Crazy Love of the Actor
Section 61: Perpetrator 16

“I just want to talk for a minute, just a minute, I beg.” Izraa said outside Syila's room, she was screaming like crazy, it had been 2 weeks they had not met, Syila had never accepted Izraa's arrival, Izraa was starting to go crazy, because he needs to see a lover who is not his lover. Just want to know the situation.

“We moved the hospital only, quietly, how?” Alzam asked Mami and Syila, Syila who was still not able to move her hand as usual just stared blankly, she was still looking for a way how to heal her hand, she just wanted her hand to recover, she just wanted her hand to recover, he was so tormented at not being able to write, he was so depressed to imagine that his hand could not recover.

“Kak, I'll talk to him.” Syila said after days of not letting Izraa in.

“Ngak Syil! I won't let him go back to your life!” Alzam was out against.

“He'll make a scene, he's crazier than you think, the only thing holding him back from breaking that door is guilt, you don't know him, I'll stop him, I'll stop him, I don't want to run anymore. I'm tired of having to run.”

“Let them meet Zam, Syila promise that you won't get back together, I won't give you my blessing.” Mami gave the conditions.

“I promise, Mi.”

Alzam and Mami finally open the door to Syila's treatment room and let Izraa in.

Mami and Alzam just opened the door without reprimanding her and they both came out.

Izra immediately walked in and saw Syila in her bed, staring ahead.

“You can talk quietly now.” Syila without looking at him speak, Izra sat beside Syila's bed, facing her.

“I want to see you, are you okay? I miss, very miss.”

“You're just being controlled by your illness, you're just missing that ripple, that ripple that is able to break your deadlock about cravings, I'm not a cure, I just happen to feel like a cure, after all you can live with that disease for decades, what a difference it makes now if you live decades more without me, your medicine.”

“How's your hand? Is ...”

“My hands are not the problem, Za. My hands are just the process of awakening me to stupidity. I was selfish as you said, I was too selfish to let my body become a victim of the medicine that he said you needed so much.

I shouldn't have let my body be your medicine, because that's not what it does, Za, I want us to be separated. Maybe this is a bit awkward, because we both never really had each other, didn't really have feelings as lovers, we did this relationship on the basis of many reasons. You and I because of your medicine, and me and you because of that movie, we're wrong Za, this relationship is too many reasons to be able to get to love, it feels impossible, because love is for no reason.” Syila looked at Izraa, she was silent looking at Syila, feeling pain she had never felt, heartbreak, tightness, but her male soul was holding back from crying.

“Your hand is .... alright?”

“It's not your fault my hands still don't work, even if I can't write anymore, it's not your fault, there's nothing wrong here, not even Fenita, even, I'm sure there's a very strong reason he did it, lucky we can still survive and Fenita's arrested, that's fair enough.

Let us forgive ourselves each, we live life fairly and unselfishly again.”

“I want to be by your side, only until your hand is healed, I will go after ...”

“Juna gave a condition for the money, although the money eventually returned, but the condition could not be canceled, I am not a loser who broke the promise. I accept those terms, then I'll keep.”

“You mean?!” Izraa got up from sitting and asked, his heart was beating irregularly, he felt able to guess what Juna's conditions were.

“Juna is a good man, from a good family, I know him for a long time, Juna is right Za. That, I fit him best, it's undeniable, he took care of me all this time, although it's a little annoying, but he's always there when I need to, he's also a good guy, too, even want to try that much money for me to help, my love, that's all she knows, even though we just pretend to be dating.”

“You're going to marry him?!” Izraa guessed with a reddened face, her eyes blocked in anger.

Syila looked at Izraa deeply and then said, “Za, I love you as an acquaintance who's been waking up with me for almost a year now, filming it, pretend courtship, Aldo and Fenita, what an impressive time, we can still be friends, we ..”

“You're going to marry him!” Izraa asked again, more slowly but with great emphasis.

Syila nodded without looking at Izraa.

“You turned yourself in just for money?” Izraa again hurt Syila.

Syila looked at Izraa, “Because to you I am only an object of healing, then it is as low as I am in your eyes. My fault, from the beginning of giving you permission to harass me through our pretend relationship, I was too naive to let you fantasize with my body, I was too naive to want to help you, I was too naive, ahhh.” Shila grimaced as the stab wound on her shoulder hurt, Izraa held onto Syila's body which almost fell from her seat.

