
Kenzi smiled faintly looking at Siena's hand on her arm, not a single word spouting from her lips. Kenzi smiled faintly then sighed deeply to calm his irregular heartbeat. The man sitting on the edge of the bed helped Siena to sit on the bed.
"The man named Yu said that you were my husband."
"Yes." replied Kenzi briefly, he did not want to add to Siena being even more confused. How could all the wonderful memories, joys and sorrows. Struggling together to get out of the criminal organization they've been through together just disappeared?
"How long have we been married?" siena asked, trying to remember, both of her eyebrows were linked to Kenzi.
"Three more years."
"But? why don't I remember you at all?" a frown on Siena's face was formed when she saw Kenzi. The violent clash in Siena's head erased all memory of them. It was a car accident between Siena and Livian.
"Because you're amnesiac." Kenzi swallowed his saliva hard.
"Amnesia?" Siena scowled her temple, her forehead wrinkled trying to remember what had happened to her and the man. But Siena's efforts failed. All he got was a pain in his head.
"Honey, don't force it. I understand your condition. Be calm.." Kenzi grabbed Siena by the shoulder and laid her on the bed. "You rest, we'll be home soon." Kenzi smiled and then he stood up straight again to clean all the goods and he put them in the bag. For a moment he looked at Siena's face and walked out leaving Siena alone in the room.
"Why don't I remember it?" muttered Siena insisted. "If she's so important in my life why can't I remember her? ahhhkk!" Siena held her head that hurt like it was in a sledgehammer.
Three days passed, after Siena realized from her coma. Kenzi decided to return Siena home and home care. Dr Chiang Lin has done a thorough check on Siena, her condition is good. He just needs regular check-ups and therapy so that both legs can walk normally. With treatment at home, Siena is more awake.
Siena looked at Kenzi who was signing her hospital files, occasionally talking to the other man. After all, Yu and Kenzi brought Siena home.
***
Siena realized that every road they walked by Kenzi looked uneasy. Yu took out the wheelchair from the trunk and opened it and helped Siena get off the top of the car.
"Kenzie."
"Yes?" Kenzi stared softly.
"Are you okay?" Siena broke Kenzi's concentration.
Kenzi squatted in front of Siena tightly clasped his hands. "Darling, I'm fine."
Siena pulls her hand, breaking Kenzi's heart every time Siena dodges from him. "Why?"
Siena shook her head. "Nothing." Kenzi stood looking at Siena who turned her face away.
"You okay?" Yu patted Kenzi's shoulder
"You don't need to worry," said Kenzi glancing a moment at Yu.
"Call me, if you need anything, okay?" Kenzi nodded quickly, staring for a moment at Yu's back that was back in the car. She herself pushed Siena's wheelchair into her home.
The house was still the same as it used to be, when they were still together in joy and sorrow. Although the house was repeatedly damaged by the enemy. But Kenzi fixed it up the way it was when Siena first set up the house. Family photos mounted on the wall of the living room. Nightly flowers decorate every corner of the room. Likewise in their room, a series of photos are displayed on the table.
"Your room" said Kenzi sadly.
Siena saw Kenzi glued in front of the family photo. "So, this is my room?"
Kenzi tried to be calm, though his heart was slowly breaking, he walked up to Siena and lifted her up on the bed and laid her down. "You need to rest."
"Aww sick!" erang Siena held his leg.
"I'm sorry" said Kenzi about to kiss the top of Siena's head that he used to do. Siena again avoided physical contact with Kenzi.
"Not too bad, his bones just cracked slightly. Not like my left hand." Siena looked at her right leg and hands wrapped in bandages. "I want to sleep, can you get out of my room?" siena pierced Kenzi's heart.
"All right." Kenzi patted his pillow until it was soft. "Here you go to sleep."
"Kenzie."
"Yes?" kenzi replied, hearing his name mentioned. Again his heart felt in the squeeze of hearing Siena call him Kenzi, not the usual call 'honey'. But now that he had forgotten about it, the two of them were like strangers forced to live together.
"Thank you."
The two brown eyes looked at Siena, but the woman avoided him. "You go to sleep, I'm outside. If you need anything, call me." Kenzi smile. "Have a good rest."
***
Siena woke up when she saw a three-year-old boy rubbing his cheek gently. "Mother.."
Sirna woke up and sat on the bed, staring at Helion's face like it was familiar. "Who are you, baby?" Siena smiled.
Helion turned her face to look at Kenzi, then she got up and asked Kenzi to hold her. "Dad.."
Kenzi raised Helion's body and carried it. "He who?" ask Siena.
"Your son, Helion." replied Kenzi his heart felt like it was on a prick.
"My son?" Siena again frowned, looking straight at Helion who was draping her hands around Kenzi's neck.
Kenzi nodded his head. "He's your son, baby."
"My son.." muttered Siena. Staring at his fingers he squeezed slowly. Then he turned his face to look at Helion. "What's his name?"
"Helion." replied Kenzi briefly.
"Helion come here." said Siena smiling.
Helion turned her head and shook her head, she hugged Kenzi tightly again. Siena's face was sad when Helion refused. "Darling, it's okay."
Kenzi sat on the edge of the bed, gently rubbing Siena's bowed cheeks. "Darling-?"
"Go you!" Siena shifted her seat away from Kenzi and Helion. He looked at Kenzi's face and pulled out a blanket, "who are you?! screech Siena her eyes glazed over.
" Dear.." Kenzi's outstretched hand was about to wipe away the tears that began to fall on Siena's cheek. His heart was broken by the rejection of the woman he loved.
"Momuu.." Helion sobbed to tears as she watched her mother fearfully curl up at the end of the bed.
Kenzi pulled his hand rubbing the tears on Helion's cheek. "Darling, it's okay."
"Momuu...!
" Go! go!" siena's screams stared at Kenzi with tears in her eyes. There was pain in his heart as he drove out Kenzi and Helion. But he doesn't know why. Not remembering them at all. "Go!!"
Kenzi stood hugging the crying Helion. "Mother..."
Anything to break Kenzi's heart? besides seeing Siena looking at him hatefully as if a stranger was about to hurt him. "Darling, calm down." Kenzi's voice raspy, he couldn't hide his trembling body.
"Mom..!"
"No! nay! siena's screech covered her ears unwilling to hear her son's call.
Helion thrashed down from Kenzi's lap and hit Siena's body tightly hugging him. " Mom.I love you.."
"Darling, come here." Kenzi gently pulled Helion's hand, but his son brushed off Kenzi's.
"No, A, dadh. I, I want to be with Mom." said Helion, his voice barely audible with sobs.
Kenzi stood up, he turned his face unable to hold back the pain in his heart, half running he walked out of the room leaving Helion in the room with Siena.
Siena's eyes stared at Kenzi's departure. His heart hurts. Then he turned to look at the crying Helion while wiping his own tears many times. "Mother.."
Slowly Siena's hands stretched out, hugging Helion's body and calming him down. "Yes Rabb, if they were my family. Give me a little memory of them. Don't torture me like this..Yes Rabb." Siena muttered, sore.