
Breakfast was tiring for Syila because she knew, there must be a question, a question that sucks.
"Syil, Papi udh doesn't mind at all about your relationship and Izraa."
"We have broken up Pi, did Papi tell that time, so Syila just broke up."
"Cil, you just broke up, now you can come back again anyway, you just have to try."
"Pi, is Papi willing to let Syila lower her self-esteem to return to Izraa? anyway just because he's the son of the head of the foundation, Papi is now even changing drastically."
"Eh not because of that Papi changed drastically, but seeing how much he cared about you, so Papi agreed."
"If Izraa wasn't Mr. Hansyar's son, would Papi still agree?"
"Papi will see his family first, if the seedlings bebet, the weight is good, Papi will still agree, the family background is only complementary to Papi Syil, the most important thing is his attitude to you, Papi, able to love, love, protect and respect you no, if not yes Papi would refuse even though the son of the Chairman of the Foundation."
Syila was silent, even though Syila knew that Papi was not an authoritarian in leading the household, she would still leave the decision to Syila, she said, but the way Papi led Syila to consider her options was also sometimes too strong.
"Syila is still in a relationship with Izraa Pi, but do not ever expect much yes, because the courtship was not yet know about marriage."
"No, you lied to Papi, but Papi will not be angry this time, just for this time yes, about dating, not good for long, should be immediately memorized."
"Battle!" Syila was upset that her papa asked for more.
"Udah-udah Pi, is not it good news also Syila is still in contact with Izraa, do not pass the boundary again ya." Mami finally intervened to defend Syila.
This breakfast is actually four but the heated debate is always between Syila and her papi.
"Yes, the important thing is that you should be wiser in your dealings with Izraa not to have to run aground again, like Kev used to be.... "
"Pi, enough." Mami interrupts her husband's words, because she knows clearly, Syila's separation from Kevin, while papi doesn't know, because Syila is afraid that papi knows the truth, but she does, Kevin will be hostile by papi and maybe his career will end, that's what Syila thinks first, in fact Kevin's career will be fine Because he is dating Sofia.
Breakfast was over, Syila prepared to return to the apartment, she was picked up by Andi.
After preparing all the equipment that is quite a lot, according to the promise papi after Syila agreed to the house of the Chairman of the Foundation of the hospital, papi must agree with the condition Syila, that family dinner every two weeks, once a week, not once a week, again. Syila wanted to pursue the writing deadline, so it needed a more private place.
When everything is done, Syila and Andi head to the apartment, not how long until.
Andi stays at the apartment to accompany Syila until later tonight she will go home.
"Syil what the hell is it? how do you look like you've been sprained from that?" Andi asked while eating the instant noodles she had just made.
"Lu know, the lunch event yesterday with the Chairman of the Hospital Foundation, it turns out to make me know who the child they will marry me."
"Who?"
"Izraa!"
"Mampus you!?" Andi knew, if only their relationship was out of love, it must be something like this to be happy, but for Syila, in this case only Izraa benefited.
While for Syila their love story is only because of compulsion, if finally must be together in the marriage bond will certainly be the door of suffering for Syila.
"Gue already told papi we are still dating, meaning that he is not too fussy, but the ends are forced marriage quarry."
"Cil, pity, so sad is your love story."
"By the way about the love story, you know that her sister Izraa turns out to be Sofia."
"Sofia who's Cil?"
"Oh yeah, Sofia's Kevin's girlfriend."
"New boyfriend?"
"No, Sofia's Winda, that's Sofia, maybe her full name or something."
"Huh?! do you want to be married to her brother who already called your girlfriend? Wow very complicated fate of your romance Cil."
"But there's something going on in my heart and mind, it's about Izraa."
"Kenape again die Cil?"
"I guess Izraa didn't get along with his family, then there was an incident, so Izraa came suddenly he was like my family was called, he broke in and got angry, so Izraa came, keep his sister to say thank you also to me, I think Izraa has long not come home, so their reaction saw Izraa come home tuh sad."
