The 2nd Wedding
Chapter 178

"Ma.. Maaas, I have become your wife" Kinan replied.

"Yes, but we were forced" said Refan.

"No, I don't have to marry you. You were forced to marry me, if not for your Naila. "reply Kinan.

"Shhh. don't tell the past dear. We tell the present and the future" said Refan.

"But you are part of my past. You are one of the men I loved in the past" Kinan said.

"Ma..you mean?" tanya Refan was confused.

Kinan held onto Refan's hand and grasped it.

"So when you were in the car, you asked me, how many times have I been in love?" ask Kinan.

"Yes" Refan nodded his head.

"I said, I fell in love twice. First when I was a teenager and second was Mas Bima" Kinan replied.

Refan looked at Kinan's face with a puzzled look.

Kinan stroked Refan's head gently.

"You were my first love. When we first met at the family meeting, I fell in love with you. But baby you don't love me. You canceled our marriage and married Renita. At that time actually I was heartbroken, plus the neighbors said that I was worthy for you to leave because I was not good at preening and styling. One year it felt so hard until I finally met Mas Bima and he proposed to me. I began to try to forget you and learn to love Mas Bima. And finally I can love Mas Bima even though I have not been able to forget you because of the pain you left behind. It turned out that my soul mate with Mas Bima was only short, four years. After that, God will set us back in marriage. I didn't think that my first love could come back together. It's just that I don't dare to hope because at the beginning of our marriage Mas already confirmed to me that Mas still loves Almarhumah Renita. Every night I pray that God will grant my prayers. Sometimes I'm so embarrassed, I'm too greedy. God has granted my prayers. We're married and I greedily want your heart" Tears began to fall on Kinan's cheeks.

Refan looked at Kinan's face with a surprised look, he really did not expect the answer from his proposal to Kinan.

"God is All-Good, He will grant all. You became my husband and you also turned out to love me. I am unceasingly grateful and grateful to God. HE heard all my prayers and granted them" Kinan continued.

"Ja.. So.. I love you first?" tanya Refan still can't believe it.

Kinan smiled as he nodded his head.

"Yes Mas. You are my first love and will be my last love" Kinan said.

"So what about Bimo?" ask Refan.

After saying those words, Refan became very stupid. Why did those words come out of his lips.

"What's wrong with Mas Bimo?" ask Kinan.

"When you met him yesterday, you looked very fascinated by his face because it was very similar to Bima. You cried and kept staring at her nonstop" Kinan replied

"Maaaas.I only miss Mas Bima's face for a moment. Teach Mas, the face of the man I once loved is very similar to his face. But that doesn't mean I like Mas Bimo. They're two different people. Although they are twins, they are different people and can never be the same" Kinan said.

"So you won't be anchored to Bimo right?" tanya Refan assured.

Kinan laughed at Refan's question.

"Maaaas. You were my first love and after marriage that love came back and continued to grow. I fell in love with you" Kinan replied.

Refan looked at Kinan's face and stroked his cheek.

"I should have said that. Thank you for finally loving me" Kinan replied.

"It's so easy to fall in love with you. Stupidly I used to why never try to get to know you. If only I had been." said Refan.

"Sssst.. The word if it symbolizes regret. There's nothing to regret. We have to learn from failure. Sometimes a failure is a whip for us to learn to be better. Because Mas never failed to love for sure Mas did not want to feel the pain of heartbreak right? Mas is afraid of failing again in terms of household, Mas so learn how to make the right household, Mas become more attention, understanding, mature, patient and many others that Mas improve. Even I who used to never look at it, now without Mas plan Mas even fell in love with me "cut Kinan.

Refan listened to all Kinan's words. Everything is true, what Kinan said is all true.

"Sorry baby, if I ever hurt you" said Refan.

"It's okay, Mom. Thanks to your rejection I even know the figure of Mas Bima. He was my teacher in the household. There was so much science she taught me. Sometimes I think, the four years she married me turned out to be the time to book and prepare me to be your wife? Maybe if we used to be a married couple, our story would not be as beautiful as it is today. We could split up in the middle of the road. No one knows God's plan. All of this is God's secret" replied Kinan.

Kinan tried to pull Refan's hand, so that Refan would stand. Refan had been kneeling before Kinan for quite some time now his legs were cramping.

They were standing and holding hands. Refan then wears the ring that Refan bought specifically to propose to Kinan tonight.

"Thank you" said Kinan happily.

"Love turned out your love from the past and now still remains the same" Refan replied.

"Who said the same? Now my love for you is greater than ever. Especially now that there are our children in my stomach" Kinan said.

Refan smiled then brought his face closer to Kinan's forehead and kissed him.

"I'm so happy tonight all my plans are going well and happily" Refan said.

"I didn't even expect Mas to do any of this" Kinan replied.

"I've been planning it for a few days. At first I was not confident but my friends gave their support. And finally I'm excited to express my feelings to you" said Refan.

"So all your friends know you're doing this?" ask Kinan.

"Not everything, baby. They just told me to express my feelings to you but they don't know when it's time for me to say yes" Refan replied.

Kinan smiled gently at Refan. Soon, Refan invited Kinan to sit down.

"Let's enjoy my wife's dinner tonight" Refan said.

"Thank you husband" replied Kinan.

They both laughed at their words. They both seem to be enjoying a lovely dinner.

Two hearts are connected, making both more confident to continue and live their future together. There is no longer any prejudice that they only love themselves.

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