Crazy Love of the Actor
Part 19: The Wolf and the Red Veil

Syila was absent for 5 days from filming, she decided to come home from the top of the day, she was afraid, frightened by Izraa's disgusting attitude.

Syila did not expect that Izraa had incarnated like a Wolf who was ready to catch the Red Veil off guard, The red veil was Shila.

“Lu can tell me no, why the hell did not want to go to the filming location, Bang Aryo already called me continue Syil, there are some things he must discuss, he said, if you keep this up, chances are filming will be delayed.” Andi persuaded Syila who was in the apartment.

“Gue can talk on the phone?” Syila asked.

“No can, the dialogue people are many, what is it, Syil?” Andi tried to pry again, because Syila changed drastically, she was like terrified of going to the set.

“Nothing, I just no longer in the mood aja.”

“A Syila is not in the mood? Especially about the work, boong lu, you think I'm Juna that easy you begoin.” Andi protested loudly.

“Yaudah, said Bang Aryo I came to the final workshop next week, I correct everything there, I will just come to the workshop, abis it I monitor from afar, I will see, I just want to focus on my new novel.” Syila eventually relented, in her mind the workshop would be safer, because they would meet in one room together, discussing together about the scenes that had been filmed.

The intensity of meeting with Izraa will be slight, so the chances of Izraa disturbing Syila will be very small.

Syila is determined to stay away from Izraa as far as possible, she does not want to meet him, Izraa is very scary, who knows that Izraa will be reckless, in Syila's mind, Shila's, if it is true that Syila's legs are a cure for her disease and her feet are a passion generator that has been asleep, then Izraa will not stop until she gets what she wants.

For a person who was not sick alone, they could not even resist the lusts of the world, let alone one who had been sick and was finally able to feel 'it' for the first time, he would not stop, he would not stop, Syila shuddered at the thought of what the worst possibility would be if Izraa was reckless.

Even though there were no chats or phone calls from Izraa, Syila still felt she had to be vigilant.

Oh yeah, Syila forgot, she should be shopping at the mini market below, the groceries and snacks are up.

Syila took the wallet and hurriedly left, Andi had come home from earlier after being satisfied to scold his cousin's sister.

The elevator opens, Syila rushes in, there are some people, Syila dialed the elevator number 1 floor, the place where the mini market is located, although not large, the mini market can serve orders from the owner of the apartment unit, Syila had ordered kitchen needs yesterday, now she has to take her order.

The elevator's down, Syila's out, she's walking leisurely to the mini market. All normal, nothing was wrong, but what he didn't know, there was a man, wearing a black hat, he said, a berhodie jacket that covers his head and sunglasses and a mask that covers his face. The man watched Syila from far away.

The man had been watching Syila these few days, he had continued to follow Syila from afar, he had no ill intentions, he just wanted to see.

The wolf has set its target, he is an Alpha wolf, the leader wolf, if he has set a target, he will not stop until he gets it.

“Nan, where's my cutting board?” Syila asked Nani a mini market employee, Syila used to order kitchen necessities for her, Nani did not mind because the tips from Syila were usually quite a lot.

“Nih Mbak, but chili again expensive yes.” Nani gives me the grocery bag.

“Iya, total aja.” Syila took the snack she wanted and went to the cashier.

“Mbak tumben really often here, again not busy emang, usually ask for transfer, so busy.” Nani asked.

“Iya, again empty aja.” Syila smiled, she paid for everything and did not forget to give great tips to Nani.

When he got out, he walked into the elevator, the elevator did not want to open even though it was on the floor of Syila's unit, he saw it from the elevator monitor.”

“Mbak, as an error deh, can not be used loh it elevator.” Security passed by and told.

“Yes, how do dong go?” Syila asked.

“Wait aja, at least half an hour can again, yesterday so.”

“The old buset is very, half an hour, go up the stairs, because the floor deck is 5.” Syila then walked to the emergency stairs, Syila was often up the stairs if this happened.