"You care?" Andi wonder.
"More curious is Ndi."
"Ati-ati kejakbak equally your curiosity is yes."
"Hmm, I just want to know why he can't get along with it."
"It's none of your business, once the movie project is over, your relationship is over, game over, inget it."
"It's my goal, just calm down."
…
Today Syila's schedule came to the location of the cancel, because the deadline was really on the edge, she had to finish the next novel immediately, even though this had exceeded her target of one book a year, he said, but he wants to surpass his own record by scoring two books in one year.
After four hours of writing, he realized he had not eaten since morning, when he saw the clock, it was one noon, he then looked into the kitchen, saw what could be eaten, and then saw what was, there was only instant noodles, Syila finally made the existing one as lunch.
After she finished cooking, she ate and cleaned the place, when she was done, Syila took a short break because she did not want any problems with her digestion, along with that she saw a mobile phone, strange, she thought. Kok, there is not a single message from Izraa, if in thought it had been two days Izraa did not look for it, usually he always called, sent a short message or even came.
Was Izraa that busy on set? Is there a problem with him not contacting Syila, is it because of his family problems? Or was there another problem, was there a woman accompanying him at this time so he forgot to contact Syila?
“Astagfirullah!” Syila patted her face, why is she wearing a no-no, Izraa is just a forced girlfriend, why should I be busy thinking about her not contacting?
By accident he turned out to be opening a search engine and typing the name Izraa, he opened the profile Izraa on Wikipedia, he just wanted to make sure who his parents were, it turned out to be true Mr. Hansyar, but his mother's name was different, the name was different, not the name of his wife's maiden Mr Hansyar, does that mean his wife Mr Hansyar is Izraa's stepmother?
“This is why I open a new browser to Wikipedia anyway!” Syila was completely unaware of having been very curious about the Izraa family, “why I should care, bodo very, bodo very!”
Syila tried to gather her energy and mind to re-write, why she has been thinking about Izraa too often lately, Syila felt she had to get back on the right track, not having any feelings for her forced lover.
While in a distant place at the same time Izraa also noticed her mobile phone, she was not looking at social media, she was waiting, someone contacted her.
The manager approached him and asked.
“Why you, from yesterday mulu.”
“No, it's okay?”
“What because Syila did not come to the location?”
“Neither, I can come to his apartment if you want.”
“Keep why?”
“Nothing kok.” Izraa covered up what she really felt.
“Gue yesterday read a good book, you read it, the title is left behind, the work of famous authors, the same class as Syila.” Manager Izraa also likes to read, which is why they both fit in
“Oh yes, the story is about what?”
“So there is a man who has high dreams so as the main character of the novel, because he is too busy chasing his dreams, he so forgets the people around him, about how they are always there but ignored.”
“Oh yes, interesting.”
“Yes, so this is a story about self healing and grateful for what we already have. So there is one scene that I think is quite iconic, where the woman who always nemenin the man from the bottom, has long anyway nemeninnya, finally tired and want to decide to go, he said, but before that he wants to make sure of something, he wants to give a test to the main character's man, whether the man is love or not to him, because it could be, right, the man is in love but I'm sidetracked it is the same dream.”
“Test of the chick what?” izraa looked curious
“So the girl took dong the main role guy in this novel, then they ordered food, but the girl told her son to order, the girl said, order for him, please, dong desen food with the man, the food has arrived, the girl nanya to the man, is he sure this is delicious, meaning the food that the main character ordered, the man answered, he said, it's delicious, you know, I love the food.
The girl finally ate the boy's pesenan and suddenly about ten minutes later the girl was short of breath, the man panicked, he called an ambulance, after being examined it turned out that the woman was allergic to shrimp! So the main character's man turned out to have been grilled to eat the same of them both, big shrimp that, in his novel in the description of what kind of shrimp.
The doctor said, the girl fortunately survived because her man hurriedly called an ambulance, so could be helped.”
