Crazy Love of the Actor
Section 17: Pathetic

Syila got up early and went running, she didn't want to do anything but inevitably she had to keep exercising to forget about her heavy love.

While running, Syila accidentally passed a park in this villa, children's playground. Maybe because it is not the holiday season, so, no one plays in the park, so Izraa, the actual object that Syila noticed was using the park as a place of martial arts training can be free without having to be disturbed.

There was something that made Syila stop her legs to continue jogging. That was, Izraa's attitude in martial arts made her look very gallant, the attack of ideas that befell Syila's brain, wanting to make her rush to write a new title.

He smiled, picked up his cell phone, opened the note app, and then he started writing the title, so focused he was not consciously sitting on the sidewalk.

“Surely only fake relationship?” Doctor Kevin, he was already in front of Syila, Syila who just realized immediately stood up and began to feel sad again.

“Hai, Doc.” Syila smile.

“Jogging together?” Doctor Kevin asked.

“Bby.” They started running together.

“You're starting to like it.” Running that was not tight, making them able to chat.

“Who?” Syila asked.

“Izraa.”

“Oh .. no.” Syila begins to feel tired of explaining to someone who is clearly not who anymore than the ex.

“Then why is that amazed look so obvious?” Doctor Kevin sounded jealous.

“No, not a look of admiration, but a look of excitement, he is sometimes always my inspiration.” Syila said it lightly. Doctor Kevin stopped.

“Someone who builds your inspiration? certainly not a random person and important enough for you, right?” Kevin's doctor still forces Syila to confess her feelings, though Syila cannot explain, that she has no feelings.

“Dia? yeah, it's important, Doc. For me, he is not substituted for the character of this novel, I will fight anyone who dares to try to get him out of this project. That means he's for me.”

“You liked it unknowingly, Syil.” Dr. Kevin came to a conclusion.

“Compared to everyone, I wish the word never came out of someone's mouth that meant enough to me. Moreover, that person has no right to ask, if it is even true, it is none of your business, sorry, I have to go.” Syila left Doctor Kevin alone, surprised, the person who always had blind love for him, finally began to be able to leave him, in his heart, he was so afraid Syila finally left this relationship without certainty.

“Wah, virgin child early in the morning already jogging ajah, here breakfast Cil.” Andi pulled the exhausted looking Syila, Izraa and Hanum were already there, Izraa had even changed clothes.

“What hope?” Without passion he asked.

“Nation fried special.”

“Ok, I take a shower first.” Syila went into the room.

After 10 minutes Syila came out again, it turned out that Hanum and Izraa were still there, Izraa was seen not eating.

Syila took the plate and took her food, Izraa too.

“Waituin me yes?” Syila laughs to say to Izraa, she is just being ridiculed.

“Iya.” Izraa said it casually. Syila immediately turned back to look at Izraa's face, suddenly the two of them laughed out loud, this was the first time seeing them laughing together loosely.

Hanum looked at that with an annoyed look, he then left.

“Loves don't eat?” Syila was mocked after the two of them sat down together.

“Eat coc.”

“Oh udah.”

“Iya, again eat nih.” He pointed at Syila's plate, meaning that she was his lover.

Syila looked at Izraa and said, “Za, ticklish ah.” Izraa laughed crisply, Syila also came because seeing the laughter, it turns out that only a great fight can make them return ‘live’ again.

Juna and Doctor Kevin enter when Izraa and Syila have yet to finish their laugh.

“Wah early in the morning already dating aja.” Juna quipped, Syila instantly became gloomy back in her face.

“Hey, not back yet?” Andi drives away subtly.

“Not yet, will you want a vacation with Syila.” Juna sat next to Syila, so Syila was flanked by Juna and Izraa.

“Tau me, relax anyway.”

“Jun, you disturb tau.” Syila said it with annoyance while looking at Juna with a sharp look.

“Chill aja Cila.” Juna holds Syila's head, reflexes, the thing she always does.

“Jun, you want your hand to be broken like first time SMA?” Izraa said it without looking, Juna was shocked to instantly remove his hand from Syila's head.

“Casual My Boss, I used to do this to Syila.” Juna reasoned.

“From now on, don't do it.” Juna said it coldly again.

“We want to say goodbye, just relax.” Doctor Kevin mediates.

“Good.” Izraa responded coldly.

“Syil, but I want to talk to both of you first, can?” Dr. Kevin asked carefully. Izraa wanted to answer, but Shila answered.

“Ok, I eat first yes. “ Syila smiled at Izraa, as if telling her that everything would be fine.

After she finished eating, Syila went with Dr. Kevin, leaving the others behind.

They chose to sit in the garden near the villa.

“What else is it, Doc?” Syila tried to smile.

“Syil, should we really finish?” Doctor Kevin asks the question that makes Syila stunned, whether they are still in this painful relationship.

“We've finished it long enough, right, Doc?”

“Syil, you understand my question, that we will never really finish, you said that will wait for me, then why are you running now.”

“Dok, do not say as if I am a cheap woman, you and your lover should be happy, why?! since you've sacrificed one person who should be happy by your side, so don't act like you're the victim, I'm your victim, remember that, so you don't have the right to talk like I'm cheating on you with Izraa, he's a good guy, a good friend, we're not lovers, but I'm comfortable with him as a friend, don't bother my friend. Is that clear enough?” Syila felt depressed by the attitude of Doctor Kevin who pressured her continuously, while he gave certainty alone could not, but forced Syila to wait, what a real selfishness.

Syila walked in with incantation steps, she would step out of this relationship, that was enough.

Syila then returned to the room with a flat face only, she passed through all the remains with a charming smile.

“Gue finish the shirt first yes, Za, Ndi, you guys too, we move the location at tenth, right?” Syila walked but was restrained by Juna's words.

“Gue can come, Syil?” Juna asked innocently.

“According to you? if you come, I'm sure there won't be me on location until you leave.”

Juna was shocked by Syila's harsh words.

“Syil, am I your friend.”

“Then, you've broken it up since trapping me in a forced relationship.” Syila finally went to the room and slammed the door.

“Lu mening go deh, you know, if Cila already said no, it means 'no, you want him to wrath?”

“Please me, Ndi.”

“My grandfather, nolongin lu mulu, if you sincerely love Syila, stop making love with you, love can not be forced Jun, love comes from a sincere heart, love, Cila already maapin you many times, lest he finally shut down access to you perfectly, meaning he will not want to see you again, find another girl deh, so, Cila will never belong to you.” Andi left as well, Juna was humiliated.

Izraa was also about to go to her room.

“Jagain Syila ya Za, sorry I bother you guys.” Juna said it and left.

[She doesn't need to be taken care of, she's a stronger woman than you think, a fool.] Izraa said it in his heart, that was his thought.

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Loving without being loved is exhausting, as much as I tell you that I love you, you stay far away. I'mtired.