The 2nd Wedding
Chapter 47

"If I were the one who asked you like that, what would be the answer? Why did you never contact me except when Salman was sick? What does it mean to me in your life? A wife or just a woman you need to babysit your only daughter Naila" Kinan asked.

Refan was speechless hearing Kinan's question.

"Why silence? I can't answer, can I?" ask Kinan again.

"Why are you asking me that question?" Refane asked.

"Mas remember when we went to the Hospital with Naila immunization, we were going to meet with your college friend?" ask Kinan.

"Yes remember. We'll see Susy, shall we?" tanya Refan was confused.

"Trus you said you remarried because you needed Naila's nanny. Try to ask in the heart of Mas, what exactly am I in the life of Mas? Am I Mas's wife or does Mas need only as Naila's nanny?" Kinan looked at the eyes of Refan who seemed to be thinking.

"I thought that for you I was just Naila's nanny would I need to call you while I'm gone?" ask Kinan.

"Yes you can call to know the state of Sal.." elak Refan.

"I called Mama every day to ask about Salman and Naila Mas. If you don't believe, just ask your Mama and Mama?" cut Kinan.

Refan fell silent and tried to think through all of Kinan's words.

"But if Mas thinks I'm Mas's wife, I'll tell Mas wherever I go. How's Mas? Ask your heart, what does it mean for me in your life?" ask Kinan again.

Refan can't say anything else. He confusedly answered all of Kinan's questions.

"I'm not forcing you to answer tonight. You can think about it first. I have been doing my job as a wife and a mother. If Mas thinks I'm just Naila's nanny, from now on I'm going to do my job as Naila's nanny. I'll take care of all Naila's needs. While my duties as a wife will be stopped because I feel that Mas has not considered me as a wife of Mas" said Kinan.

Refan looked at Kinan's face, his countenance looking very serious and resolute. Refan was confident that Kinan would be doing what he said just now.

"It's late tomorrow, I'll be back to work and will report your training results yesterday. I slept first huh" Kinan turned his body around and slept his back to Refan.

Refan could only stare at Kinan's back from behind. It was very desirable for him to reach into Kinan's body and hug him from behind but he was aware of Kinan's question earlier.

What does Kinan mean in his life, is it true just as a nanny for Naila or a wife. Refan sleeps telepathically with his hands under his head. He looked at the sky - the sky of his room.

Trying to repeat a week without Kinan in his life. Kinan's conscious refan has now begun to play a role in his life. She already has more functions than just a nanny for Naila.

But does that mean that Refan is already starting to like Kinan? No. nope... Renita still occupies the heart of Refan completely leaving no place for others.

Refan began to close his eyes and tried to fall asleep, before long Refan's breathing was in order. Kinan who had actually not slept is now trying to turn his body to find a comfortable position for him to sleep.

Kinan glanced at Refan who was already sleeping soundly. Kinan looked at the face of Refan who was sleeping quietly.

Actually I don't feel good about asking you all that? But I had to ask her so I could know where I was in this house.

Do you know how sick I feel when you tell your friend that I'm just Naila's nanny. That's new to one person, how about you meet your other friends. You keep saying it like that to everyone.

Unknowingly Kinan's tears flowed from his already eyes. He felt his heart, it hurt so much. It was as if something was pouring directly into his heart.

My meaning to you is only as a bedmate and a nanny for Naila, right Mas? Kinan's cry grew louder, he turned his body around and closed his eyes so that his cries could not be heard by Refan.

But Refan could feel the movement on his bed, he stared at Kinan's back which seemed to be shaking and the sound of crying that escaped several times was heard.

"Nan" call Refan.

Kinan was silent, he did not expect that Refan would wake up because of the sound of his crying.

"Kinan.. are you crying?" Ask Refan.

Unknowingly, Refan finally touched Kinan's shoulder. Sontak made Kinan stiffen. Does everything have to be done tonight? Because the nature of Kinan does not like to keep the problem until it drags on.

"Have my words last week with Susy hurt your feelings so much Nan?" ask Refan finally.

Kinan nodded his head.

"I'm sorry, I'm not going to repeat it again" replied Refan.

Kinan turned back to face Refan.

"Don't promise something that you might not be able to keep Mas. I told you that I love you when I think. There's only one left and all this time it's actually been really stuck in my heart. If on the bed, I also often ask what function here Mas in addition to the caretaker Naila" Kinan said.

"Ma..you mean?" tanya Refan was confused.

"When I'm out of bed maybe you think of me as Naila's nanny but when we're the same on the bed you think of me as what Mas? Am I just your sleeping partner? Not as your life partner?" ask Kinan.

Refan's eyes spontaneously glared at Kinan's question? Very strong words hit her to her heart.

Was Kinan crying because of the question just now? Refan's heart seemed to stop beating because Kinan's gaze poked all the way to his heart.

What does Kinan on the bed mean to him? Well, almost every night after the first night they did it, Refan never stopped asking Kinan to do it. And Kinan never refused. Somehow the smell of Kinan's body and the curves of Kinan's body were so tempting to Refan. Makes him addicted to wanting again and again. And a week without Kinan yesterday actually almost drove him crazy. Refan was so beautiful and his bed was suddenly cold without Kinan present beside him.

"Well.nan... I'm sorry.. Have I felt like I was forced to do that all this time?" ask Refan heart - heart.

"I didn't have to, I know very well my duty as a wife. I had to meet all the needs of my husband outside or on the bed. Because I thought you were my husband. I am your wife, as a wife I am obliged to fulfill all your wishes. But if for you I'm just a babysitter, do you sleep and do bed activities with a nanny?" ask Kinan.

Refan's eyes glared back in surprise, he didn't expect Kinan to ask that.

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