Crazy Love of the Actor
Part 1: Hello

2019 Years

“Which part do you think you are lacking?” The artist asked.

“I think all is appropriate, lighting techniques, location, emotions and character placement, it is fitting.” The writer replied.

His book is always a best seller, but this is his first experience entering the world of film, he gave a pretty heavy condition to the Producer, if the book wants to be filmed, he said, so he has the right to interfere in the process of making films and choosing players.

At that time the Producer actually objected to the conditions of the Author, but the book was so good and sold thousands of copies in just a week, because so many fans.

Of course make the Producer feel hot if not immediately filmed the money field. Then the conditions of the Author Girl he finally fulfilled.

“You asked the Producer and Director to make me the Leading Role?” The handsome actor asked, they are taking a break from shooting.

“Iya.” The girl replied briefly with a smile, she was struggling on the article about the light-taking technique in the filming process, so she did not pay much attention that the handsome actor was sitting so close.

“Why?” The actor asked again.

“Why what?” The girl did not really hear what the actor was saying exactly, because if she was already focused, she could not do anything else.

“Why did you choose me to be the lead role?” The actor asked casually, but somehow the question felt so serious in the girl's ears that she finally closed the laptop and began to focus on the handsome actor's question.

“First, you Big actor, second, you made it big because of the work, third ...“

“I'm handsome.” The actor cut his words.

“No, because your face and character are close to the main role in my book.”

“So, do you think I'm not handsome?”

“I mean, not only good looks are her consideration.” The writer was trying to tell the right reasons, not what the actor expected.

“You already know the gossip about me out there?” The actor asked again.

“Which one?”

“Gossip about me a lot? about that, which people believe the most, but still watch my movie.” The actor was reluctant to call it, out of disgust.

“About ... Are you a same-sex lover?” The writer girl asked carefully.

“You believe?”

“More to no matter the hell, it's your business and your Lord's, I have no right to judge.”

“Come on, tell me, according to your perspective only, I really want to know.” The actor insisted.

“We're not that close, until my opinion matters, right?”

“Important, very important, for me, your most important assessment.”

“We've only met a few times, and then you say something like this? I don't believe that rumor.”

“Means earlier you believed dong?” The actor looked disappointed.

“Why does my opinion seem so important to you?”

The actor was silent, he who had been sitting upright, now leaning on the bench of rest written his name, he was very professional if he was working, never left the set when he took a break, he said, because he didn't want to be late, so he always sat near the set.

“Hmm, do you know a mental illness called asexual?” Suddenly the actor was still connecting his chatter, even though the Writer's Girl had been stuck again with an article about the lighting techniques of filming that he had left.

“What is it? Like Unsocial? anti social?” The girl was just the origin of uniforming, because honestly this chatter is not interesting at all.

“The rumors are true, I do not like women ... and also men, so the gossip is true but incomplete, I not only do not like women, but also do not like men, so the gossip is true but not complete, I don't have passion for the two genders.”

As the Author Girl laughed out loud, until some people looked at her, she shut her mouth and controlled the tickling taste in her heart and mind, those words felt like a high-level joke to him.

“You think it might be funny, but for me, it's a disease. If you want to bother a little, you can prove my point, in this country, there are only 5 sufferers, because this disease is rare and in the world, only 30 sufferers are recorded. Indeed, it is very rare, worse yet, unlike HIV that can be suppressed disease, to extend the life of the patient, my mental illness does not even have such a drug.”

The writer stopped laughing, his smile just turned moody, he felt dizzy, because he was laughing at a really sick person.

“I'm sorry.”

“Only two people know my illness, first, my Doctor, second, you.” The writer girl, trying to see the seriousness in the eyes of this Actor, understand him an Actor, acting is certainly not a difficult thing for him, even the writer had time to think, whether he was being bullied, whether he was being bullied, then suddenly there will be a camera that comes out and says, ‘you got prankkk’. But of course, this is no joke.

“I never felt the desire for any gender, when I was a teenager, when men my age were passionate, passionate, I don't even know what it's like to fall in love with an ABG and as I grow older, my illness gets worse, in my brain, you're all the same, men and women.

It was all because my brain couldn't identify the desire, finally my whole body was dull, I didn't know what it was like to dream wet, wet dreams, I don't know what it's like to flutter when the person we like is near us and I don't know, what it's like to be passionate.”

“Ok, then why are you telling me this, someone you just met?” The girl dared to ask.

“Because, earlier I saw you open shoes, for prayer, we are one religion, but I hardly ever pray, never at all, not one time, not dawn or Isya.”

“That's also your business with God, not mine, that's not what I ask.”

