
"Father Ma.. Papa's.. Papa Bimaaaaa" cried Salman loudly.
Salman pointed at the parked car directly across from Kinan's house. Refan and Kinan looked towards the object Salman pointed at. The man got into his car.
Refan immediately ran to chase the car but unfortunately the car was speeding away from Kinan's house.
Refan stopped his move and returned to Kinan and Salman. Refan saw Kinan's face looked pale and his body trembled.
Refan immediately hugged Kinan.
"Yank you saw his face?" ask Refan to Kinan.
Kinan shook his head. But Kinan had a glimpse of his posture just like Bima, tall and dashing.
That must be the man Bik Ijah was telling you about. He must be a man who often came to Kinan's house and stood for a long time looking at his house.
Who her? If it's true he's Bima why should he leave. Doesn't he miss Kinan, miss Salman? Who's the guy? Ask Kinan inwardly.
Refan felt that everything was getting clearer and more real. Men who have been just like shadows, delusions and hallucinations turned out to be true. And from the cry of Salman who called - call his Papa that means the man who had been chasing Refan was very similar to Bima or the man was really - really Bima.
Bima is alive? But why should he run. Isn't there a son and wife? His wife? No. no. She's my wife. Yes, she is my wife at the moment. Even if Bima is still alive, she will become an ex-husband because my marriage and Kinan are valid according to procedure and do not violate religious or state teachings. Firmly Refan to convince his heart and feelings.
"Let's go in first until you calm down" Refan asked.
He was worried about his wife. They went back into the house and Refan led Kinan until they sat in the living room.
Kinan's body was still trembling and Kinan remained silent. Kinan must be in shock at this moment. Think Refan.
"Bik please get me a drink" Refan ordered.
"Good Den" replied Bik Ijah.
Bik Ijah immediately walked into the kitchen to grab a drink.
"Mama..mama, did you see Papa Bima? I'm not lying" Salman said. Salman approached Kinan and hugged him
"Iyaaaang... " Refan calls out to Salman.
"That's Papa Bima Pa... Papa Bima I see clearly Papa Bima. Mama saw it too, right?" ask Salman.
"Father you're in heaven baby" said Refan.
When Refan said like that Kinan's tears instantly dripped down profusely. He began to sob as if conscious that Bima was dead.
Kinan was sure Bima was dead, he saw Bima's own corpse but who the man was. Why his posture is similar to Bima. Although his face was covered in glasses and a Kinan hat could see a glimpse of his face like Bima
"Mas Bimaaa." isak Kinan.
Nyuuuus.Refan's heart ached hearing Kinan's tangisa while tightly hugging her son and calling her late husband's name.
Unknowingly Refan clenched his hand. But he does deserve to be angry. Angry at who? In Kinan, in that man, in circumstances or in God.
Especially this is God. Why is my fate like this. Do I not deserve to be happy because I have defied my Papa's orders first. Forgive me, O God, I ask for my life.I leave it to YOU. I resigned, O Allah, as resigned. I don't know what to do if Bima is still alive.
I couldn't see them hurt and sad but I couldn't take them off either. I love them so much, God. Especially now that I'm going to have a kid from Kinan. Should I give up and return Kinan to Bima. Then how's my son? What is left of me, God.. What do I have again? Inner Refan.
When Refan was on the doorstep, his steps stopped because he heard Kinan's words.
"Papa Bima has died baby, Papa Bima has gone to heaven. The man was only similar to Papa Bima, he was not Papa Bima. Papa Bima is dead" Kinan said as he sobbed.
Refan returned to Kinan and looked at Kinan.
"You sure?" ask Refan.
"I'm sure, I'm sure.. The man I saw in the hospital was Mas Bima, he was dead" Kinan replied still sobbing while hugging Salman.
Refan's heart was slightly comforted, slowly - the ground he felt a little relieved. There is a glimmer of hope that he will still be able to have Kinan and Salman. He will fight them.
"So who did I see Ma? I'm pretty sure it's Papa? Mama saw it too, right? I'm not lying Ma, it's Papa Bima" Salman said.
"He just looks like Papa dear but not Papa Bima. My mom doesn't know who she is either. If he was Papa, he wouldn't have left us. Papa Bima will definitely come and embrace us" Kinan replied.
Although the word Kinan is a parable if if only Bima was not the reality. But Refan's heart still hurts to imagine if the man was really Bima and he came to embrace Kinan and Salman. What would he have to do at that time if that was the case? Will he let Bima hug Salman and Kinan or hit him with jealousy?
Oh Tuhaaaan. said Refan inwardly.
Refan closed his eyes trying to erase the shadow.
Before long Bik Ijah came to bring three glasses of water and gave them to Kinan, Salman and Refan.
"That's the non-man Bibik said earlier. He who Bibik saw often came here" said Bik Ijah after blowing a drink glass.
Refan grabbed the glass and gave it to Kinan.
"Drink first let you calm down, here Salman is just me. Pity your distressed stomach" Refan grabs Salman gently and pulls him in his arms.
Refan also gave Salman a drink.
"Salman also drinks first" orders Refan.
Salman and Kinan drank the water Bik Ijah brought from the kitchen.
"So this guy's been here a lot, Bik?" search Refan.
"Some times Bibik saw Den, standing in front of the house while looking at this house" replied Bik Ijah.
"Did Bibik ever see his face clearly?" ask Refan.
"Never Den, he always wears sunglasses and wears a hat. Every Bibik came and saw him he immediately got into the car and hurried away" said Bik Ijah.
"Then we have to report it to the Yank complex security guard. It's already very suspicious. What was the purpose of that man coming to this house. If indeed he has good intentions, he can come well - both to meet us and explain what his intentions and goals are" said Refan.
What Mas Refan said is true. I'm sure he's not Mas Bima. Mas Bima will not leave when he sees us. Kinan firmly in heart.
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