“I don't know what this feeling is, is it just a hope healed, or true love, but all I know, I miss you so much, I miss you so much, I just want to see your face and now that I've seen your face, I'll keep doing it, even on your wedding day, if the risk is losing your face and brother, then I'll take the risk, you make two families will hate each other, I DON'T CARE, I'LL KEEP CHASING YOU even if the end is hell, because that crazy I want you!” Izraa came out, there was already a mother and Alzam who had just returned, they understood with the angry look of Izraa.

“I will never take off aunty, I owe a debt of gratitude, lives must be paid for lives, I do not care anything other than that.” Izraa said it and left.

“What makes you cry! What he said!” Alzam's crazy.

“I, I, I ..”

“What are you guys separated?” Mami understands.

Syila was crying louder, mom was hugging her, Syila didn't understand either, she just felt pain in the chest, looking at Izraa's back after she said she wanted to break up, it was really hard, really hard, Syila did not understand how she felt.

“That's the best Syil, I won't let her get close to you again, I'll never let her get close to you again. We'll move hospitals, if we need to move house or temporarily in your apartment. I don't want you to see him again, you understand!” Alzam uses his power as a brother to manage his younger brother.

Syila just nodded, whatever, she was now a person with special needs, unable to do things on her own because her hands were still not functioning properly.

...

“I've investigated everything Za, what the management did to her sister Fenita, Rey.” Izraa's manager came to Izraa's apartment, he had already collected the data that Izraa had requested secretly, because what he had done to the person who threatened his talent, was usually done in secret by the strategy section. They did keep Izraa who was their number 1 actor with the highest income.

“What did they do to Rey?”

“Rey is right to have spread fake news if you are her lover, she even showed a photo of you who.

“She means taking a picture of me secretly while in that hotel room, then?”

“Management knows she has the photo, because after the news you're a male lover is spread, the management immediately acts quickly, he said, they begin to investigate Rey and find out that Rey has spread a picture of you bare-chested and spread fake news in an online group, he said you were a man who loved him very much and you gave him a lot of gifts, as proof Rey gave you that indecent picture of you.”

“Ok, it's his fault, so the management acted hard. Then where is he now?” Izraa wants to know.

“But the management action is also not exactly true, Za.”

“What do they do?”

“Management forced Rey to give the photo to them because management was sure, Rey had a photo worse than that, management also believes that you .. do like men.”

“Ah jerk! Why don't they ask me!” Izraa was annoyed, because this was really more complicated than he had imagined.

“Because you're their number 1 actor, your comfort is the thing they take care of the most, you're guarded very carefully, they've chosen to silence Rey rather than corner you.”

“What did they do to Rey?” Izraa asked again.

“They begin to attack Rey and her family, behind open the disgrace of the family, they were once a whole family, but the affair of her father Rey opened by the management, making the Rey family a messy family, his parents divorced because of the news spread by the management.

Rey still does not want to give the photos, although it has been threatened to make her brother, Fenita, can no longer continue his music career in his own country, he said, the management threatened to make sure that none of the music companies in our country would finance his brother's career here, you know, if the management had that power.

Rey still undaunted, she still refused to delete the post in the online group and still did not want to give her picture, until finally there was a chase on the campus, Rey ran towards the roof of the campus, the management lined up, urging him and Rey to still hang on for the photos of Za, until finally he chose to jump from the campus building.”

“What! is Rey still alive? Because Fenita said Rey was alive she said there was a sister and her mother at home, her sister just ... special needs.” Izraa just remembered that.

“Yes, his sister is still alive, although he had suffered brain stem damage that made him lose his body functions completely. His whole body was deformed, he was alive but .. like a dead man, he could only lie in his bed.”

Izraa was silent, he didn't know that at all, he really didn't know that.

“I think this has indeed become a strong foundation for Fenita to do all this, even though her actions were wrong and I cannot understand, she harmed you. Rey is an accomplished student, she has participated in many scientific olympics, but yes .. she likes you too much, to finally make a mistake. He's already got a penalty for his slander on you, although it's very hard, but Fenita is taking revenge on the wrong person, not you he should be pursuing, but management.”

“I don't know what else to do, I have a hard time hating Fenita if Rey even has such a heavy condition, I ... what to do!” Izraa was confused and confused.

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Author's Note :

As hard as letting you go in your past, I know, your past is brighter and might be able to give you anything you want and need, but I, I love you so much, want you so much, so much, can I be with you? (Izraa)