Syila walked casually while turning on the song on her mobile phone, she turned on the loudspeaker, because she did not have a headset, plus no one else, so she felt free to make noise.

He continued walking, already up to the third floor, when he was about to reach the fourth floor, accidentally, his legs slashed because he did not see his steps properly, he was prepared to fall because of the slip, immediately lost balance, he was prepared to fall, sure his face would hit the stairs made of cement, he closed his eyes, but it was not, his body was held back by something, he then opened his eyes, saw his stomach, and he looked, because at that part he felt something holding his body down, damn it! not something, but someone, Syila saw a hand, it was a hand ….

The man pulled Shila's body and leaned against the wall, they faced, the man put his hand on the wall where Shila was leaned, Shila trembled, not from falling, but he was afraid that the person had evil intentions, here deserted, there was no CCTV!

Syila tried to remove her body from this person, but this man continued to hold Syila's body against the wall, he held Syila's shoulder with both hands.

“I beg you, I beg you, don't.” Syila cried, she closed her eyes not wanting to see the man who attacked her.

“Can't you do martial arts?”

Syila opened her eyes. The man had opened the mask and the hodie had covered his head.

“Za.” Syila stared in relief, forgetting that she was a wolf too, but she was familiar.

“Aren't you able to compete? you should have kicked or hit me instead of begging.” Izraa.

“I think you're a villain, you mean to do the thing ...”

“So if you're more lenient, being with me you're so cruel?!”

“Za, off.” Syila reminded that Izraa had held Syila's shoulder quite tight.

Izraa took off her hand and positioned her hand like a person giving up.

“Still, Za.” Syila didn't want to linger with Izraa, maybe Izraa wasn't a bad person, but she was quite a dangerous person. Syila walked, even about to run, she did not even ask, why Izraa could be on the emergency stairs.

“Syi!” Izraa shouted, Syila stopped her steps.

“Gue just want to see ..” Izraa face down, “gue just want to see your face, is it excessive?” Izraa then looked at Syila, her eyes reddened, she was like she had not slept for days. His face was full of suffering, like a teenager who was heartbroken and suffering.

“Za, sorry, I ... I, can't.” Syila then ran and made sure the steps were right, so there was no need to fall again and make Izraa help again.

Izraa lowered her head, she sat on one of the stairs she was leaning on at that moment, staring blankly.

[Gue didn't know that passionate love was this heavy, this exhausting, I didn't know that everything tasted bland, food, drink and all that entertainment, it was so stifling, Syila's face was endlessly imagined, looking at it everywhere, what kind of crazy feeling this is, I should never have healed, I didn't know that the therapy I was doing was only for this kind of suffering, I hated this feeling of love, I hated this feeling of love, it felt like he would die every time he saw his back, it felt tight to see him almost fall. I've been here for five days, seeing you from afar, even that kind of thing just makes me satisfied, what kind of crazy love is this, unfortunately I can't back down, all the organs, all the organs, my cell and soul told me not to stop, I was not unwilling but unable to withstand this crazy attack.] Izraa said it in his heart, he then woke up, today he has to go to the location first, later after that he will only be here again. Look at the woman from far away again.

Izraa became a stupid stalker to a Shila whom he once considered only a human being, because he was unable to feel anything, until God gave him a chance to recover from his illness and now he is going crazy because of his love. Is this the accumulation of what God has not given him since birth, so this passionate feeling is very torturous and heavy.

…

The workshop began, all had gathered, Izraa was sitting across from Syila, Syila came, but the two looked different, very different from usual.

Syila wore a long robe to cover her legs, of course she did not forget to wear her socks at this time, her hijab was also long and wide, clothes that were even more beautiful than Hanum.

Andi was surprised by the behavior of his cousin, usually he never wears a long robe that even dragged when he walked, because of his long fuse.

“So, we now get together to review the scene, we check again what is lacking before the final, this is the final half yes.” Bang Aryo opened, everyone expressed their opinions one by one, Syila tried to focus, as well as Izraa.

