Crazy Love of the Actor
Section 46: The culprit

“Om, Aunt, Izraa how?” Syila who is actually not white right, came by running, making everyone worried, because she was also not in good condition. It was still very early, Syila could not even sleep all night and forced to come as soon as Izraa was shot, papi held him until dawn, then they prayed and then, after that, papi immediately drove Syila to the hospital.

Syila forced her to come, although her father had warned that Syila was also still in a state of recovery. So, it can't move much or strain.

“Just finished, he's past the critical period, you don't run around, just recovered isn't it?” Izraa's papa asked Syila to come to the hospital room, everyone followed them.

Izraa is still not awake, the VVIP room is certainly very spacious, so that everyone can enter and wait for Izraa who is still asleep. He's already in the inhouse.

“Syila this is Fenita, she found Izraa on the street near your house, she called the ambulance and the Police.” Her mother Izraa introduced Fenita.

“Oh hello, thank you for helping Izraa.” Syila said kindly. Fenita hands out for introductions. He sat down beside Syila.

“You okay?” Fenita asked, because Syila looked pale.

“Yes, I'm fine.”

“You can rest easy now, because the Doctor said that Izraa is stable.” Fenita behaves like a sister, her face is beautiful, her character is graceful, her speech is soothing. Syila smiled, as she knew, her heart felt that, Fenita was a good woman.

Mami and Papi Syila finally came home, Fenita also said goodbye because she had waited long enough in the hospital and Izraa had not woke up too, too, so he said goodbye because there are several work schedules that must be met.

Syila drove him to the hospital lobby.

“Fenita thank you yes, you really helped Izraa, if it's too late, I don't know what will happen to her.”

“Syila, everything is predestined by God, so you take it easy, yes, if God sends people to help others who are wretched, then that person is meant to stay healthy. You're so pale, you should take care of yourself. Later if your lover wakes up to see you this pale, he will definitely regret for having made you worry.”

“Fenita you are a good person, may you always be healthy and protected by God yes.” Syila hugged Fenita and they both said goodbye.

Syila returned to the hospital room where Izraa was still asleep.

Izraa's parents are gone, they rest in another VVIP room because they are tired all night sleeping sharing a sofa, waiting for Izraa who just entered the inpatient room.

Syila approached Izraa's bed, she sat down beside her, looking at Izraa, how pale that handsome face was. Syila was crying, what she was crying about was, it was still near Syila's house, but she didn't even know.

Izraa is always there in difficult times, but Syila is always alpa in difficult times Izraa.

Shila rubbed the face, looked at it deeply and prayed with her eyes closed, in her prayer she asked God that Izraa could be fine and healthy again.

"Za, wake up, I promise, if you can be healthy and recover as before, I promise to be much better with you, I will learn to open my heart to you, I beg Za, don't leave me like this, I really don't want you to get sick. It hurts my heart to see you so weak." Syila said as she tearfully, she really dislikes this situation, she and Izraa are both sick.

Before long he was closed, as his eyes closed, he felt that someone was touching his face, wiping away the tears.

Syila opened her eyes, seeing Izraa smilingly staring at her with a forced smile.

“Za ..”

“I’m ok,” Izraa says.

“No, that must have hurt a lot, right?” Syila cried, her tears could not be contained anymore. Although he was actually also embarrassed, his words turned out to be heard.

Izraa smiled and still rubbed Syila's face. Syila immediately pressed the call button for medical personnel, she wanted Izraa checked immediately.

Some doctors came with some nurses.

They checked Izraa's condition, Syila stepped aside for a moment, not long after Andi came, she accompanied Syila while the Doctor was examining the Crown Prince of this hospital.

“Where did it happen? Why can you replace it anyway, yesterday you were kidnapped, now Izraa who was shot, how heavy you guys live after meeting.”

Andi's speech made Syila flinch, no one heard that but Syila, but the words felt right.

Izraa's parents came, they talked to the Doctors afterwards in a different room, leaving Syila with Izraa, who was, Andi was busy with Syila's schedule on the sofa of the in-room which was a bit away from where Izraa was lying. Syila sat back beside Izraa's bed and gave her a drink, and Izraa sat up straight.

“What happened that night? my home area is too safe for a lawyer, you know, to enter my home complex only you need to put an identity card.” After being sad, Syila's logic came back, she was astonished, because for a dozen years, this was the first incident to happen.

“Not only one, there are several people who come, one of them carries a firearm, it is impossible if this is just a stunt, this is as planned.”

“You will continue this issue?”

“Do you think?” Izraa asked.

“Hust! We must know who is behind this attack.”

