The 2nd Wedding
Chapter 53

"Nan tomorrow we go to the Mall yuk" asked Refan when they were about to sleep.

"Mas Negapain?" asked Kinan astonished, tumben her husband did not travel.

"Yesterday when Salman was sick I promised him to take a walk. That's why I told you. Yesterday you went out of town for a week so I promised you that I would be delayed until you came home" Refan replied.

"Well, what time is it tomorrow?" ask Kinan.

"Okay, let's have dinner there" replied Refan

"A child not invited?" ask Kinan again.

"No, the four of us go. You will no longer pray so you can accompany the children to play while I pray there. After the new prayer we eat. How's it?" ask Refan.

"Yes tomorrow morning I say to Salman and Bibik, let the afternoon when we go home from work the children are ready to take the road" continued Kinan.

Refan smiled faintly, his plan to get closer to Kinan had already started to run. He looked at Kinan who had already closed his eyes.

Kinan had actually not slept yet and he felt dizzy because of his current feelings Refan was staring at him but Kinan did not dare to open his eyes.

You do Mas, close your eyes and sleep why try to see me like that. Something is wrong with my face. Duh want to move it feels awkward. Inner Kinan.

It felt like all of Kinan's body was already tense and tingling but he remained until the incision - I'm sure he felt a regular breath of Refan. Kinan slowly opened his eyes and it was true that Refan had fallen asleep.

Kinan looked at her husband's face.

I'm sorry if I'm kind of keeping my distance from you and being cold. I want you to realize what I mean in your life. If I have started to believe I will return as I used to serve you with all my heart because it has become my duty. I know it's hard to forget the beautiful people of our past but we have to learn to pave the way for our future. The past is only to be remembered not in tears, they are also tormented there if we are not sincere. Like me who sincerely accepts you as my husband but I am just an ordinary human who has jealousy even with him who is gone who always occupies your heart. I am not asking for your love but appreciate my existence in your life. Treat me like your wife. It is easy - hopefully sooner or later you will get used to me near you. Maybe gradually love will grow between us. I know that farewell is so hated by God, I will not make that decision until I struggle to convince you of your feelings for me. Inner Kinan.

Suddenly, Refan's hand was raised towards Kinan and pulled Kinan closer to him. Refan hugged Kinan like a bolster. So Kinan's face was currently on Refan's chest.

Kinan could hear Refan's heartbeat beating regularly and his breath blowing a peak at Kinan.

Actually I have started to feel comfortable sleeping in your arms Mas but only when you fall asleep and hug me like this. I think I'm all you have right now. But when you open your eyes somehow the shadow of my face is not in your eyes. I feel very far from your heart. Kinan murmured in the heart.

Kinan closed his eyes and returned Refan's embrace and began to fall asleep. Refan regained his senses because of Kinan's movements that wrapped his hands around Refan's body.

Refan smiled looking at Kinan's face which looked very peaceful.

I began to feel comfortable near you Nan, especially when you were in my arms. It feels very fitting that your body I hug like this and do not want me to take off again. Even my faster body reacts craving you, always wanting to hug and miss you at nights like this. But why is it so hard for my lips to cooperate with the heart. He still likes to lie and hurt your feelings. I'm sorry Nan, I'm sorry.. I may not be better than your previous husband. Inner Refan.

Refan slowly - the land peaked Kinan's head and increasingly pervaded his embrace in Kinan's body. He closed his eyes again and fell asleep while hugging Kinan.

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Tomorrow morning at breakfast.

"Take me on the street Pa?" ask Salman spirit.

"Yes, my mom is home. Later in the afternoon after Papa and Mama work we go yes" replied Refan.

"Asiiiik horeeee." cried Salman pleased.

"I'm going to eat don't scream - scream so ah, later you choke on food. It'll be a long afternoon and quickly the stork. After that same bath Bik Nah or Bik Mar. Later in the afternoon when Mama returns home Brother Salman must be handsome yes" said Kinan.

"Okay Mama. later I will be a good and handsome child" replied Salman.

Kinan rattled Salman's hair and kissed him on the cheek. Refan smiled at the beautiful sight before him.

"Bik later in the afternoon children please be prepared yes, as well as Naila and Salman equipment for luggage on the road. Later in the afternoon me and Mas Refan want to take the children to the streets" Kinan told Bik Nah.

"Yes Non" replied Bik Nah.

Then Kinan glanced at Bik Mar.

"Bibik this afternoon just enough to cook for Bibik and Salman. We will not have dinner at home tonight. We will eat out with the kids" Kinan told Bik Mar.

"Yes Non. Can't you afford monthly shopping? our kitchen supplies are running low" Bik Mar replied.

"Where are you, maybe not?" Ask Kinan.

"Somewhere, later we come home to the supermarket" replied Refan.

"Yes already Bik, note yes what are the goods that run out so we can quickly buy because we will bring children" Kinan ordered

"Yes Non, I'll give you the note" Bik Mar replied.

Refan had finished his breakfast and immediately got up from his chair.

"I'm leaving now huh Nan" Refan thrust his hand towards Kinan. Sontak Kinan was surprised and received Refan's hand and then kissed his hand as well as Salman. Because every Refan wants to go to work, that is their custom.

Duh even though he again wants to learn cuek but even Mas Refan who realized first yes. Failed again ngetes Mas Refan. Inner Kinan.

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