The Journey of Love Habibah..
Alvian was disappointed
After that night, nothing changed from Habibah's attitude just getting cold and indifferent. Whether at school or at home he behaves like that. Alvian also felt a change in the attitude of the girl. Because it's getting harder to talk. Although he did not interfere with his work but since that night he was more comfortable in his room if his work was completed. Even Purnomo who was forced to accept Ririn to be his lover was even more tormented to see the girl he loved getting colder. She felt the girl was back to her old self before she could become her friend and be able to get close to him.
As usual, every morning Habibah went to school in the bell by Alvian using his motorbike. But that morning when he arrived in front of the gate of Habibah school, Alvian stopped the girl's steps to wait for him for a while.
"What's wrong?" ask the girl in surprise, because Alvian is not usually like that.
" I'll be back to school later. Remember don't go home before I pick you up and don't go anywhere." she asked with a serious face.
" Alright." replied Habibah while going away from where Alvian was standing.
Arriving at the school yard there is Ricky who always cheerfully and effectively welcomed the arrival of the girl.
"Hi Nur, you have no plans yet for the new year.?" ricky said as he hugged the girl's shoulder without hesitation.
The one in question instead of answering stopped his footsteps and glanced sharply at Ricky as a signal for him to release the embrace on his shoulder.
"Oh sorry, bad habits are hard to lose" Ricky said with a laugh as if there was nothing wrong with his attitude. Indeed, only Ricky dared to behave like that even though the girl repeatedly reminded him not to do that to her.
" Never make such an event" Habibah answered briefly and continued his footsteps towards his class. Ricky followed him and sat down next to Habibah's chair.
" Because you never, how about we make a new year? I will invite other friends also to add fun, how? Want ya nur, please...!!" both hands held the girl's arms while leaning her head and her eyes twinkled towards Habibah's face. The girl is very uncomfortable with Ricky's behavior which she thinks is very outrageous, but strangely she can't really be angry with him.
" Come on. Come on.." Swung the arm of the girl he was hugging since sitting down earlier, making the children who were there turned their heads because of the noise of Ricky who continuously persuaded Habibah to be willing to follow his wishes.
" all right.. But must be permission from my employer first, if it is allowed me to join if not allowed do not force me again, okay?" finally the girl gave up on Ricky's wishes.
As he promised, Alvian was already waiting in front of the school gate when Habibah came out of his school. Habibah also approached him as soon as he saw the existence of Alvian who was not far from the school gate. Ricky stops his steps as soon as Alvian picks up Habibah. Who the hell is that guy? Every morning on the shuttle and now even return to be picked up. There was jealousy in his heart, because the girl never once wanted him to take her home.
" Come on the ride." pinta Alvian as soon as Habibah is near. Habibah complied with Alvian's request.
" Why are you if I never want to hold me?" alvian asked a little annoyed because Habibah never touched the ball in the bell. The girl prefers to hold the iron that is on the back of the motorcycle seat.
" It's okay mas, mas is not my brother, which can be held carelessly." replied Habibah innocently. Alvian was very anxious with the answer given by Habibah. But he couldn't force it, because what the girl said wasn't wrong.
Arriving at home, Alvian took Habibah to the side of the park overlooking the river and sat in a long chair there.
" What did Alvian bring me here? I want to enter mas, I have not prayed Dzuhur you know mas." said Habibah with a tone of protest.
" There's something I want to talk to you about and I hope you will answer it honestly to be honest." said Alvian while aligning his body to face Habibah.
" What's wrong, man?" he asked with a bad feeling.
" Do you remember my letter ? Have you read it? I want to know what you thought of my letter" Alvian said without missing an inch of the girl's face in front of him from his sight. He really wanted to know what the girl was reacting to and he wanted to really feel the sensation of the mysterious face of the girl before him. His heart was pounding, he was very nervous to realize that the beautiful girl before him was only showing a little bit of surprise when he reminded about the letter first . After that his face returned without any clear expression. It was cold and unreadable.
" Ma'af mas, I did receive a letter from Alvian but I have never opened it. So I don't know what it looks like even I forgot about the letter. Because Alvian already reminded me of the letter, I will look for it and I will read the contents. If I already know the contents later I will tell Alvian about my response to the mas letter. Now I want to go in first mas, want to pray first." The girl then stood up and left without noticing how the face of Alvian who was very surprised and did not believe what she had heard earlier. He hasn't read my letter in over a year, he hasn't even opened it yet? Geez, you stupid Alvian...! You mean nothing to him.. If you have a little meaning, of course, he has long read your letter and gave the answer. You never even know if he's comfortable or not close to you. You forced yourself to be close to him, but you never asked yourself if he liked it or not. Alvian seemed to be aware of something that he had never thought of at all. He never even thought that he would be so disappointed to hear the truth that the girl had not opened and read the letter he had been giving her for over a year. All this time he was too confident that one day he could touch the girl's heart. But let alone touch her heart, even the girl never accepted her existence in her heart. Habibah.you are what kind of girl...
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sorry I selow yah🙏🙏