Crazy Love of the Actor
Part 21: Pounced

(WHEN IZRAA WAS 25 YEARS OLD)

The woman stripped the entire cloth wrapped around her body of shame, not a single strand was the limit for Izraa to enjoy it.

After that he tried to shower back Izraa's body with a sensual kiss, izraa still fell silent coldly.

After 20 minutes, Izraa was still silent, not moving in the slightest, his gaze was even meaningless, several times he yawned and finally closed with a sizable snoring voice.

“Job! You don't like women!” The woman immediately put on her clothes and came out, while Izraa was still sleeping, not her fault, she had already told her Manager that she was currently tired, she was already tired, no wonder finally fell asleep at a time when usually every man will feel hot.

...

“Lu is not sane, again in the middle of the battle even ngorok.” Izraa and her Manager were having dinner at the hotel, Izraa had already taken a shower and did not realize that the woman had left feeling angry.

“Kan, I told you, I'm tired, you maksa.”

“Za, you don't like girls?” The manager asked carefully.

“Ngak.” Izraa said flatly.

“Then, there are male groupies, want?”

“Serah lu.” Izraa was also curious as to whether a man could bring that feeling, he had never tried it. If so, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that he can feel that desire.

“Serious?”

“Hmm.” Izraa seriously.

They continued to eat dinner and then went to bed rest.

In the morning Izraa woke up, his Manager said today it should be their schedule home, but Izraa will receive guests, ‘something’ promised by his Manager.

“Za, this is Rey, know first.” A handsome man with white skin from face to toe, not looking gurgling, his male aura emanated perfectly.

“Hei Za, I'm Rey, I'm your fans, all your movies I watch loh.”

“Oh yes.” Again just a cold demeanor, Izraa still felt nothing.

The three of them chatted for about an hour, Rey tried to get Izraa's attention by slightly touching Izraa's head like a swipe, then wiping off the sweat and while eating together because it was morning, so breakfast, so Izraa's, Rey cleans Izraa's dirty mouth from eating with her own finger, rubbing Izraa's lips with her finger sensually.

Izraa is uncomfortable, she feels no interest at all, those little touches do not make izraa feel desire, this is the second time she tries to find her identity, she said, back at school he tried with a guy, but to no avail, he even got depressed because Izraa was so cold, now he wants to try again, liking men is better than not wanting to be with anyone.

“Gue to lobby first take care of check out yes, you two relax aja.” Manager Izraa left it.

After only staying alone, Rey began to launch a sensual ‘attack’ on Izraa, she touched Izraa's ears gently, bringing her face closer to Izraa's face, the longer Rey looked more seductive, the more she felt, Izraa still felt strange, not feeling anything.

“Za, do you want me to help you?” Rey said the thing that made Izraa laugh.

“Gue not sure you can.” Izraa says.

“Here I try.” Rey started squatting, approaching Izraa's private area, while launching the attack, Izraa laughed, that's enough, you've tried.

Rey frowned, you can't ... wake up?” Rey asked because of the depression, she did not see any sign of interest from Izraa to her.

“You could say so, you're not the right person.” Izraa said calmly, Rey saying goodbye with a confused face.

“So, how? like Rey?” Manager Izraa came up with a curious face, he was not a person who could be said to be kind.

“Regular, as before.”

“Yaudah, let's get ready, we go back to Jakarta now.”

They both returned to Jakarta.

Izraa still looked at the sky blankly as she boarded the airplane to return. He thought, why is it so difficult to be a normal person, whether he should not care about this disease and focus on his career, it feels like it could be his escape from being disappointed in himself.

Why does everyone look the same, no one looks more beautiful or handsome, they look like a bunch of people who look the same to Izraa, male and female.

Is forever Izraa will feel lonely in solitude because it is not able to feel love let alone the lust of the world.

Izraa stared at the vast sky, how vast the sky was but how empty it felt to be Izraa's heart, all feeling lonely and flat.

They had landed safely in Jakarta, as soon as they got to the airport door, something felt different.

Why are so many Reporters, all highlighting Izraa, so he is used to the whole Reporter, but this time too many, it is impossible if there is nothing.

Airport security immediately ran to save Izraa from the crush of Reporters, the manager has ordered some airport personnel also to save Izraa, he can not get out so they go to the private rest room at this airport.

“Za, there is news circulating on the internet, a woman told me that you .. love men! She says that she is your disappointed ex-boyfriend.”

“Definitely women who were yesterday at the hotel, no wonder anyway.”

“You didn't sprain, Za? Why are you flat?” Manager asked.

“Ya should what? want to say whatever they prefer sensation than truth, let it be, we do not have to do a press conference, let it be, later also the news stops.”

“But your projects can be canceled, we have to save your name Za.”

“No need, in fact I prefer this, which is a poor woman deletin me and which men will be rejected by themselves, believe me, later also gossip subsides, as long as we don't make any statements, everything will be fine, itung-itung free name promotion, all this time to raise my name you have to pay a lot here and there, right? I pinjem your hat yes, the same jacket, I want to go through the back, you aja passing front.”

Izraa then hurriedly ran through the back, he managed to get into a taxi and rushed to his apartment.

Life went well, the decision to silence the gossip even made his name soar, there were haters who insulted but it turns out the fans did not immediately believe, they ended up shoulder to shoulder defending his idol, he said, even the identity of the woman who said that Izra likes men is exposed easily.

The woman even said she was depressed because all her disgrace was open, izraa laughed. By doing a silent move, everyone will be on the gray line, if Izraa fights, of course it will be like a defense, if he says it is true, it is his career, if he is silent, he said, the fans will act.

