
"Is Naila sick?" asked Riko surprised.
Immediately Refan was aware of Riko's slightly unnatural attitude. Why Riko was so shocked like that hearing her son get sick.
Is...? Oh no. no. My mind gets dirty like this because of Naila's blood test results. Inner Refan.
"Yes hot fever, the doctor said because of the fatigue. Yesterday Naila was brought in-laws to her house there was a family event" replied Refan.
"Hopefully Naila will recover quickly, Fan, later I will tell the others to visit Naila at the Hospital. Oh yes Naila's on the hospital at which Hospital?" ask Riko.
"Mother and Child Hospital" Refan replied.
Before long the waiter gave a package of orders Refan.
"Ko, I go straight to the hospital.I want maghrib pity Kinan alone guard Naila at the Hospital. Later he will be difficult to pray" said Refan.
"Yes Fan, be careful" said Riko.
Refan immediately left Riko staring at him from a distance. Then Refan got into the car and continued on his way to the Hospital.
Arriving at the hospital Refan saw Kinan was holding Naila who was still a bit fussy. Refan placed the parcel he was carrying on the table in the room.
"Darling. Wh why? You miss Papa ya sayaaang" persuaded Kinan.
Refan looked at Naila's new face crying but as soon as he saw Refan's face the crying subsided.
With my eyes Naila looked at Refan's face. A moment Refan and Naila's gaze collided. Refan doesn't know what to do at the moment. There was affection, pity but when she remembered Naila was not her daughter her heart ached like a sliced knife.
Along with that came the voice of Adhan Maghrib.
"Mas salat first. Only after Mas we replace" said Kinan.
"Yes Nan" replied Refan.
Refan immediately stepped into the toilet to clean his body and took ablution after which Refan came out and performed the Maghrib prayer.
In his prayer at the end of the prayer, Refan asked God.
O Allah strengthen my heart to accept the worst possible outcome. Just give me the patience to keep loving Naila the way she used to. I realized he was the victim in this matter. Remove the pain and grudges in my heart. Don't let the devil control my feelings. Show me the straight path and give me the certainty of who Papa Naila really is. Only to YOU I ask and plead. Please give me Rabb... Refan said in his prayer.
Refan wiped away the tears flowing in the corner of his eyes. Then immediately fold the alphabet.
"Have you finished?" ask Kinan.
"Here, Naila I'm carrying. Replace you who pray now" orders Refan.
"Yes Mas" Kinan handed Naila into Refan's arms and Refan immediately carried her. After that Kinan stepped into the bathroom. After completing the ablution Kinan continued the Maghrib prayer.
Refan put Naila on the bed. Naila looks like she wants to invite Refan to play. He rambled and touched Refan's face with a smile.
As soon as Refan's heart collapsed, he could not deny his heart had already loved this tiny baby.
Who's your dear father? How will our relationship be after the results of the DNA test come out and you are proven not a child Papa? Are we going to split up? Can Papa keep you from staying with Papa? Refan eyes glazed - glass.
While Naila looks to be hitting Refan's face while laughing.
Kinan finished praying and saw the heartwarming sight. He knew very well how hurt Refan was feeling at this moment. Kinan folded his face and approached Refan and Naila who were playing in bed.
Kinan touched Refan's shoulder trying to encourage Refan.
"Naila is happy to play with Papa" Kinan said.
"It's getting hot, right?" ask Refan.
"Had it, thank God Naila is okay - why. Just a tasting. But the doctor said it should be three days opnamenya. To monitor and keep watch who knows there are other diseases. Easy - hopefully there is no dear Mama. " replied Kinan while teasing Naila.
Naila looked a big smile. Kinan glanced at Refan's face which still looked sad and his face looked like he had a lot of thoughts.
"Can I ask you something?" ask Kinan heart - heart.
"What do you want to ask?" ask Refan.
"Where was that from?" search Kinan.
Refan seemed to take a long breath.
"I went to Renita's grave" replied Refan.
Kinan just silently listened to Refan tell a story.
"You know Nan? when I got there I saw a bouquet of red roses in front of Renita's tombstone. Red roses are Renita's favorite flower. And only close people know it" Refan said.
Kinan glanced at Refan's face. His face looks so sad.
"I'm trying to figure it out. I saw an old man eating and I approached him. I asked him. You know what he said?" ask Refan.
Kinan shrugged both of his shoulders gesturing that he could not guess.
"There are two men who often come to the tomb other than me" Refan's face looks very injured. Without her being able to prevent her tears from flowing down her cheeks. Kinan immediately grabbed and clasped Refan's hand trying to give him strength.
"It's not just me Nan but there are two men who often come there. Not one but two. If Naila wasn't my son, then whose son was she? Do I have to go find the two men and hold them accountable to Naila?" refan's cries grew louder.
"If they knew Naila was the daughter of one of the two men, the man took Naila from my side. What can I do, Nan? Can I take it off? Can you also remove Naila?" asked Refan while sobbing.
Kinan shook his head. He also could not answer such a question right now.
"What's left for me? I have nothing - what Nan. You used to marry me for Naila. If he leaves from my side will you still want to live with me. A. I. I. I. may be Nan's weak man.. Maybe I am the one who cannot have offspring" said Refan increasingly sobbing.
Kinan hugged Refan from behind.
"Maaaas.." Kinan said. Refan is still crying.
"I told you the same. I made a promise to myself when we got kabul. Only death can separate us" Kinan replied.
"But I'm the unlucky guy Nan. I'm a stupid man. Five years I was married to Renita I didn't know she was cheating" Refan said.
"That's because you trust and love him so much" Kinan replied trying to calm Refan down.
"Did I really love her Nan? If love is supposed to be the jealousy I feel. Isn't that Nan? I should be jealous every time I see him close to a man, I should be jealous when he often goes out of town with his Boss" Refan suddenly glared when he remembered something.
Kinan stared at the drastic change in Refan's face. From sad to surprised.
"What's up, Mom?" ask Kinan curiously.
"Nan's boss? Renita's boss? Was he one of the two men who came to the tomb?"...
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