“But I wonder, why some scenes look slow huh, Bang?” Syila took issue with the romantic scenes that felt less able because Izraa was teetered during dialogue.

“Iya Za, I also feel that, yesterday you always perfect to say romantic dialogue, why do you often forget anyway lately?” Bang Aryo reprimanding.

“Sorry.” Izraa just said it flatly, his face was pale and his eyes were in a firm circle.

“Less-less to club, Za.” Bang Aryo sneered, the others laughed.

“Izraa where like to the club, people he says every before the same abis filming these five days, where the hell is Za?” Her assistant asked spontaneously, Izraa lowered her head, the thing that Syila had never seen, Izraa was unfocused, completely invisible to that great star.

Syila looked at Izraa, in her heart asking, 5 days, why is it the same as Syila's absence from filming. Then why was she yesterday on the emergency stairs of Syila's apartment, did she ... follow Syila, stalking? Syila shuddered at the thought of that.

“Yaudah most of this will be repeated again yes Syil?” Bang Aryo asked.

“Iya, I want the scene more animating, not usually this is not a problem yes, Za?” Syila asked in annoyance.

“No problem if I'm still sick.” Izraa laughed cynically, Syila retreated, she was shocked Izraa said so.

“Lu hurts, Za? Pantes lack focus, you want to rest first?” Bang Aryo did not understand the meaning of Izraa's words, meaning that when he was sick from his mental illness, he could certainly create a false feeling of love for anyone, because there were no feelings that he was involved with, he said, everything feels easy.

But after she recovered and was able to feel the passionate love, it turned out, expressing feelings in people she did not want, felt strange and heavy. In his mind, just wanting Syila, he just wanted Syila to speak before him. It is like a hungry wolf that longs for meat.

“Iya Za, take a break first.” Assistant said.

“No! Meatball, I want the filming schedule to stick to the plan, you are great artist Za, I know you can definitely, so mening you much break abis filming. Lu keep your artist dong, do not you stayin, anyway you 24 hours should be the same Izraa.”  Syila ruled, she crossed the line, actually the purpose she said was for Izraa to be exhausted and forget about her feelings.

Izraa looked at Syila in disappointment.

The workshop broke up, Syila immediately to the car, Andi had gone first, Syila had gone to the toilet first, when out of the toilet, Izraa had been waiting for her, Syila walked quickly, Izraa followed at the same speed.

“Lu know not Syil, rather than your feet, the most disturbing it, your face, if you want me to focus again, you have to be on location, you have to, let me see your face while doing that romantic scene, you'll get everything you want, but let me borrow your face as a fantasy of my madness, come to the location every day.”

Syila stopped hearing that, she felt disgusted and goosebumps when she heard it, but it was impossible to snap at Izraa here.

“Okay, I will come every day, that's the only condition so you can focus and finish filming?” Syila qualifies for that.

“Iya.”

“Ok, I will definitely come every day, but you also have to promise, filming will be completed on time and you will focus. In addition, keep me away, do not approach less than three steps, how?”

“Iya, I promise.:”

“Good, you have to keep promise.” Syila then left.

[You think by closing your body tightly, my memories of your legs and face will be gone, stupid woman. Do you think you can run away after causing all this chaos in my heart!] Izraa said it in her heart and smiled.

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Author's Note :

Some say, that women should be careful with his whole body, because his whole body is a charm that plunges.

Is it not clear that this is all Shila's fault, she should not forget the socks, Syila is the perpetrator while Izraa is the victim, Syila must be responsible.

Even a straight man like Izraa could turn into a terrifying wolf.

Like the red-hooded girl walking alone in the forest, no wonder the wolf who lived there was after her, if the red-hooded girl did not come to visit her grandmother, of course the Wolf would not see it and become hungry, making the grandmother even a victim of the wolf.

Had he not forced his way into the forest, his grandmother would have stayed alive, the wolf would have stayed alive without being the grandmother's killer.

Is there anything like mind?