The Journey of Love Habibah..
Concerned

After the dawn prayer, Habibah was getting ready to go to the Bhakti hospital where Zain was. Purnomo can only shake his head to see so impatient Habibah.

" Don't hurry baby, we're still waiting for Nur to get ready. Alon-alon loon's origin dear.." Purnomo gently pulled Habibah's hand to sit with him by the bed while waiting for Nur Laily to take a bath and get ready. Habibah only obeyed, even though his heart wanted to go quickly to Zain.

" Where are you going so early?" asked his mother Habibah was surprised to see his son-in-law and his son and grandson were very neat.

" We're going to pick up Adek Zain nek." Nur Laily replied while kissing her grandmother's hand.

" Sure ma, we'll go get Zain. Lina called earlier to ask that Zain be picked up at Bhakti Hospital." Habibah explained.

" Zain why? Is he hurt? or..."

" Don't worry ma.. Zain ga anything. We don't know why they're there either, but Lina just said sorry and promised not to bother us again as long as her husband could wake up, so it's very likely that Qodir is sick." Habibah tried to calm her worried mother.

After they had breakfast, they finally left also to the Bhakti hospital which was meant by Lina. It took 45 minutes to get there. Arriving at the hospital, Habibah walked in a hurry. His longing for his beloved son was no longer contained. He did not even wait for Purnomo who was parking the car borrowed from his father. While Nur Laily can only follow him by running around a little.

" Ma.. don't go too fast dong, I can't go after Uma." Nur exclaimed to Habibah. And Habibahpun stopped when he realized that there was a little girl with him.

" O God, forgive Uma dear.. Uma forgot that you were here. If so hold Uma's hand yes, we walk together." Habibah kissed the little girl's forehead in front of him gently. And took his hand, but this time he walked more slowly towards the receptionist of the hospital to ask which room Qodir occupied.

After finding the room indicated by a nun, Habibahpun knocked on the door, Habibah bent his head slightly into the room. Inside the room were two treatment rooms. One of them was Qodir. Habibahpun entered and found Zain asleep on the floor with a blanket. Habibah came to them, and when Habibah saw the condition of Qodir. There were some tools attached to his body, there was an oxygen hose to help his breathing and an infusion hose on one of his arms. His face was as pale as no blood flowing through his body. Lina also appears to be asleep on the side of the patient's bed by tightly grasping her husband's hand in a sitting position in the chair. the room was so quiet that only the sound from the hemodynamic and saturation monitoring machine monitored the heart rate of the patient.

Soon after, Purnomo entered the room. He seemed surprised to see Habibah just glued to the end of the patient's bed. He only understood after he saw his condition back then. Embrace the shoulders of Habibah gently so that Habibah can be calmer. He understood, even though they had divorced but would not eliminate his humanity in people who had lived together with him. He could see how great love and unfortunately Lina felt for Qodir.

"We'll wait outside, yeah, they're resting. Maybe it's too early coming here. Zain was also sleeping, surely he was exhausted. So let him sleep first. Come on, let's go out first." whispered Purnomo. Habibah just nodded in agreement. They come out slowly because they are worried that they will disturb patients who are resting.

Purnomo, Habibah and Nur Laily finally sat outside the patient room provided by the hospital. Habibah took his cell phone from inside the sling bag he was wearing. He looked for a number and called it right away. After waiting for a while finally greeted as well and got a greeting from the other end of the phone.

" Occi'alaykum.."

" Wa'alaykumussalam warrahmatullah wabarokaatuh.. Mama how are you? Mama's still at the inn or is she home?" ask Habibah.

" Mama is still in the room.. We'll wait until Zain is found and we're home. What's up, honey?"

" Would you come to Bhakti's hospital now? Zain is here..."

" What happened to Zain? Is he hurt..."

" Don't worry ma.. Zain is fine. But there's something else that makes us here now. So if you can mama and papa come here soon."

" all right.. Now we're leaving" Masurai's mother told her husband about Zain's current whereabouts. And they rushed to the hospital that Habibah intended.

" Maybe he does not pay attention to his lifestyle and diet, because the disease usually comes from a poor lifestyle and diet. That's why we must really pay attention to both things, keep it until we regret it later. Hopefully he'll wake up soon."

" right.. What I said was all true. Then what should we do now? What can we do for him now?"

" Nothing. Only prayer can we do for him now."

The atmosphere was back silent. All dissolved in their own daydreams.

" Bibah.Where is Zain?" a very familiar voice shocked him from the daydream.

" He's inside.."

Without Ba-bi-Mum they go straight into the patient's care room. Habibah, Purnomo and Nur Laily followed behind. After entering, Zain woke up from his sleep.

" amma... Papa... Nur's sister..?" Zain immediately slammed into Habibah's arms. Habibah greeted him with a close embrace, kissed his little prince's face until satisfied with tears that poured out of happiness.

" Uma. Don't kiss again.. Uma slob..! Zain's face got wet.." Rajuk Zain for being treated as such by Habibah.

" Papa not being hugged?" tanya Purnomo who pretends to snack.

" Yes, I hug too." said Zain with an adorable face. And Nur Laily hugged him from behind, and both got hugs and kisses from Habibah and Purnomo. While the mother of Masurai and Mr. Yusuf was still stunned to see the condition of his son who had been proud they now lay weak helpless. Mr. Joseph clutched his wife's body which was suddenly about to collapse.

" lt.. Are we dreaming? This isn't real, is it, pa..? He's gonna be okay, right?" masurai's mother was very shocked to see the state of her son. Since Qodir left Habibah he had decided he would not care about him anymore. But seeing his current condition, his soul as a mother could not refuse to care for him. Lina who was aware of the arrival of her in-laws could only stand in one corner of the patient's bed. He had no courage to open his voice at all.

" So this is how you take care of your husband? Since when did he have the disease that made him what he is today? If you take good care of her, she'll be fine, right?" Hardik sir Yusuf to Lina. Lina could not answer at all and she never dared to look at the face of her father-in-law.

" Good day everyone..!" suddenly a doctor entered the room to control the patient's condition. After examining the patient who was in the next room, the doctor then examined the condition of Qodir.

" I'm sorry doc, how's my son doing? What exactly happened to him? What diseases did he suffer from?" mama Masurai asked a few questions impatiently.

" Look at Ma.. The patient was brought here in an unconscious condition. The cause of mag disease and stomach acid recur simultaneously. And after we checked the lab, the mother's son also had diabetes mellitus with blood sugar conditions that reached 450mg/dl. In addition, the mother's son has also experienced complications, namely high blood pressure and heart symptoms. And he has also suffered pancreatic damage that caused damage to his liver. With conditions like this, of course, the handler must be special. If the patient wakes up. Please don't let him experience stress. Because apart from diet, stress is the fastest thing to make sufferers like this mother's son experience a drop. And it could have put his life at risk."

The explanation of the doctor is like making Masurai's mother not set foot on the earth. He was like floating and in another world. Suddenly everything became empty. He could no longer hear the doctor's words until he was done.

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Never waste what we have and are grateful for. Do not pursue something that is not necessarily good for us, because it is like chasing a shadow. Exhausting but unachievable.