses because she is tired of working at the same place. Every day at work or at home they always meet.
Refan relents because of his love for Renita and frees Renita to work at another company and pursue her career at the big company where she worked last
XXX, January 2018
Today is my first day working for ABC Company. A company I have long been looking for. Said my friends the owner of this company is very handsome and stocky. A lot of girlfriends in my office talk about her gallantry. I was curious about their stories.
On the first day I met him. Today he held a meeting with the managers of this company. When I met him for the first time I somehow felt something different. I can't be sure what it is but I feel like I'm back in my teens.
True said friends in my office, she looks very gallant. With darker skin tones than Mas Refan I don't know why I feel he's more. Our first meeting he always looked at me. I'm sure it's not just my own feelings, he's watching me.
And I don't know why my heart was beating so hard for the first time. I felt like I was in love at first sight. A feeling that had long since disappeared while I was in the name of Mas Refan.
Refan clenched his hands in emotion while reading Renita's diary. This story started three years ago. Inner Refan.
Refan hit his desk for being so upset and emotional. His heart was very hot reading Renita's outpouring of heart that he wrote in his diary.
Why hasn't he seen this book? Uh no. no.. Refan had seen this book always in Renita's briefcase. But he never opened it because Refan thought it was just Renita's work agenda. So that Refan never put suspicion even trying to open let alone read it.
Refan re-read the next sheet.
XXXX, February 2018
Today we flew to Surabaya for a business trip. Since I was the business planning manager at this company I was assigned to go with my boss.
My heart is very happy and I can't wait to travel alone with him. We were on the plane and we sat close together.
My heart feels so bad for being so close to him. But I don't want him to see my nervousness. I immediately closed my eyes and tried to sleep next to him. It feels very comfortable to be around him.
When I almost fell asleep in my sleep and my sweet dreams arrived - I felt my hands touched by a warm object. It pulled my hand gently and grasped and also squeezed it very gently.
Suddenly I woke up and saw him looking at me with a longing gaze...
"Fuck you've been doing this to me for a long time, Renita... Do you a favor" Refan said while shouting.
His heart was wounded without tears flowing.
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