
"Ngapain you? If you want to sleep, go to bed. It's even pacing back and forth, dizzy I see you" said Refan.
Kinan hesitated - hesitating to get into bed. But he did not dare to sleep on the floor, afraid of pain considering the ulcer disease made him easy to catch a cold.
Finally with a heavy heart Kinan climbed up onto the bed right next to Refan who was playing his laptop.
"Mmm. maaaas.I'm sorry if I slept facing here on your back" said Kinan.
"Heeeem.
Going to bed has to bother apologizing. Sleep as you please. Inner Refan.
Kinan tried to close his eyes but it felt very difficult. He was not feeling sleepy and his eyes were still fresh. It felt like he wanted to turn his body to the other side but he was reluctant.
Finally, half an hour he survived and his body was cramped.
My hands are so sore. What will it be, what should I do? Inner Kinan.
Slowly - the service Kinan grabbed his phone and turned the Murrotal Quran at a slow volume. He too fell asleep long.
In his subconscious Kinan turned his body facing towards Refan. Now Refan could see that Kinan had slept soundly.
Refan can turn off his laptop and close it. Then he put the laptop slowly - slowly on the nightstand near the bed.
Refan waved his hand right in front of Kinan to make sure Kinan did not pretend to be sleeping. Kinan had already slept well.
Refan looked at Kinan's sleeping face quietly. A plain face with no touch of makeup or facial care.
Renita used to go to bed before her ritual to clean her face with a facial cleanser, after that use facial vitamins and night cream on her face. After the new finish she climbed onto the bed wearing sexy lingerie that was about to tease Refan's defense.
This woman just soaked her face with ablution. Because before going up to the bed, Kinan first prayed the sunnah. Only then did Kinan walk back and forth - the all-inclusive mandir wanted to sleep where. Until Refan told her to get on the bed.
He was wearing a house negligee, Refan coming closer to Kinan's face and body. Trying to smell the perfume of Kinan.
Fragrant.but very soft unlike perfume. What is this smell? But. I like it. Inner Refan.
His appearance was simple but why was I curious and suddenly Refan felt hot. He's fanning his shirt looking for air.
Worry if it continues like this can - I can't sleep. Think Refan.
Refan gets out of bed and walks towards the bathroom. She channeled the desire she had just been craving, urinating. After finishing the new Refan back up on the bed.
Refan slid his body right beside Kinan and their faces looked at each other. Just as Refan was about to close his eyes suddenly Kinan's hand moved and stopped right near Refan's waist.
Kinan smacked Refan's body slowly while muttering.
"Ssttt..... " Kinan is like putting her son to sleep by patting - patting her panta.
Shit..does he think I'm his son Salman or Naila yes, want to sleep should be pat - pat panta* first. Inner Refan.
Refan pulled Kinan's hand slowly and placed it in the middle right between their bodies. Refan looked back at Kinan's face.
Duhangtur, the action he had just so woke up something that was sleeping down there.
Huuuf.. Refan tried to regulate his breathing and sleep on his back.
It was hot again in the room. Refan.
Suddenly Kinan in a state of closed eyes felt the bed and looked for a blanket. He pulled the blanket up to his waist but Refan could see in Kinan's hand his crouching fur was standing.
Unknowingly Refan smiled.
Hahaha.. You must be cold right? Rasain, it's not me here alone who's tormented. We're even, I'm hot while you're cold. Refan in the Heart.
Refan again wanted to close his eyes, again - again suddenly Kinan close his body to Refan's body and hugged him tightly. Now Kinan's face hid behind Refan's chest.
Refan smelled the shampoo from Kinan's hair clearly.
Yes Tuhaaan. Why can't you just keep sleeping. Refan became upset because his body was getting hotter.
Slowly - the land he reached was void from behind Kinan's body and replaced his body with bolsters for Kinan's embrace.
Kinan hugged the bolster pillow tightly back to sleep soundly. His face was completely calm, Kinan smiled occasionally and Refan saw it clearly.
Sweet... good.sholehah.. smart cook.. can take care of the child.. serve the husband. and make me panaaaaaaaaaas....
Akh. I'd go crazy like this. Refan scratched his non-itchy head. Finally Refan went back to the bathroom and took ablution.
After that he performed the two rakaat sunna prayers before going to bed to get a peace of sleep. Only then did Refan go back up to the bed and close his eyes.
Soon, Refan fell asleep beside Kinan. Kinan gasped when he heard Naila's voice crying.
He opened his eyes and saw his burly body that was hugging him. Ah no. They hugged each other and Kinan was right in Refan's chest. It feels so warm.
Kinan tried to let go of his embrace and also Refan's embrace but unfortunately Refan immediately regained his senses. Their eyes were looking at each other and so close.
Both of them were equally surprised and with reflexes instantly drifted away from each other. Kinan immediately got out of bed and tried to bang on the connecting door between Refan's room and the room that Mama and Mama-in-law were occupying.
"Ma. open Ma. Let me just carry Naila" Pinta Kinan.
"It's this ordinary Kinan.. Naila's just thirsty. You go to bed again" refused Mama-in-law.
Kinan turned around and looked back at Refan, but Refan pura - pura fell asleep on Kinan's back. Soon Naila's crying voice stopped. Naila is probably thirsty.
Eventually Kinan went back up on the bed and they slept back to each other. Soon, the two fell asleep again.
Sayup - I heard the sound of people teaching from the loudspeaker of the mosque sign of dawn soon I will be batten.
Refan opened his eyes, as soon as he opened his eyes Kinan's face was the first one he saw. Shady face, full of motherhood and soft. Kinan's face was slightly covered by his hair.
Refan subconsciously tried to slip the hair behind Kinan's ear so that he could look at Kinan's face freely. It's so sleepy.
Why did I hurt this woman so much? I admit that I love Renita so much that I close my eyes to another woman. I purposely got her hurt just as easily as canceling our wedding plans. If the marriage had happened, what would our home be like? Why would I be so smart - if. Inner Refan.
Kinan started moving, slowly his eyes opened. Refan closed his eyes and pretended to sleep. Kinan looked at the quiet face of her sleeping husband.
"If you keep quiet like this you are very handsome. But if your lips are open, your words are very hurtful. Until when will we continue to be shackled by the past. I'm the same as you, I lost a husband I loved so much. I know how your heart hurts because I feel the same way. But God's destiny for us has been set. We are now a couple. Should we continue to selfishly defend our feelings and sacrifice children. Should we keep playing with this household?"...
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