The Journey of Love Habibah..
finally know

That morning, like the usual days Habibah doing cooking activities in his favorite kitchen. But there was something strange that he felt, he did not like the food he cooked. The results of his cooking did not match those in his shadow. He felt very disappointed with his cooking this time.

" Ma, can you please help Bibah taste Bibah's cooking? How strange it tastes gini, do not know what is wrong with this cuisine." he asked his mother who had just entered the kitchen to make coffee for Mr. Rukmana.

"Well, how could you be wrong?" ask Sumarni's mother in wonder.

" I don't know, it just feels weird not like usual. There is an unpleasant smell to smell and it feels like how it is, it is difficult to explain." explained Habibah.

" Ordinary, there is no smell. Just like always just a little less salt, a little bit" said his mother.

" His time ma? I think there is a problem with the tongue and nose of the Bible..!" said Habibah while kneading his temple because it suddenly felt dizzy.

" That's it. Don't think about it, the important thing is that your cooking is still as good as usual." comfort his mother again.

" Yes ma. Oh yes ma, please tell Dona who prepared the spelling. You see Bibah feels very dizzy, do not know why." pinta Habibah to his mother.

" Oh yeah, you take a break. Let it be mama's done." replied his mother. But anxiety began to slip in his mother's heart. He was afraid that Habibah began to show symptoms that are common in pregnant women. While Habibah himself did not know about the condition.

Arriving in the room, suddenly the nausea that was felt by Habibah. Without much more ba bi bu, Habibah immediately ran to the bathroom to vomit his stomach contents. I don't know where that unbearable nausea came from.

Maybe catch a cold, ask Dona Kerokin for help..

Mumbled Habibah in the heart.

Habibah's mother and father, who knew Habibah had just vomited, became increasingly anxious. They could not imagine how his daughter would react if she knew she was pregnant at this time.

" Don, can you please kerokin? I think it's in the wind" Habibah said while in the doorway of Dona's room while slowly massaging her nape.

" Where can you go, here or in your room?" ask Dona.

" In my room, let's just fall. Maybe if you have brought rest later be better." replied Habibah while stepping his feet in his room. And Dona followed him from behind.

After dikerokin, Habibah had slept long enough. Until his mother woke him up to eat. Because Habibah had not eaten anything since morning, but had emptied his stomach by vomiting several times.

With a heavy heart Habibah followed her mother to the dining table, even when she arrived at the dinner table her nausea suddenly came again with greatness once her nose smelled the smell of cooking on the table. Habibah really could not resist the nausea again, Habibah immediately ran back to vomit again. Nothing can be removed from her stomach anymore.

Why do I feel nauseous today?

Uh, wait a minute..!

When was the last time I had a period? I even forgot about it?

I don't catch a cold, but I'm pregnant.

Slowly she touched her stomach, she smiled faintly as her eyes glazed over.

If I'm pregnant, should I be happy or sad?

Pur Mas..

If I'm really pregnant with your child, now should I be happy or crying?

Maybe he could be your replacement to make me happy.

But she had to lose you before she grew in my womb.

She was an orphan before we knew she was in my womb.

He lost your figure long before the heartbeat I could feel.

" Why are you, baby?" ask him to Habibah.

" Ma, looks like Bibah is pregnant. If you catch a cold, Bibah should be better now. Bibah kiss the smell of mama's cooking immediately nauseous. And this is like the time when Bibah became pregnant with Zain." explained Habibah.

" Come on, let's get out of here first. Batu we talk about." take his mother while helping Habibah to get up from his seat.

Habibah obeyed his mother's words, she followed her mother to the living room and sat there. His mother was sitting next to Habibah whose face now looked pale. Grasping Habibah's hand while taking a deep breath and exhaling it heavily.

" I'm sorry we bibah, actually we are difficult to convey this to you. But we also know, sooner or later you will know. Actually, when we got home the other day, when you passed out and were taken to the clinic. We know you are two-bodied. When the doctor said you were pregnant, we were also confused about how we felt. Between happy and sad, let alone we know your condition has not been possible to hear things like that. We agreed to say it at the right time. And maybe today is the right time to know. Now my gestational age has entered 4 months. And that means, after you have come into contact with your husband God instantly revives the fetus in your womb. So you must take good care, remember that trust from God that you must take care of as well as possible." said his mother at length.

" Bibah tau ma, just... Why did God give such a test to the Bible? This boy was there before Pur knew that we were going to have children. And this child will be born without any Pur mas at his side. He had even become an orphan when he had just developed in the womb of Bibah." lamented Habibah.

" Patience son, God love this test of course there is a reason. And Allah loves this kind of test because Allah knows you can do it well and Allah knows you can get through it. Nothing that God has made in this world is without reason and purpose. All of them have their own reasons and goals and it is certainly best for his servant." advice his mother again.

" Yes, ma... Bibah know that, it just feels like this..." Habibah did not finish his sentence. Because he doesn't know what he's feeling right now.

"Assalamu'alaykum granny...! Grandpa..! Umma...! Aunty...!" Two children shouted as they ran into the house. Habibah and his mother spontaneously stood up and turned to the direction the voice came from.

"Wa'alaykumussalam warrahmatullah wabarokaatuh." he replied simultaneously.

" Dear...! Why run around like that? Slow down dear dong.." Habibah cried with a rather loud voice.

" Granny, is Uma sick?" ask Nur Laily.

" Didn't love, Uma, you're all right" replied her grandmother.

" But Uma's face was very pale" said Nur Laily in disbelief.

" Your Uma is not sick, but your Uma is waiting for the arrival of your new Adek" he replied again.

" New grandpa? You mean Uma's pregnant again?" ask Nur Laily again.

His grandmother simply nodded with a smile at Nur Laily and Zain who were still dumbstruck.

" amma... Is Uma pregnant again? Do we really want to have a new Adek?" tanya Nur Laily confirmed her grandmother's speech.

Habibah just smiled and nodded weakly while stroking the heads of his two children. Because the feeling of haru in his heart saw his children so enthusiastic when they knew they would have a new sister. Habibah could only embrace them with tears that he could not hold anymore.

His feelings at this time can not be described at all, because between confused, happy, sad and moved blend into one in his heart. Especially after seeing his two children who turned out to be happy when he found out she was pregnant which means they will have a new sister. For the sake of seeing their smile Habibah's heart became painful because of it.

Pur Mas..

I'll try to keep what you left in my womb right now.

I will keep the trust that God has placed in my womb as best I can.

I will love them with all my heart.

If you are with me now, if you know that your wish has been granted by God. Sure you'll be happy, won't you?

And I won't feel all these feelings now😢😢

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