“Kok the man did not know that the girl was allergic to shrimp, whereas you said earlier, the girl was long ago nemenin the man.”
“Pinter, that was the test, for the man, he wanted to know, if it was that simple, the man he had been with all this time knew, at the time the man ordered the shrimp, he said, the girl already knew the answer, if she had to leave the guy, you know, when the guy asked her if she knew she was allergic to shrimp, she answered, you know, and why is she still eating her horse, she said, because for me love is like life and death, even though it is near death, I just want to know, what love I feel, what love I feel, just like you feel.
I'm sure if it's a man, it will be very similar what the woman said, because in principle, if we love someone, surely we will always be curious about what they like, what is not liked and what bothers the person we like it, if the person we like is not that curious about ourselves, it means that love claps one hand, yes?”
Izraa was silent, actually that was what had been bothering him for two days, he felt a great need for Syila after meeting people whom he had not met for ten years, but Syila was like she did not care, Syila did not even ask, about the miserable meeting, not asking if it was true that they were her parents and sister, Syila did not contact her at all.
Izraa knew Syila did not love him, but whether the relationship that had been established for the past nine months did not make Syila care a little about Izraa, as a friend was enough for Izraa, as a friend, because friends care, but Syila doesn't care at all.
Six months of introductions and three months of relationships, still making Syila not care at all about Izraa, Izraa became a little chaotic because of this, the sense of being ignored that Izraa could finally feel, Izraa said, but it turns out that taste is not good.
“Za, are you sure ok?” His manager was making Izraa's daydreams crumble.
“Gue ok, let's start taking again.” Izraa stood up and just put down her mobile phone.
…
“Num, what's the location?” Hanum stops by Syila's apartment with Kak Alzam, they get back together after Hanum tries to conquer her brother Syila's heart, so turned upside down since the incident Hanum was caught threatening Syila first, Hanum goes after Alzam because he begins to feel that Alzam loves him sincerely, Syila and Hanum's relationship becomes much better and closer.
“Have been two days Syil, already miss aja, kangen set what kangen Izraa?” Hanum.
“If Izraa is very easy, live phone people will also come here.”
“Syuting goes well Syil, Izraa is getting cool acting, oh yes, one more, since dating ama lu, he so changed, yesterday he wanted to loh, invited to eat malem together, and, everyone is cool he became more friendly, want to eat with us.”
“Hah? He wants to be invited? Tumben.” Syila felt a strange vibe, upset, upset what this was, she asked in her heart.
“Iya, he also started warm to all the team, crazy, Syila is cool, can change Izraa.” Hanum was still amazed, he was actually not wrong, but he did not understand, that it was not a pleasant change for Syila.
[Said Hanum, Izraa being warm to all the team, you could say, all the members of their team are mostly women, does that mean Izraa being warm to all the women? Is it because he is healed so now he feels he can love many women! So that's why Izraa hasn't contacted me these two days, for having fun with other women? I am the reason she was healed, now she is just like the other women, what a natural trait she looks like! Good, he doesn't bother me anymore, but he should have decided I was, he should have been wise, it used to be dark because he couldn't feel love, whether it was because of the light of the feeling of love, he's so greedy to love a lot of women, it's not good!] Syila muttered in her heart, angry.
When Syila was pensive, Hanum and Alzam were watching, there was a message coming in, Syila was lazy to actually see, definitely from the greedy man.
[Syila this is Izraa's mom, tomorrow there's time, Auntie wants to see you.] Syila was shocked, her mobile phone almost came off because of shock, her mother Izraa asked for a meeting, well what else is this, but refused it feels disrespectful.
[Iya Aunty can, but tomorrow Syila to the set early in the afternoon, has been absent for two days due to the nulis deadline. She's meeting tonight can Tan?] Reply Syila.
[By, the place where Auntie would like to know. Thanks Syila.]
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Author's Note :
Of course, love is slowly present for a desolate soul.
L