The Journey of Love Habibah..
Resign

When Habibah woke up and opened his eyes, he was amazed to realize that he was now lying on a patient's bed with his hands attached to an intravenous needle. He wondered why he was there now.

" Mom... Aunt why is she here? Doesn't my aunt hurt like this?" habibah asked his mother and mother-in-law.

" You fainted, baby... Because we were worried about your disappearance we brought it here, and the doctor said you were exhausted. So while you're here first until your body is completely fit. So don't think strangely and rest well, don't worry us anymore" said Sofia's mother softly.

" But ma..."

" That's it... Listen to what we say, your health is more important now" Sumarni added.

" Bibakn't hurt.." Habibah continued to persuade her mother and mother-in-law so she could go home.

" We'll see until tonight, if you're your body is completely fit then we go home. "

Later, when she comes home, she has news of her pregnancy. If now it seems less precise, fear becomes a burden of mind again for him..

Outside the room, Zelly sat in the guest seat alone. He pondered the current state of Habibah which turned out to be two-bodied. It was a bitter smile on his lips. He leaned his body against the wall while closing both eyes. He wanted to calm all his nerves so that he could still think well. It's just that there was a stabbing pain in his chest when he realized that he had to leave all his heart here.

Nur...

God loves you very much.

Even though he was called God, God has placed his successor in your womb. While I am, I will only remain someone who yearns for every smile adorning your lips again. I will only remain the one who waits for the twinkle of light in your eyes.

I will not remain in one quiet corner to keep watching you.

Be happy...

You deserve it.

In the evening Habibah was only allowed to go home after the doctor confirmed that his condition was better. The exhausted Zelly accidentally fell asleep in the guest chair in front of the patient's room. When they were going home, Sumarni's mother found out that Zelly was still in the clinic and even fell asleep in the guest chair. All shocked to find out that Zelly is still there, Sumarni's mother wakes up Zelly who is still asleep to go home together.

" Lad Zelly, get up. It's late, let's go home." said Sumarni's mother as she gently shook her shoulder. With a little surprise, Zelly woke up from her sleep. While closing her eyes, Zelly gathered all of her consciousness.

" Can I go home tonight?" zelly asked as soon as his eyes caught the figure of Habibah standing not far from Sumarni's mother.

" Thank God. Already be able to go home with his doctor, hopefully he will not drop again later." replied Sumarni's mother while looking at Habibah who just lowered his face.

" Okay. Let's go home, I'll take a shower too. The body is already feeling very sticky." said Zelly as he got up from his seat. Zelly stepped foot on foot to the parking lot.

All the way home, no one spoke. All drowned in their own daydreams. Although the atmosphere felt a little awkward because everyone was silent, but there was nothing they could talk to each other about. Zelly who usually always had a way to break the silence, now just silence.

" Why be quiet anyway? Is there a problem that the Bible doesn't know?" asked Habibah when he noticed one by one that was in the car without a sound.

" There's nothing, baby, we're just tired. I want to take a break. We can't lie around. Understandably we are old, so our waist feels stiff want to lay flat." replied Sofia's mother covered the truth.

It's just that Habibah can see that there is something hidden by everything in the car. Styles alone he did not want to force it, because he was sure later they would talk by themselves.

Arriving at home Habibah immediately clean themselves and go to bed early. As for Sofia's mother and Sumarni's mother along with Rukmana sir are still talking in the living room. And for Zelly he immediately said he went home. Arriving at home, Zelly went to take a shower. It's just that after taking a shower he can't go straight to sleep. Because he was asleep at the clinic. So he just sat pensively by his bed while staring at the photos of Habibah when it was still his tap. But he did not dare to take a picture of Habibah when it has changed to wearing a veil now.

Nur...

I can only see you up close in this way.

Photos of you who accompanied me since long ago this is what became a cure my miss to you.

Although this feeling of longing can never be lost.

Nur...

If I leave later, I hope you can come back as cheerful as you used to be and as happy as you were a few months ago.

Because with you happy, then I will also feel calm.

A week later, Zelly's leave is over. And it's time he got back to work. Arriving at the office, Zelly meets her new Assistant. Which happens to be a schoolmate from Habibah. Agus who at school became chairman of OSIS during Junior High School. Agus was married to Faizah Habibah's friend who was also Agus' schoolmate.

" How are you, sir, how are you now? I heard that my father had an accident during his service to Samarinda. Is it better?" greet Agus when meeting in the office lobby.

" Alhamdulillah is better, only still because of the pain it was legged. You how are you? Now you you're here? since when are you here? Unfortunately, we have not been able to work together for a long time. Let's sit down, let's have a good chat." said Zelly as they entered Zelly's room.

" Why could that be? Do you want to be mutated into another area?" ask Agus curiously.

" Not a mutation, I resigned. I have to go home..."

" If you just go home, why should you run away too, sir? Can we take a leave?"

" Sadly this time I can't, I have to go home. My mother is old, and I haven't been home in a long time either. Maybe I'll open a small business there. So now I'm just waiting for an answer from the head office. If my submission has been approved by the headquarters, I immediately leave." Zelly explained to Agus about his plan when he returned home later.

" How are your children? Must be big, huh? Long time no see them, later if the handover event with my replacement. You bring your wife and children, your children are handsome like you. Sweet as well as them, I like your children" said Zelly again.

" Mangkanya sir, if you like the children of the father of marriage dong.. Oh yes sir, I'm sorry. I have to lead the morning apple.." Agus said goodbye to Zelly who actually still wanted to chat with him. It's just that Zelly can't prevent it, because it's his duty.

After Agus' departure,. Zelly thought back to Agus's words about the child. During this time he never thought about it, although his mother often asked that he quickly marry and give him a grandchild. But he never thought about it at all. But now, somehow he could think about the child.

If only I could marry him, I could give my mother a grandchild and I don't care if they're my own children, but I like them very much. Even though all this time I could only see them from afar and could not touch them. But my love for them did not diminish in the least as much as my love for their mother.

Ahhh...

Again he..

How will I go home when I come?

I'm still here if I can't stop missing him, what do I have to do?

Here if I miss, I can still see them from a distance even if forced to hide.

But later, if I'm in the village?

If I miss them, what should I do? I can no longer see them in secret or see them from a distance anymore.

Oh my...

Please me...

I have to what about myself?

This miss of mine just kept torturing me. This feeling of longing makes me lonely in my solitude.

Lord...

Make my steps easier when I leave him..

I left her not because I had stopped loving her, or given up on her.

I left because I couldn't stop loving her for a second. I can't fight anymore to stop all this feeling for her.

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Sorry a little slow up..

There are a lot of online tasks, so it's a little hard to find time to be up.

Thank you for faithfully waiting up his 🥰🥰🙏