The Destiny of Love You Choose
Chapters 121. Liver Medicine.
Yara was silent when she heard Ryder's words, she kept her back to the man even though her heart was raging.
"I'm sorry if my words just surprised you, Yara. But you know that I really love you, and I want to marry you soon" Ryder said.
Yara remained silent without retaliating or reacting to Ryder's words. She herself felt that she did not know what to say to the man, she was even confused by her own feelings.
Not that she doesn't like Ryder, Yara herself realizes that she is also falling for the man. However, somehow his heart feels uneasy when Ryder talks about a marriage. He was truly afraid that his past would repeat itself.
"We need to get home soon, Ryder," said Yara. He left the place without waiting for a reply from the man.
Ryder looked at Yara's back sadly. Could it be that the woman really did not like him? He shook his head strongly.
"No, I'm sure he likes me too. But, why didn't he give me any answers?" ryder muttered in confusion.
Ryder steps up to follow Yara's departure. His feelings became chaotic with what happened, knowing that he did not discuss the matter of marriage with the woman.
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Later that night, Ryder and Eric leave Vano's house to return to the hotel where Eric is staying. They felt disinclined if they continued to be in the house, especially the atmosphere felt very uncomfortable for Ryder.
"One more time I say thank you, sir," said Vano, who took Eric and Ryder to the front page.
River also seems to be in the place, he also thanked Eric and Ryder who had helped Vano to save him, even though he had threatened them about Ryder's treatment of Yara.
Meanwhile, from behind the living room window Yara keeps watching Ryder until the man gets into the car. A faint smile rose when she saw the man smiling, but it instantly receded as she recalled what Ryder had said this afternoon.
Yara heaved a heavy sigh while leaning her body against the wall, she really felt such an overwhelming excitement that it made her head throbbing dizzy.
"What's up, son?"
Yara jumped in shock when she heard someone's voice, suddenly she turned to the side while holding her chest that was pounding hard.
"Oh my God, Mama" said Yara, sighing harshly. "Mom ngagetin me." He rubbed his chest that was still beating fast.
Via smiled as he patted the princess on the shoulder. "Eat him do not daydream. Come on, come with mama!" She invites Yara to sit in the living room because there is something she wants to talk about.
Yara nodded and followed in her footsteps. They sit in the living room with each other.
"What's up, Ma?" asked Yara curiously.
"Darling, my mom wanted to ask you something. But, mama hope you are not offended and do not misunderstand what you ask," said Via quietly, and answered with a nod of Yara's head. "How's your relationship with Ryder, son? Do you like it?"
Yara smiled faintly when she heard the question from the mother, she had actually expected that her mother would ask about this.
"I like her, I'm in love with her too. It's just that something feels stifling, and I feel uneasy when I think about a marriage" Yara replied honestly.
Via looked at Yara with sadness. He understood very well what his daughter was feeling at this time, because he used to feel the same way when he was going to marry Vano.
"Make it, son. Mama understood what you were feeling right now," Via replied gently as he clasped Yara's hands together. "Your mother felt all that too. Do you want to know how mom felt when Papa Vano came to propose?"
Yara nodded her head. "I want to know, Ma. I, I want to hear it."
Via smiled knot, she then told how she felt when Vano revealed about the feelings of love, even to make her as the wife of the man.
At first, it was clear that Via felt surprised, confused, and completely unexpected. However, at that time their relationship was already close emotionally due to frequent nurturing Yara together, to bring up a strong bond of feeling.
However, when Vano wants to marry her. Feelings of fear, anxiety, and panic begin to envelop the heart. Day and night she continues to be haunted by memories of the past when hurt by her ex-husband, even she can not sleep and almost fell ill because of it.
Yara was astonished when she heard the story from her mother, it was unexpected that her mother used to feel something much worse than her.
"But all of that was immediately lost when mama gave everything to God, son," said Via after finishing telling his past. "Mama's late night kept praying, and handed over all the destiny lines of mama's life to Him. Whatever God gives you, you will receive it happily."
Yara nodded in understanding. True, all pain and restlessness can only be healed by surrendering to God.
"The sense of trauma in us will not go away until anytime, son. But, that doesn't mean we can't be happy just because of that," Via continued as he rubbed Yara's cheek gently.
"Whatever happens, leave everything to God, release all the burdens and shackles in your heart. Trust all in the owner of life, then God Himself will release all the distress in your heart."
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