The 2nd Wedding
Chapter 52

"Assalamu'alaikum Kinaaaaan" Anita said.

"Wa'alaikumsalam Nitaaaa. Enter. enter. " replied Kinan surprised to see Anita appear in his office.

"Once my best friend is busy taking care of his new family" Anita said.

"What the hell is Nitaaa. Sit yuk.. I have long wanted to meet you but sorry at the end of this I was very busy not only at home but in the office as well" Kinan replied.

They sat on the sofa in Kinan's study.

"Where is your household Nan? smoothly no?" ask Anita Kinan's best friend.

Kinan's face immediately turned sad and all that could be caught by Anita. Kinan could not lie to his best friend.

"Why is your face like that Nan?" Anita clasped Kinan's hand.

"Ta.. how do you think marriage happens just because you need a babysitter?" ask Kinan at last.

"What's? Refan married you because he needed a babysitter for his baby?" anita asked in surprise.

Kinan nodded his head.

"Refan told you himself?" ask Anita.

"Not to me but to his college friends when we met at Naila's Hospital during immunization" Kinan replied.

"Astaghfirullah Nan, Refan said so in front of others? how could Refan say that? Does he not appreciate your feelings?" ask Anita emotions.

Kinan took a deep breath and was still saddened at every thought of the incident.

"mmm... Nit, is it wrong if for a while I refuse Mas Refan's invitation in bed? Mm. I mean, I know it's Nit's wrong but but.. I'm just an ordinary man, Nit, who feels hurt when the husband calls his wife's name on the bed when we're together, and I'm also angry that he just thinks I'm his babysitter but still asks allotment continues. A. I really feel so low that Nit in his eyes" Kinan shed his tears.

"Allah the Refan did as Naaaan did.. Have you talked about this to Refan?" ask Anita.

"Here you know how Nit I am. I can't hold something in your heart. I need to get it done" Kinan replied.

"Trus Refan answer what?" ask Anita curious.

"At that time he did apologize immediately but then the mistake was repeated again when he met his friend at the Hospital" Kinan replied.

"Telling her friend that she's married to you just needs a nanny for her child" Anita repeated the words again.

Kinan wiped his tears.

"Patiently yes Nan" Anita hugged the crying Kinan.

"Continue now you're still at war?" ask Anita.

"He promised a second time, he would change. Last night she took me to dinner with her client she also bought me a dress and last night she was warm. I was confused by Nit's attitude. Does he do that because in front of his client what really changes according to his words" Kinan said.

"At this time I no longer pray Nit, the plan I do want to ngetes him after I finish coming months. I'll serve him if he really changes" Kinan said.

"If he doesn't change, does Nan? Do you want to continue sinning in your household?" ask Anita.

"If only harm is all I get doing this household in the Nit extension. He also sinned against me and himself. I also sinned not to do my duty as his wife. Mending we just review this wedding where to take it. Naila's getting bigger, too, right? It is getting stronger and rarely sick, if you want to find a babysitter yes he can find a lot of baby sitters for his child or he just look for a wife that fits his criteria. I'd better raise my own son" Kinan said.

"You gave up Nan? you are not usually like this. The kinan I used to know wasn't like this. He is always excited and optimistic in life" Anita said.

"I've hurt Nit three times. First sick five years ago, second and third after we got married. A. I just want to live a quiet life Nit. I lost enough Bima. I struggled to get up to face my future and my son's. I tried once again to get married but if this sick person mending I live alone raising Salman" Kinan said.

"Think again Nan matures - matures. Divorce is possible but not recommended. It's just a last resort" Anita said.

"I will fight once again Nit, if he hurts me again maybe I will choose to retreat" Kinan replied with a sad face.

Anita stroked the back of her best friend trying to calm him down and encourage him. Kinan was actually a strong woman he very rarely complained and cried.

At the moment if he does both means the problem is very heavy and Kinan is unable to deal with it. Anita knows very well the nature of Kinan.

"I pray that your struggle will be successful yes.may your household remain safe and peaceful, sadinah mawaddah, warahmah" Anita prayed to her best friend.

"Aamiya.. Thanks Nit for being my loyal listener. Actually I do not feel good about telling my household problems to others but I really need advice, passion and a place to complain. And I am so grateful to have a friend like you who would listen to my story at any time" Kinan said.

"You seem to just know me Nan. I will always be there for you. Next time if you need to vent again tell me yes. Than you pendam himself and his room that became damaged mending in the ejected are his uncle" greeted Anita.

"Because of my confidences to forget to bargain you drink Nit" said Kinan.

Kinan stood up and took a supply of mineral water in the cup container in his room.

"No need to bother Nan, I also not long. There is still my work that has not been done. Just wanted to do it you just eh don't know it to be long" greeted Anita.

Kinan gave his drinking water to Anita and Anita immediately drank it until it ran out.

"I can't take long Nan, I went back to my office first. There is still a little more work before I go home" said Anita.

"Yes Nit, once again thank you Nit already wanted to be a place to confide in me" replied Kinan.

Anita stood up as well as Kinan, they hugged each other. Relieved feeling Kinan could pour a little grievance that stuck in his heart.

Suddenly someone who had accidentally listened to Anita's story and Kinan immediately rushed to leave Kinan's work room.

It turns out that's your household huh Nan. It used to be that after your husband died I wanted to get close to you but it looks like you are still very sorry for your husband's death. Suddenly I heard you were married again, it felt like my heart hurt Nan very much. But now it hurts even more to know that your marriage is not happy. If that man can only hurt your feelings Nan better I fight for you. I'll make you and your son happy Nan. The man said in his heart.

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