
" Ehm.. Yes, he means mas Zelly. "quickly Habibah rectified it after the sipenelpon protested about his call.
" You slept...? Sorry if I disturbed your sleep. I just want to know where you guys are? Besides, because I miss.. I still miss you so much, Nur.. Is it okay if I say I miss you?"
" We've passed the trans bengalon. About an hour and a half or two more hours we arrived, mas." said Habibah who instantly drowsiness disappeared somewhere.
" Aren't you the same as me?"
" Ehh..!"
" Yes, if you don't miss you, that's okay, what's important is that you know that I can never stop missing you."
" Mommy. Soon we enter an area that does not have a signal, so it is better to close the phone first. We'll get back to you later."
" Well, be careful on the road. And don't forget to let me know when I get there."
" Yes, yes, yes. Assalamu'title...."
" Wa'alaykumussalam warrahmatullah wabarokaatuh."
Habibah looked at the mobile phone that was in his grasp. He was still confused by the situation he was facing. Zelly is a person who Habibah never thought of, especially for a relationship with him. But God is all-powerful, if He wills, that is what happens.
It was difficult for Habibah to be able to accept the presence of a new figure in his life. And he didn't think Zelly still held any hope in him. Habibah clearly remembers when Zelly expressed her feelings first when Habiba was engaged to her first ex-husband. He used to think that Zelly was just teasing him and just messing around.
But now, he is also trying to believe that Zelly is still just playing around when saying all her feelings. But if you think about it again, as Zelly said. It was impossible for him to joke at his young age, indeed something impossible for a person with a character like Zelly to do. Even this statement is not for the first or second time. But for the last time Zelly said it and for the umpteenth time also Habibah rejected it.
But now, Zelly is a little different. He used to repeatedly express his heart without harboring hope and asking for opportunities. But now, he was clearly asking if he did not want to be told to ask Habibah to give him a chance to be able to prove all his words about his feelings.
Habibah believes that Zelly is a good person. In addition to his age of 10 years. Habibah also feels unfair if he accepts Zelly at this time. Habibah has had two marriages with two children. Although Nur Laily is not his biological son, but now his guardianship is on him.
While Zelly is still alone even though she is currently a widower, but Zelly is a widower without children. Although the truth is the widower who is still a virgin๐คญ๐คญ.
It's just that Habibah or whoever doesn't know it but Zelly himself. Even his ex-wife never knew that Zelly never did "that" with anyone. Although in this day and age it is very difficult to find a woman who is still a virgin or a man who is still a virgin even though they are not married. Because it is no secret that "it" has been considered commonplace by some people as long as with a note of like. But that didn't happen to Zelly.
Zelly just wants to do it with the person she really loves and cares about. Or rather it was the woman who had been halal to him.
Indeed, Zelly is much scorned by colleagues who are the same age as him or even younger than him in that one.
Zelly is often said to be conservative when it comes to thinking about a relationship with the opposite sex.
" Now the important thing is we both like and are equally comfortable, yes already walkin. The rest is a later affair. If it feels suitable and in line, it can last until the wedding. But if indeed we are just for fun is also legitimate as long as we like the same."
That's what they say most often when it comes to "satisfying" their adult men.
Zelly's principle is basically a little similar to the principle possessed by Habibah in that, Habibah also does not want to do intimate things other than with people who have been halal for him. That's why he never wanted to date, it's to avoid intimate things that are commonly done by people who are in love drunk. And Habibah was very afraid of it.
Experienced in two broken marriages, Habibah has a sense of trauma to undergo a marriage again. He was very afraid that he would lose again while he was building a palace of hope in his household. He was afraid that the palace of hope he was building would fall apart again.
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Assalamu 'alaykum...
We have arrived home safely..
Thank you for praying for our safety.
Wassalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wa barokaatuh
Habibah wrote in a short message he sent to Zelly. It was still at 4 in the morning. She'll tell Zelly in the morning, but she's afraid she'll forget to do it later. So as soon as he arrived and entered his room, he immediately sent him the short message. Though Habibah had not had time to clean up at all when sending the short message.
Habibah had just entered the bathroom to clean up. There was a notification sound that a message came in. It's just that Habibah doesn't pay attention to it.
After the dawn prayer, Habibah took his favorite Qur'an. The Qur'an was her dowry when she married Purnomo. The Qur'an is always carried wherever he goes when traveling. He read it until the sun rose from the eastern horizon. Because Habibah felt his body was very tired, Habibah finally laid his body in his warmest bed and then fell asleep.
Habibah woke up when the wall clock showed at 9 am. Habibahpun woke up from his sleep. Although he was actually still very tired, but he still woke up to see his son whom he had not met since he came home at dawn. Of course, Zain was very eager to meet his mother. After one week we did not meet.
" Morning baby... Missed Uma...!" habibah exclaimed as soon as he saw Zain sitting in the middle of the house while playing with his leg.
" Your......!" zain shouted as he ran over to Habibah and hugged her tightly. Zain laughed amusedly as his face was swept by the kisses from his mother's lips as a relief of his deep longing.
" Hahaha... geli Uma, amused.." exclaimed Zain while trying to avoid the kiss from his mother.
" Oh, yeah...! Time is ticklish...? " said Habibah while embracing him into his arms. Hearing Zain's cheerful laughter for Habibah is the most effective remedy to relieve all his fatigue and vitamins to restore his spirit.
" Uma has souvenirs for Adek, Adek would not?" asked Habibah after being satisfied to kiss the face of his son.
" Mau Uma's... Where's the souvenir?" ask Zain curious.
" Uma take a moment in the room. Adek want to take his souvenirs?" ask Habibah.
" Want.. Let's go get Uma.. " Zain then stood up and pulled his mother's hand to immediately pick up the souvenirs said by his mother earlier.
Arriving in the room, Habibah gave one Lego box along with a new board to Zain.
" Great... Thank you Uma.. Zain loved Uma ", said Zain while peeping his mother's cheeks.
Drt. drt....
Mobile Habibah placed on a vibrating nightstand. Habibah immediately grabbed it and saw a beautiful name on the phone screen. With some hesitation, he finally accepted the call.
" Assalamu'alaykum mas.." said Habibah after gluing it flat on his ear.
" Wa'alaykumussalam warrahmatullah... What are you doing, Nur? Is it busy? How come no one's been reading from me?"
" Je..?" repeat Habibah as if she remembered the notivikaasi of her cellphone at dawn earlier.
" I'm sorry, just after my morning prayer I fell asleep. And this just woke up, so had not had time to open and read the chat from the mas. Sorry.."
" Yes, it's okay.. I'm just worried that you're okay. Thank goodness you're okay.. Oh yeah, what about your parents. They're healthy, right? Greetings to them, say that his future son-in-law sends his greetings."
Blushes...
For some reason, Habibah's face suddenly felt warmed when he heard the words from Zelly just now. Out of nowhere came the sigh that suddenly burst into his chest. To the extent that Habibah could not answer the words of Zelly.
" Nur... Are you still there?"
" Uh.. Ja.. I'm still here."
Ouch..
Why am I this way anyway..?
The new time he said that I was confused what to answer?
But I don't know what to answer..
Grunts Habibah in heart.
" Ah, I thought you were sleeping. You're just quiet anyway. Try to answer what Nur is.."
" Not really, just think about it. Since when did Muhammad Zelly Nur Rohman become this chatty. The feeling used to be the most stingy talking and jutek. Why is it sweet now?"