The Eternity: The Colour of Fate
Chapters 28.5

Chapter 28.5: You Are Me

'My head is heavy, do I have to give up this time? by giving up my body, he would definitely be able to avenge everything, right? At least I'm tired of living. But am I really wanting it? Isn't this all for nothing? It's just bullshit, isn't it?'

'To ke ke ke .. of course that is what you want .. I am you, we are one, your body is my body as well, I am of course entitled to all your life ... no one knows you as closely as I do, everything including your desires, only I understand. submit, come with me ...'

'No, that's not what I want..'

He opened his closed eyes, a flashback made him come to his senses. A false memory slowly appeared.

In that split second, he recalled it again - a beautiful woman with bluish-black hair and blue eyes that gave him warmth. His teacher who always made him angry, his subordinates who always did not understand his thoughts, about all the things he built in the city of Qrystial. After quite remembering that amazing thing, he smiled.

"You're right, I need your strength" Raka smiled.

'Ke ke ke .. see, you really found your feelings, Raka'

"Ah, you're right, I need your strength, to do everything, everything I want"

'Kekekeke, That's right! give me your body and let me master it'

A black hand immediately emerged from the void, followed by a pseudo-shadow. The hand continued to move forward, trying to grab onto Raka's fallen body. Raka opened her eyes slowly.

"Oh, sorry.but that's not what I want, what I really want is YOU!"

"You're right, I'm weak, I'm aware of my strength, that's why, this time! I'll replace you, take everything I want! I, want to keep standing with everything! I know this is ridiculous, but I want to, continue with the teacher, hear the story of Uncle Edward, scold Alice and Louise, play with Ryan, fight with Bartolomeo ... I want to meet my sister .. I want to go back to racing with my brother and father .. I want to feel the embrace of my mother again .. In fact, I want to meet and look for her! as long as I live, whatever I want will be realized with my hands, no matter how and in any way! Because I trust them! the residents, the Monarchians, my family, and all of them must have helped me!" said Raka while pulling the hand that tried to pull it.

"And again, what's the difference between you and me? Didn't I ever say that? You even admit it ... You are Me, and I am You!"

'Tch! believe it! it's all just your illusion! be aware' The Devil's speech is blocked.

"Whisper! I don't need you at all, you're right! i'm weak! but you're wrong! Aren't we the same? You understand me and I understand you!"

"No! Nay! It's all just bullshit! Just bullshit!"

"You're denying it?" Raka said as she continued to bring her face closer in front of the black figure.

"Listen to me, I am you, you are me. Only I know how sick you are, only you know how sick I am. Why are we selfish with each other?"

"If it wasn't me or you who understood it, then who? Let me ask you, who, who do we trust besides ourselves? Can you trust anyone but me?"

"Even if that's true, you don't have to hide for years, do you? Do you think I've never felt it? A feeling that often explodes for no reason, do you think I always close my eyes to all this?"

"Didn't this moment with you conveying your wish to me it shows me that you believe that I understand you?"

"Tsk! I don't believe it!" His words exploded, a dense black fog hit Raka's body, making her fall even deeper.