The Journey of Love Habibah..
Just him

THE CEKLEK...!

Slowly Zelly moved her feet toward the bed where Habibah lay. The woman curled up on the bed with her legs still dangling down. The release of the shoes worn by Habibah and lift the legs and restyled his sleeping position then cover him carefully. Although Habibah is in a state that somehow now his soul is where, but his veil still covers his beautiful face. Zelly watched the woman before him with great concern.

Nur...

How did you get to be like this?

What do I need to do so that you can recover? Is it enough to just do this kind of work for you?

I really can't bear to see how you are right now. If only I could take the place of all your suffering, if only death had not been your husband. Because if that were to go it was me, maybe not many people would feel lost. And maybe you're still happy now. Your smile is my happiness, your suffering is my sorrow.

Nur...

Quickly recover..

I want you to be able to smile back with the people who love you and who love you. Even though I'm not one of them.

Nur...

Tell me how do I get myself off of you?

How do I untie this bond of my heart from you?

I know you never liked me much less loved me. But how am I in this position now? How can I love you so blindly?

I really don't know..

Zelly with a shaky step left Habibah's room. He headed for the room that Mia had provided for him. Arriving in his room, Zelly could not close his eyes at all. His thoughts continued to be on Habibah. There were so many things she wanted to do for the woman, the woman she desperately wanted to forget and leave behind, but so far it never worked. He mused that since his meeting with Habibah, he never thought that the woman who could imprison his heart was a woman who was 10 years younger than him. Even until now he does not know what makes him unable to release from his feelings. In fact, he always looks for the figure of Habibah on every woman who tries to approach him. In fact, he repeatedly refused the women who would be betrothed by his parents with him. Because none of them have a character like Habibah. And that obviously sounds pretty ridiculous. Because it will be difficult to find a human who has a similar character, even though it is twins.

That morning Mia could see very clearly if her best friend was not well rested. His face looked crumpled and a little pale.

" Have you not slept all night?" ask Mia without further ado.

" Yes... I can't just sleep. Maybe I'm not comfortable sleeping in your house." replied Zelly.

" dangerous.. You think this house should provide five-star facilities first you feel comfortable so..!" Mia patted hard on Zelly's shoulder which was met with laughter by Zelly. Fadlan's husband Mia just smiled at the behavior of his wife and best friend. Ms. Sumarni was giving Habibah breakfast in her room. Mr. Rukmana had breakfast with Zelly, Fadhlan and Mia in the dining room.

" Bi Minah's.. Later please save breakfast for bi Sumarni yes. He's still in Habibah's room." asked Mia to her housekeeper.

" good Ma'am.. Later I prepare in his room or in the kitchen, Mom breakfast?" ask bi Minah.

" Please take her to her room." replied Mia as she stood up and left the dining table and headed for Habibah's room. He wanted to see what Habibah really looked like. And he also wanted to know the true condition of Habibah.

Zelly follows Mia, she wants to see Habibah before she leaves for her work. Seen by Habibah sitting by the window, he stared straight out the window and still with the same blank stare as in previous days.

" It seems like the thing we have to do is repeat some events that may be memorable in his heart so that his consciousness can be touched and get a response from his physique. And according to the mother, anything that might be very memorable for him and we can repeat to stimulate his consciousness. So I need help from the people closest to him, too." Mia asked Sumarni's mother to remember what was most memorable for her son.

Sumarni's mother returned with a box, a book and a photo album that was quite large and thick.

" This is the item given by mother besan. Can this help him?" said Ms. Sumarni.

" Let me see first, what is it?" Mia received the item that Sumarni's mother had just brought. Opening the photo album, he was quite surprised when he opened each sheet of the photo album. Because it turns out that it is all just a photograph of Habibah. From still wearing a red and white uniform until when Habibah looks like today. And Mia believes all the oto was taken in a state unknown to Habibah who alias taken secretly. It can be known from the photo taken that none of Habibah was seen staring at the camera. Most of the photos were taken in a somewhat distant position.

It was only fitting that he got like this, how not? Her husband loved her very much too. Otherwise, it is impossible for an album of this size and thickness to be just a photo of him.

He saw again a box that was quite large in size and opened. She saw a lot of envelopes inside. He took several envelopes and opened them and read them one by one. Unaware she was crying after reading the contents.

Is crazy...!

It's like reading a romance fairy tale . It was only fitting that she could be this hard left behind by her husband. If I were in his current position, maybe I would experience the same thing as this.

Aw, Zelly...

What am I supposed to tell you?

Do I have to say that you love the wrong person? Because the person you love turns out to have a very deep love for her husband and vice versa. No matter how much your sacrifice for him might be in vain.

Sumarni's mother who saw Mia's reaction with the items given by her iron was astonished.

" Why doc? Can these things help or not? Is it about as effective as these things to resuscitate this mother's child?" ask Sumarni's mother curiously.

" God willing can be Mom, but must still be often invited to interact. Try reminding her of her husband's figure and showing him these things." Mia explained how to stimulate Habibah consciousness with those items. After that Mia said goodbye to go to the hospital for her service.

Meanwhile, Zelly felt uneasy during her work. He really can't focus on his job. He still continues to think about the condition of Habibah. In addition, he who did not sleep all night, making it difficult to concentrate. During the lunch break, he immediately contacted Mia.

" How? what do you think of Nur's treatment? What can you do for her?" zelly asked as Mia had received her call without further ado.

" Can you say hello Zell first cake, or ask me first again what or what is it..!!? Why is it in your brain that it's just him and him? Ever since yesterday I wondered where my old friend was? Who never paid attention to anyone like now you're watching him. When you had a boyfriend, it was never like that with your girlfriend. You can not let go of your negative impression even on your boyfriend, but where is your indifference? You know your boyfriend duku really loves you even willing to do anything for you. But you didn't give her enough attention. But now? You know he doesn't love you at all but you can do things that are out of your habit. Zelly's... Do you know if she loves her husband so much? Do you know if her husband loves her? If he recovers, what will you do? Would you be okay if he didn't care about you? Zelly's.. You are my best friend, I am very worried about you in the future. How'd you....."

" I love her unconditionally. I want him to be okay and be able to live happily with the people who love him and his loved ones. Whatever I do is nothing, because if he can smile and be happy it's enough for me."

" And what about yourself? When did you shadow her life? Can't you fight for your own life?"

" For me..... I haven't thought about it, Mia.. Now the most important thing is that he recovers as he was."

" You really.... Ah, I will try my best to be able to bring her back in her consciousness. I'll let you know if there's anything you can do for her. Now that I'm going to have lunch, don't forget you're going to have to have lunch, don't be busy thinking about other people you're even forgetting yourself."

" all right... Thank you Mia, thank you for everything you did to help her. " Zelly ended his call to Mia, and went to a restaurant near where he worked.

Ah.. Zelly....!

It seems like I'm really starting to lose my old best friend.