The 2nd Wedding
Chapter 165

Arriving at Refan's house immediately forward Kinan's message to Aril's number. The message contained the address of Bima's house in Surabaya and did not forget Refan also sent a photo of Bima to Aril.

Refane

Ril here is a picture of Bima and her parents' home address in Surabaya. Please help ya 🙏🙏

Arile

Well because also the late husband of Kinan the first Bro. Looks like you have a tough rival bro to get Kinan's heart.

Refane

A rival? Not your fault? She's already dead

Refan was a little upset when he read the reply message from Aril.

Arile

Yes yes, he does not exist. Then the weight is also the shadow of your rivals. Even though he's dead I think Kinan must be hard to forget this handsome guy. Your stepdaughter should be handsome. I guess coming down from the pretty face of Kinan it turns out Salman has a handsome Papa too. If the face of this man back in the household you can be dangerous bro..

Refane

That's why from the beginning I told you my household is experiencing serious problems and could threaten the continuity of our marriage. Where I don't know Kinan's heart yet. Whether he loves me or not.

Arile

You just ask him directly?

Refane

The problem is that I have never expressed my feelings to her

Arile

Seriously you Fan? Crazy you? Kinan is already pregnant with your child but even though you never said love to your wife? Time for him you again brushed yes.. Ah you're not romantic. It should be when you and Kinan are at the top you say the words love. What a stupid kid.. Twice married but his behavior is still like this 😡

Refane

That's what's been bothering me lately, Ril. I'm so scared of losing Kinan right now. Moreover, I already love him so much and can't lose him. Where she's pregnant with my son, I don't want them to go away from me and leave me alone.

Arile

You should immediately express your feelings to Kinan so that his heart can not be captured by other men. I think it could be that Kinan already has feelings for you. The woman every act and do something must use the feeling bro. There's no way she's pregnant with your child but her heart is still with another man.

Refane

Maybe, like Renita. Not only his heart that already has another man, even the baby in the womb is also the seed of another man.

Arile

But Kinan was very different from Renita Fan. Renita does not deserve to be compared to Kinan is already much better than him.

Refane

I know Ril but I still can't tell Kinan the truth about how I feel.

Ari

Why can't you?

Refane

Because at the beginning of our marriage, I made it clear to her that I still love Renita. While improving our household relationship, I asked him to make friends first and become a partner in life. We haven't brought our feelings into this relationship.

Arile

I don't understand your way of mind any more. As soon as you think about how you express your feelings to Kinan. Bima's hunt rises from the grave and snatches Kinan back from your arms.

Refane

Astaghfirullah.not to Ril. Alright I will think about how I will tell Kinan about my true feelings for him

Arile

Goodluck bro good luck

Refane

Arile

Okay, seeep 👌

Refan closed his phone and pinched his head. Suddenly Aril's message made his head dizzy and his heart was restless.

Kinan who had just finished his bath noticed the behavior of Refan.

"Why are you, dizzy?" ask Kinan.

"Not just a little heavy" replied Refan.

"Weight? What is heavy? Your head is Mas?" ask Kinan confused.

Not Nan, my heart is so heavy thinking about my feelings as well as your feelings. I really don't want to lose you. I won't budge this time, and won't be cheated by another man anymore. Enough of Renita and I've forgotten her. But you and our children, I don't want to let you go. Whatever happens. Inner Refan.

Refan looked at Kinan's face with a sad feeling.

"Here Mas.. " Kinan invited Refan to sit on the bedside.

Refan immediately broke down his body and fell asleep next to Kinan. His head was on both thighs of Kinan.

Kinan then stomped Refan's head affectionately.

"Do you want me to use eucalyptus oil?" ask Kinan.

"No, just like this. I want a moment like this with you. The burden on my head is slowly decreasing. It feels very comfortable" said Refan.

Refan closed his eyes for a moment. Kinan smiled looking at her husband's face. Then his other hand caressed Refan's hair affectionately.

You know I'm also very happy like this with you. It was only for a moment but right now I feel like I am your world.

If I had known I was in your heart, I would have been so happy. But I'm ashamed to ask you.

Maybe it was because I had been hurt twice and wished for you so that my heart would not dare to hope for you again. We better be like this. Make friends and date your way, it's okay as long as you're happy, you're happy.

It is easy - easy for God to listen to prayer in my every bow. You can return my feelings, repay my love and we will be together forever.

Kinan unintentionally stared at the wall clock, already thirty minutes away they were like this. It is fitting that Kinan's back which almost entered the age of five months of pregnancy felt sore and his legs were also cramps because of that did not move. Fear of making Refan distracted and uncomfortable.

It turned out that without realizing it Refan was asleep on Kinan's lap. Kinan smiled looking at her husband's shady face.

I didn't dare Mas when you accidentally came to your parents' house with Renita and I saw her.

Do you know how devastated I felt then? It hurts so much to see you bring the woman who caused you to cancel our marriage first.

I fought one year against my pain. Until I met and met Mas Bima. Then he proposed to me and slowly - the land treated my pain.

But the first few years of our marriage I was still struggling to get rid of my feelings for you. You often come into my dreams make me always feel guilty to Mas Bima.

After I can completely forget you and accept Mas Bima completely to be my husband, it turns out that God is planning another Mas.

You and your family came to me alone. You again want to connect the matchmaking that once failed and now like this we are.

All the secrets of Allah Mas, no one knows even I never imagined that I would finally be your wife and the mother of your children. Inner Kinan.

Kinan back stroked softly on Refan's hair.

"Maaaas is almost in Maghrib time, soon adhan. Get up and take a shower so you can pray Maghrib in the mosque" Kinan said gently.

Refan opened his eyes.

"Ah I fell asleep apparently, your lap was so soft that I drowsy" replied Refan.

"Mandi gih let me prepare your prayer clothes" Kinan ordered.

"Good Buuuuu" greeted Refan with a smile.

Refan walks into the bathroom to clean his body and get ready to pray to the mosque.

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