The 2nd Wedding
Chapter 48

"I didn't have to, I know very well my duty as a wife. I had to meet all the needs of my husband outside or on the bed. Because I thought you were my husband. I am your wife, as a wife I am obliged to fulfill all your wishes. But if for you I'm just a babysitter, do you sleep and do bed activities with a nanny?" ask Kinan.

Refan's eyes glared back in surprise, he didn't expect Kinan to ask that.

"Naaaaaan" said Kinan.

"Why Mas? Surprised I asked like that? I'm just surprised, right? but I feel very sick. I feel serving you as a woman is not good. Not as your wife" said Kina Sa bjm in tears.

"I don't think of you like that Nan, really" Refan said.

Instantly Refan's head was dizzy, he did not expect everything to be like this. Especially now that Kinan considers Refan to demean himself just making him Refan's bedmate and lover Naila not as a wife.

"I'm sorry Nan, it's all because of me. akh." said Refan.

Refan couldn't possibly say that if he still loved Renita his first wife, it would make Kinan hurt and even sadder. Especially at this time Kinan seemed to be being sensitive, maybe because he was coming by the moon again.

"I promise to change" replied Refan.

"I promised once? Do you promise again? How long do you keep promising?" kinan Urge.

"Please give me some time Nan, please. Right now I am used to living with you, I am also lost when you are not around. But I can't confirm my feelings for you yet" Refan said.

Kinan wiped his tears.

"I will be more careful in my attitude, I will continue to change for the better" promised Refan.

"Have not promised, just show all your words. You don't have to promise with words. I just need a change in your attitude" Kinan replied.

Refan looked at Kinan's face. Never had she seen Kinan so angry and sad as this during their marriage. Kinan was always patient and cheerful. He is also very mature in his attitude.

"It's late at night I'm going to sleep" Kinan said.

"Yes Nan, good night. Have a good dream" replied Refan.

Kinan turned his back on Refan and then fell asleep. His body and heart were very tired today. Tomorrow he also had to go to the bed early to prepare their training report in the office.

Now Kinan's breath looks regular, briefly Kinan has slept soundly. Refan breathed a sigh of relief. Tonight he was completely misbehaved and could do nothing in front of Kinan.

Kinan actually forced him to think what he meant in Refan's heart and in Refan's life.

Refan closed his eyes again and tried to sleep again.

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The next day Kinan was ready - ready to go to the office. At seven o'clock in the morning he's taken care of Naila. Bathing and giving him milk handkerchief Salman also had him bathe in the morning - early in the morning.

Breakfast is prepared Bik Mar but Kinan does not have time for breakfast at home. Kinan decided to bring the supplies to the office.

Actually Kinan was still upset with Refan because of the incident last night but he felt bad about leaving the house. Kinan went into the room and prepared Refan's work clothes on the bed. He knocked on the bathroom door.

"Yes." said Refan from within.

"Mas I went first to the office. Today I have to get to the office faster" Kinan said from outside the bathroom.

"Yes" Refan replied later.

Kinan immediately took his office bag, laptop and car keys and he exited the room.

"Bik please prepare breakfast Mas Refan yes, I went quickly today to the office. Titip Naila and Salman Bik. Later I will try to go home faster" said Kinan in a hurry.

"Yes Non, be careful" replied Bik Mar.

"Okay Bik, Assalamu'alaikum" said Kinan pamit.

"Wa'alaikumsalam" replied Bik Mar.

Kinan immediately exited the house and rushed to his office. Refan just finished his shower and came out of the bathroom. He saw his work clothes already located on the bed.

Refan immediately prepared to leave for the office and then walked out of the room.

"Den, the breakfast is ready" said Bik Mar.

Refan saw that Salman was well-groomed and sat quietly at the dinner table.

"Wouldn't you have breakfast?" ask Refan.

"So Non-Kinan brought supplies to Den's office" replied Bik Mar.

Refan stroked Salman's head.

"Who are you bathing, Sal?" ask Refan.

"Just like Mama Pa, before Mama went to work she took me to take a shower first and then Mama took a bath in Naila" said Salman.

He is also still acting ordinary, still taking good care of the children. Inner Refan.

"Yuk Sal we eat" asked Refan.

"Yes Pa" replied Refan.

Breakfast alone with Salman at the dinner table was very quiet. There are usually Kinan, and when Kinan leaves there is Mama and her in-laws accompanying them in this house.

This morning only the two of them sat at the table. Refan malai tasting his morning breakfast.

This was not Kinan's cooking, was he deliberately not cooking or not having time to cook? Ask Refan inwardly.

Suddenly Bik Mar received a call from someone. Refan watched her from afar.

"What's the Bik?" ask Refan.

"Anu Den, Non Kinan just called he said his office file was left in the room. Bibik went into Aden's room to take the file Non Kinan, after that Non Kinan want to order an online motorcycle taxi to deliver this file to his office" replied Bik Mar.

"Yes take it there, and say the same Kinan do not need to order online motorcycle taxi. Let me take you to his office and walk you to the office, I can stop by" Refan ordered.

"Well Den, Bibik will say the same Non Kinan" replied Bik Mar.

Soon Bik Mar came out of the room with the files Kinan needed and gave him why Refan.

"This is a Non-Kinan File Den" said Bik Mar.

"Okay Bik, I go first huh" Refan took Kinan's file from Bik Mar's hand. Refan then kissed Salman and Naila's head to say goodbye.

Not until an hour Refan had arrived at Kinan's office and went inside.

"Eh her husband's sister Kinan right Mas?" greet one of the employees in the office whose accuracy came during the invitation to the wedding of Refan and Kinan.

"Yes" Refan replied with a respectful smile.

"Just go straight into the room Mbak Kinan" ordered Kinan's office friend

Refan immediately walked in the direction that Kinan's friend had pointed before without knocking on the door. Refan sees Kinan having a very serious and very close conversation with Fadlan, a friend of Kinan who Refan met at the airport yesterday.

Again the heart of hot Refan saw it.

"Ehm." said Refan provoked the attention of both. Sontak Kinan glanced towards the voice.

"Eh Mas Refan. enter Mas" welcome Kinan.

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