Crazy Love of the Actor
Section 22: Victims

Syila woke up, she had felt dizzy, her head was heavy, she had forgotten what happened before, once she remembered that Izraa had been here, she looked around her apartment, she looked around, there was no sign of Izraa there, Syila was relieved.

When rubbing her head, she just realized, she was no longer wearing the hijab, she hurriedly checked her clothes, complete, but why she felt pain on her private part, her heart was rumbling, she said, cold sweat poured out, he hurried to the bathroom to make sure of something.

While in the bathroom, she did not see anything strange, all in place, but the pain on her private part remained, she began to cry, imagining what Izraa had done during her sleep, besides why he felt so sleepy when Izraa came earlier, there was no way Izraa gave something to his drinking glass because this is Syila's apartment all drinks and food Syila prepared.

But she felt strange that she could get sleepy and could not even move as Izraa carried her to the room.

He had to make sure whether he was currently the victim of abuse or not, but where did he go? Syila hurriedly returned to the living room and opened her laptop, she had to find out, about where she had to go to make sure that she was still.

After knowing where to go, Syila prepared, of course with the clothes she used to wear, not the clothes veiled, it was definitely not something that Shila would wear, it was just to avoid Izraa.

Already at the hospital, this is a small hospital, Syila deliberately came here because she wanted to do a careful examination of her personal area.

He goes in to pick up the number and wait, he has to meet with an obstetrician or spelled out SpOG.

After passing several administrative processes finally arrived the turn to meet with SpOG who was on duty. He entered with a female nurse, when he entered the room there was a male Doctor, Syila menakar age about forty years.

He sat in front of the doctor who was separated by a table.

“So what's the complaint?” Doctor Ichsan, the name on the suit his doctor asked.

“Hmmm.” Syila was a little nervous explaining.

“This is with Mbak Syila yes, what is the current complaint, Mbak?” The doctor repeated the question.

“Begin Doc, I ...” Syila hesitated, she was at a loss where to explain it from. There's no way she's telling me if she suspects that being raped could be police business.

“Already in tension yes earlier?” The standard procedure that Syila had to do before seeing the Doctor, it seemed like Doctor Ichsan was trying to calm Syila down in order to immediately express her complaint.

“Dok.” Her nurse came to give Syila's blood test results. The doctor looked at the results and said, “ is a bit high huh, why? you nervous?” The doctor tried again.

“Begin Dok, sa-me .. I want to check ... check ....”

“Yes? check what?”

“I want to make sure if I ... I ..”

“Ya, you why?”

“Is .... I still ... pe-virgin, Doc?” Finally Syila revealed what she meant from earlier and the purpose she came to this hospital.

“Oh, fine.” The doctor said calmly, as it was commonplace, there was no suspicious or probing gaze.

The nurse prepared the bed for the examination, but Syila and the Doctor still had to talk about it first.

“You are in Police or TNI?”  The doctor asked while continuing to record, whether what was recorded, he asked standard questions only, usually the reason someone checks for virginity in addition to sexual harassment, of course, wanted a police or TNI entrance test.

“Ngak Doc.” Syila answered briefly.

“There is a special reason to do it?” The doctor's face became serious and looked at Syila, if it wasn't for a certain agency test, the indication was abuse.

“Not only want test only.” Syila.

“Are there any plans to get married in the near future so should do this checkup?” The doctor was not wrong, he had to dig deeper to make sure that he could help the patient to the fullest.

“Not Dok.” Syila looked at the Doctor with a pleading gaze, don't ask Doc again, that's what Syila said in her heart.

“Is there ... violent action?” The doctor was forced to ask further.

“No Doc!” Syila hastily corrected it, he did not plan to report to the Police, whatever happened, Papi could slit his throat if this matter reached the public, Papi is currently building his career, Papi is, Syila did not want her name to be smeared because of this case.

“I'll try to help you as best I can, so please help me to be able to assess your situation appropriately, if you don't tell me your situation in detail, please, I could have given the wrong conclusion.” It makes sense, Syila understood finally, she had to give an excuse.

“I ... I fell Doc, off the bike, then when it fell, I felt my intimate organs hurt, then there was blood spotting, I was afraid it made me become not a virgin anymore.” Syila tried to say it earnestly, so it looked honest. Because the part he said that there was blood spotting was just a supporting story for this examination to make sense of the reason.

“Oh, fine. Indeed many such cases, take it easy yes, the results of the examination can be evidence if next you will get married and need to prove that there has been an accident, jaudah, come with me to the bed, and then you need to prove that there was an accident, let me start checking, yes.”

Syila was led by the Nurse who from earlier helped the Doctor, Syila was laid on the bed, then the Nurse helped open Syila's pants, a special bed, Syila had to put her feet on the top of the leg support, Syila had to put her feet on the foot support, so that the position of Syila like going to give birth, this position to open the intimate area so that it can be seen freely by her SpOG.