"You don't get the point Miss, I saw you when you opened your shoes until you were barefoot to ablution, when I saw your feet, I came to know what teenage passion, adult passion and world lust are, I just found out, what it's like, overheating even when the air is this cold, your feet, instantly, are far more potent than all the drugs, he said, your feet instantly made my doctor's diagnosis wrong and the therapy I've been doing for almost 15 years is useless.”

“You're Crazy!” The girl rewinded her body, out of curiosity she had been able to lean her body, in order to clearly hear the actor speaking earlier.

“I think so too, you're driving me crazy.”

“I don't want to talk about this kind of disgusting thing anymore.”

“But I can't, because now, I just know one thing, it turns out that God didn't create only 2 genders, God created 3 genders, first male, then female and lastly, God created 3 genders, Syila, you. You're the sex that makes me know what passion is."

The Writer's girl was getting scared, this was new to her, meeting a person who had a rare mental illness, this man would definitely not let go of her just like that, she said, since she felt Syila was the antidote to her rare disease, she must have chased after Syila, no matter what.

“I have to go, sorry.” Syila left, if she could she wanted to run.

“I'll chase you, wherever you go, believe me, I'm not a quitter!” The actor shouted, Syila finally ran, without feeling her tears fall, she felt that she had been verbally abused, she did not expect, The actor she defended desperately to be the lead role in her work, she said, I'd say such a disgusting thing. Syila was really upset, she felt like a cheap girl, because the actor said, she was upset and wanted to leave immediately, as far as possible.

…

6 Months Earlier

Her name is Asyila Sabil, you can call her Syila, she is a great novel writer, many best seller novels are created from cold hands, people say Syila is a genius, Syila is a genius, but Syila is just a simple girl who has high principles in her life, she does not like to cheat and seems arrogant when it comes to her work.

Syila created novels with various genres, ranging from romantic, horror, mystery, science and even comedy, only on the contrary, the class on the author does not apply, he said, the authorship is just an issue and expertise in one area like a memory.

His work is excellent, all his readers are not only old, young, poor rich, healthy, sick, educated and not, everyone is able to be touched by his work, for that, he said, various publishers have always made him a golden boy.

The other advantage of Syila is that, she is always fair, she has never done an exclusive contract with only 1 publisher, she will move from one publisher to another, he said, that is to share the windfall, so that small publishers are flooded with orders. Rather than noble, people say he is intelligent and sincere at the same time.

“Syil, come on dong, do not be too hard, you do not want your work to go up class?” Andi, his manager and cousin, said.

“If I'm flabby, you think we can eat, remember because of my hard attitude, many deals that end up always in our favor.” Syila was busy with her writing.

“Trus want until when do you refuse the offer of filming? next year where knows there are still interested film-in your work again.” Andi is still insistent.

“Believe your intelligent cousin this, ok, wait another 3 days, he must contact us.”

“Oh this ugly from lu Syil, you are too confident.”

“But my confidence is, always nolong our cash flow right?” Syila is stubborn.

“As for you and Syil, I'm not sure.” Andi is angry with her masculine but feminine-style body, it turns out emancipation applies to her as well.

Not long from the fierce debate between cousins who are often one-hearted, but different in terms of thinking, Andi is always too rash to make decisions, whereas he is the Manager, he should not be plunging the person in his manager, he said, but Syila was not a seduced woman, she always had her own thoughts. Suddenly Andi's cell phone rang, there was an incoming call.

“Syil, call people, crazy, let you the best deh.”

[Yes, Sist, how?] Andi answered a phone call from the Assistant Producer who offered to film Syila's novel.

[Father of Mbak Syila to talk about the revision of the cooperation contract, you said all the terms will be included in the contract, so I asked Mbak Syila to review together and if possible, if possible, sign the contract.]

[Ok, when? let me check first the schedule of Miss Shilanya, because she is busy this week meeting with several other Producers.] Andi became smarter under these circumstances.

[Tomorrow in the morning, I want to see you as soon as possible.] The assistant sounded hurried and scared, obviously their side had already lost the negotiation with Syila, the woman who was firm on what she was holding.

“Syil! Crazy one! Crazy one! Terms we accepted, tomorrow we meet the father, he said all your conditions will already be in the contract agreement letter, you are champion yes.”

“And I've said shay, yaudah, there out, I want to write again, noisy tau.”

“Iya Your Highness.” Andi exited Syila's room in a royal court-like manner that did not let her back be seen by her King.

They were both in Syila's apartment, where her work was there, Syila decided to buy an apartment unit so that she could freely write without interruption, while his family had bought a house in the south of the city.

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Author's Note :

I didn't know that the pain was the gateway to my destruction, I didn't know that, his wish was hell for me, I didn't know that, our meeting, would be a disaster for me.