“We started from the security guarding the complex, I know this area is already outside my home complex, but to get to the highway, you still have to drive for ten minutes, so there should still be security back and forth to check the situation even though this is outside the complex, but has not entered the highway.”

“Ya, you're right.”

“This is because of authorship instinct, or are you really worried about me?” Izraa was out of the topic they were talking about.

“Protected feeling, because you came to my house, so this attack happened.” Syila refused to say this was a rebuttal, she believed it was an assault. But Syila again did not keep her promise, even though she had promised to be better to Izraa, she still covered her worries.

“Alright, it makes more sense.” There was a disappointed look on Izraa's face.

…

“This is Fenita, she was the one who helped you when the sealing happened, Za.” Syila, who was in Izraa's room for two days, introduced the woman who helped her.

Fenita came to see again after two days of Izraa being treated, many media came to cover, this news was leaked, but I don't know who made this news sniffed the media, when this news should not come out. Syila was afraid that the film project would fall apart due to unbalanced reporting, while the police still set this as a case of legalization, because there was no indication of murder, Izraa has given a statement that he has no suspected enemies.

“Oh yes, thank you, I remember your face a little because when I asked for help, you immediately called an ambulance, after I forgot.” Izraa thanked me.

“Yes, I was also shocked that night, the area was usually safe, although I was not always in the neighborhood, but I knew that the environment there was safe.” Fenita makes this suspicious couple more convinced.

“Yes that's why, we intend to investigate Fen,” Syila said.

“Wah very exciting, if you need my help, I am willing to help ya.” Fenita looks excited.

“Yes, I'll call you if you need help, but isn't that scary for you? Because it could be this dangerous.” Izraa looked worried at the spirit of these two beautiful young ladies.

“I'm tired of rehearsals and concerts, I'm looking for some fresh air, right?”

“Of course, the more heads, the better. After all Fenita was the one who was supposed to participate in this investigation Za, because she was the key witness who saw the faces of the perpetrators, he has also given his statement to the Police and finally the Police can sketch the face.” Syila looks happy, she feels Fenita is very similar to her.

“Quiet, don't move too rashly, you guys are two women, so should be careful.” Izraa reminded, it would be very dangerous if they were wondering why because they wanted to uncover this case.

After talking for a long time, Fenita said, Syila is still in Izraa's room.

“You're not tired? Don't want to go home and rest?” Izraa suddenly asked.

“No, I prefer it here, at home I have difficulty focusing writing.”

“Thinking me?” Izraa smiled.

“No, you know, if Papi doesn't like me to write, he likes to interrupt if I'm focusing on writing, if here I can freely write.” Syila smiled broadly. He still did not keep his promise.

“So you escaped here, not looking after me?” Izraa.

“What's wrong?” Syila asked.

“Yes, it could have been, but it should have been a matter of gratitude.” That is to say, again Izraa used for the pleasure of Syila alone, Izraa did not know that far from the desire to write, Syila was more afraid of being cheated again, fearing that Syila finally did not know Izraa wretched.

“You calculation.” Syila put her mouth out.

“I do your calculations and debt to me a lot. So be careful, when the time comes, I will bill, if I can't pay, I can ask for things beyond reason.”

“Call it, I can definitely pay, you know, I'm a rich man and my papa is rich too.” Syila boasted of a man who was obviously much richer than her. Even Syila's papa was paid by Izraa's papa.

Syila continued to write his book that had been pending long enough because of the many problems they faced. He wrote in front of Izraa.

The view outside the hospital is quite beautiful at night, Syila is happy to be in this room, looking at the beautiful city of Jakarta at night, wrote the word beautiful, beautiful, writing poetry that he had neglected because of lately difficulty writing love poems.

But somehow, these few days the love poem flows easily, either because of the night view of Jakarta from the window of the Izraa hospital room or because the man who secretly Shila looked at in his sleep, staring at how handsome the man looked, in his sleep alone was so adorable. Syila was not aware of being lost in the face of a man who did not want her to love, because loving him was a mistake, the man's love was pseudo, just because ‘sakit’ was the man who loved Syila, she said, Syila was the medicine that made the man have hope of recovery. To believe in love is stupid.

Don't you feel sorry for Syila, if she finally really loves Izraa, then her heart chooses to love, then if Izraa finally recovers and can recognize her love only as a medicine, once healed, then if Izraa finally gets well, medicine is no longer needed, Izraa can survive without medicine again, while Syila? his love may be lost again, his heart may be broken again, his soul will die.

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Author's Note :

Hearts far away, I love you.

O distant heart, I know you do not love me but love her.

O distant heart, I will give you up, to be happy.

But will you still remember me, as a soul that loves you completely, without rest and ends up being a dead soul.

Sorry for ever being in your life.