It was easy for them in the eyes of Izraa, they were manipulated with all the lies, of course it was a lie, Izraa not disliked women, but he had not found the right one, but he had not found the right one, finally accepting that she was sick was much easier.

…

PRESENTLY

“So how is Ndi? Can your solution?” Syila asked, they're already in Syila.”'s apartment

“No, rejected, he said he has tried both with men and women, no one is as capable as your feet.” Andi said it with annoyance.

“Mampus I!”

“Cil, just back away from this project yes, continue studying abroad aja, I temenin, write from there, anyway we go far from this country.”

“Kabur? Like cowards? Sorry, not Syila it.”

“This is no longer facing Hanum, we are facing a monster Cil. Too dangerous, he can pounce on you whenever you let your guard down. Danger Cil, he's a hungry monster, you've got delicious food in the middle of the iceberg and fresh drinks in the middle of the desert when he gets lost, you think how long he'll last doing nothing?”

“Gue want to try talking slowly to him, how?” Syila offers a solution.

“Lu sure? I am yaudah temenin.”

“No, no, I want to open with Izraa, I know, in his heart he is a good person really, only now he is being khilaf, I want to rise up his kindness again, I know, I'm sure I can speak slowly.”

“Yakin alone? Dangers Cil.”

“Yakin, I can definitely rest assured him.”

Syila called Izraa, she said she would see him tomorrow, they made a deal at Syila's apartment, it's safer if Syila's place, Izraa probably won't commit a crime, because this is Syila's place of residence.

Andi finally came home even though he actually felt this was not true, but he was sure that his sister might be able to.

…

“Log in, Za.” Syila opened the door, Izraa entered Syila's apartment which has 1 room.

Izraa sat in the living room, Syila immediately gave him a bottled drink, he was just stocking up on snacks and bottled drinks, so as not to have too much laundry, unless he was on deadline with his writing, then he'll stitch the cooking ingredients.

“Sorry I rarely cook, have not eaten?” Syila was trying to be nice, it was twelve o'clock in the afternoon, it was supposed to be lunchtime.

“Nothing, this is enough.” Izraa smiled sweetly, the thing that she had never done before to anyone, she came in a really cool outfit, even if it was just a t-shirt and jeans, but it is seen that she is dressed up to meet Syila, while Syila is wearing a very large and long robe, she makes sure that she does not want to provoke Izraa with her body anymore.

“Gue direct yes, Za.”

“Please.” Izraa still continued to smile, for Syila it was strange to see Izraa full of smiles, although in her heart did not notice that Izraa was very handsome when smiling.

“Za, I know about your illness, but you know Za, I'm a Muslimah, I can't fulfill that wild desire, do you not feel that this is too unfair for me, I'm not, you can't come suddenly and force me to do such a lowly thing.” Syila was straight to the point.

“Then you think this is fair to me?” izraa placed her right leg against her left leg and sat down casually leaning against the sofa? Her cold face back, she looks quite scary, if usually those who ‘ attacked’ Izraa with all that sensuality, but now Izraa can't help but take advantage of this so favorable situation. They're just the two of them.

“Tapkan, it is not my fault Za, the disease came from God.”

“So, I must mistake God?”

“Bu-not that, I mean you should rely and accept sincerely.”

“Gue accepted with sincere, I was born with this disease Syil, I even had been criticized for giving up therapy and received this disease as part of my life. But, you came into my life, when my career was dim, you forced them to accept me as the lead role. You came with the barbarians, and now you want to run away? Like I was wrong? From the beginning, you who came to me Syil, you who made it into my life, now you who even asked me to go?”

“Not so, you looked at my words first,” Syila rubbed her face several times because she felt confused what to say again, Izraa knows that Syila really likes to wipe her face when she is confused.

“I'm sorry, because I feel God love I have a chance to heal by bringing you into my life, I only ask one thing, not many Syil, just one time, permission me to do it, just once, I want to feel that in my life, just once.”

“Za! Don't talk disgusting again!” Syila's upset.

“Sorry Syil, if indeed you do not want to love, I have to take.”

“What do you mean Za!” Syila stood up, but when she stood up she felt very dizzy, then fell down sitting on her couch, she held her head, it felt so heavy, her eyes too, why she felt so sleepy.

Just as Syila saw Izraa slowly approaching her, she then kowtowed so that the position of her face was in front of Syila. Syila tried to push Izraa's body, but she was unable to, feeling very weak.

“Sorry, I promise I will be responsible, I promise you will love whatever you want, whatever it is, just one time Syil, one time, I promise.”

“Za, not Za.” Shila cried trying to dispel the hands of Izraa who tried to reach Syila's body, she felt Izraa lifted her body and held her, all felt faint, then Syila felt her body lying on the bed, she said, what Izraa was going to do, Syila continued to cry as a result, she pleaded with a very weak voice.

“Za .. I beg.” Syila pleaded with a weak voice.

“Gue please same you, sorry I.” Izraa held Syila's face, she kissed Syila's head covered in a headscarf.

“No! No!!” Syila was in contact with the rest of her strength, izraa tightened her grip, she kept Syila's weak body in her arms.

“Syil, it feels so good this hug, I don't know that when someone we hug is someone we want, then that hug feels different, it feels like my blood is flowing profusely, it's like, feels hot but comfortable, this heartbeat feels like it works again, Syil I don't know that a hug alone feels comfortable once.” Syila felt the water dripping from Izraa's eyes, Syila also cried, how she could escape this situation, Izraa has completely become a Wolf or a hungry monster, she should be with Andi, she was with him, again Syila took the wrong step, this was all because of her carelessness or as God said, that Syila was indeed for the man?

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Author's Note :

Guess what Izraa will do? Will Syila lose her honor?

Wait for the next part.