When it was in the position according to the procedure, the Doctor sat in front of Syila's feet, Syila was a little clumsy, but he knew that the Doctor had been sworn so always do anything based on professionalism only.

Examination is done with a speculum aid, this tool to open the intimate part becomes wider, after which the doctor will check whether the membrane is intact or not.

The examination occurred for almost twenty minutes, the Doctor did not say anything during the examination.

When she was done, Syila was helped again by wearing her pants and then seeing the doctor at her desk again.

“Bok Ma'am Syila, everything is fine, not even found bruises or traumatic injuries in the area, the membrane is still intact.”

“Ja-so, I'm still a virgin Doc?” Syila did not believe.

“Yes, right Mbak.”

“But why do I feel pain in my intimate part Doc?” Syila asked.

“Maybe it is close to the menstrual schedule, does when menstruation experience premenstrual syndrome? Or pain in the abdomen and lips genitals?”

“Yes, that's the reason. Maybe you're nervous about forgetting about it.”

“Iya anyway Doc, could be.”

Syila felt stupid, why did she forget that this time was close to her menstrual schedule, when Syila menstruation always felt pain in her stomach, waist and intimate parts, she said, it must have been suspicious of Izraa that he had not thought of that possibility.

The examination was over, the results of the examination had been given to Syila, she came out with a happy feeling, before coming here, she had also checked every inch of her body, she wanted to see, she wanted to see, did Izraa do anything else on her body, but all seemed fine, no bruises or red patches, marks left behind when someone had a rough kiss.

Syila was relieved and pleased, Izraa did not do anything low to her.

“Syil!” Someone called out to him from behind as he was walking towards the outside of the hospital. Syila looked over and ….

“Doctor Kevin?!”

“Hey, abis check? You sick?” Doctor Kevin held Syila's shoulder.

“No Doc, just check routine aja.” Syila lied, besides why this doctor is here, this isn't her practice.

“Oh, next time, contact me if you want to check the lab yes, later I help, so no need to queue just come aja.” The Kevin Doctrine offered help.

“No need Doc, this is also a coincidence, why is the Doctor here?”

“Yes, again someone needs, there is an emergency patient accident near here, The specialist doctor does not exist, so I transferred temporarily.”

“Oh gitu.” why could it be a coincidence anyway, Syila upset herself.

“You want lunch together? I'm free now.” Doctor Kevin asked.

“No Doc, thanks ya.” Syila is leaving.

“Are we just friends we can't now?”

Syila paused and disengaged her intention to leave, she turned around again to face Doctor Kevin.

“We're friends, but right, you don't have to have lunch with.” Syila smile.

“Syila are you sure you don't like it like you said?”

“What do you mean?” Doctor Kevin crossed the line.

“Izraa. Ever since you hung out with him, you've changed a lot.”

“Change what part? Have you dared to reject you?” Syila looked at him sharply, a thing she had never before.

“Syil sorry, I just want ...”

“Shouldn't I have done that a long time ago, know myself, that I was just a backup.” Syila walks away leaving Doctor Kevin shocked by Syila's change.

[He already loved another man like him, I thought he would hold on until I came back.] Doctor Kevin said in his heart and looked at the girl's back with a disappointed look.

Syila gets into her car, she closes the car door by slamming it, Izraa's problem is not finished, Doctor Kevin adds to her annoyance, meeting Izraa alone is so thick, plus meeting him, is really upset.

Syila is not aware that her focus has been completely distracted by other men, although it is not really something that can be called love either.

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[FIVE HOURS AGO]

“How can a model not look beautiful, but you who are just a writer with such a young age look so voluptuous?” Izraa said, Syila is already perfectly asleep.

Izraa looked at her face continuously, she rubbed her head, kissed her forehead and felt Syila's fragrance deeply.

“You are very fragrant Syil, look, see you are still perfectly covered, my passion appears, in the past, women without clothes are absolutely unable to make me interested.”

Izraa opened Syila's veil, seeing Syila's reddish-black curls, definitely not because they were colored, this was her real hair.

“That's so beautiful, this hair, this face and that body to the feet, why are you so voluptuous so dear?”

Izraa was about to open Syila's gamis kancin, but stopped.

“Allah, Allah, I beg you not, O Allah.” Syila muttered, though her voice was weak but firm.

Suddenly Izraa's hands felt stiff, there was a sense of shame that slipped into her heart, what was this uncomfortable feeling? Izraa then looked at the extremely beautiful face of Syila in her eyes.

His face was so shady, if Izraa did anything low, surely that face would be damaged by sadness and embarrassment, Izraa took off her grip on Shila's shirt, she put Syila down in a comfortable position, in her mind, she was eager to see the body as a whole and feel the pleasure they always said was able to exchange anything for the pleasure, but somehow, Izraa became embarrassed when she wanted to do that, he felt that he was not that low.

She came out of Syila's apartment, her face flat and her mind blank.

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Penulsion Note :

I never knew that there were people I could love so much that there were people I couldn't get out of my mind, even when time was heavy.

I never knew you were so intoxicating.