Crazy Love of the Actor
Section 11: Apologies
Syila stopped by the cafe Izraa subscription, she bought her coffee again, right that was drunk this morning with Hanum.
This was a series of attempts to apologize to Izraa.
After the coffee so, Syila hurried back to the set, it was a bit late, the plan was today only until 10, now it was half eleven o'clock in the evening, Andi just kept calling.
“Mana?” Syila has arrived at the location again, Andi hastily pulled Syila to get close to Izraa car, actually not his car, but a company car, a car that type a mini van that is quite large, this facility is part of the contract Izraa used to require if he would join a project.
“Bentar aja.” Syila pleads with Manager Izraa to allow her to board Izraa's car.
“She's badmood Madam Syila, don't deh meningan.”
“Iya know, precisely he is so because of me, please yes.” Syila.
“By the hell Shay, let me share the link to other artists deh, you again look for additional, right?” Andi persuaded, understanding Manager Izraa only holds Izraa, whereas usually the artist Manager can hold several artists to help publish.
“Yes, the link is for. Yehudah, beware of you, Ms. Syila.”
“Iya, promise.” Then the car door was opened by being shifted, Syila hurriedly entered without permission to Izraa. There her Assistant was sitting next to her, Syila asked the Assistant to come out for a while, Izraa saw sharply, how dare Syila throw away her assistant.
“Za.” Syila tried as hard as she could, something she had never done other than her sister.
“Ngapain lu.” I was immediately horned by Izraa's response.
Syila was sitting on the bench next to Izraa, they were separated the distance that is usually used for people to pass when going to sit in the back of the car, her car bench has armrests.
“Nih.” Syila gives Izraa's favorite coffee.
“Coffee again? You want to make my stomach acid go up!” Izraa.
“This I bought myself loh, do not use a courier, anyways, coffee this morning asked Hanum, right, so I buy it again, that makes me wrong, I think ..”
“So because of the empty coffee I gave Hanum, you think I'm the same as him?!” Izraa was upset again.
“Hah coffee is empty? Sorry, I was childish. So gini Za, Bang Aryo said that there are rumors about me who likes you, so because I'm kekeh ask you to be the main role, they say I'm your fans, you know, keep deliberately nyiapin this character in order to be able to decet-deket same you, it's a fitnah fall, so I say no feeling whatsoever, no feeling whatsoever, no, our relationship is purely professional and I chose you to be the lead role purely because of your ability in acting.
Then that brother Bang Aryo said I was jealous of Hanum, but it's not, so I said that I'm not your problem, it's not a problem, so I was talking to you, Za, sorry yes, sorry really, I didn't know that you didn't like Hanum.”
“Udah?” Izraa said in mimicry not caring.
“Gue try to straighten it, Za, I do not want our relationship to be awkward because of my mistakes. So please yes, accept my apology.” Syila gave back her cold coffee.
“Gue already drank your coffee this morning and I don't want any thanks because of this coffee, so can get out now?”
It doesn't seem easy to get an apology from Izraa.
“But, right, this is my apology, Za.”
“We are also not that short until we have to apologize just for trivial things. Out!”
Syila looked at Izraa with a disappointed and sad look. He was about to leave, opened the car door, but before that, “Here is his coffee.” Izraa pulled the coffee out of Syila's hand, before she actually got out of there.
“Hah?”
“This coffee!” Izraa was upset that Syila had not heard, Syila gave her the coffee and she knew her apology had been accepted.
“Thank you already sorry I.” Syila smile. Izraa just nodded, then Syila actually got off the car.
“Heh, your hands are very cold, next time you bring a cold drink with paper tissue, close the door!”
Syila smiled, in her heart she knew, there was a warm heart within that rudeness.
Because she was so panicked by Izraa's anger and rushed to buy coffee, Syila did not realize that her hands were cold because of the cold coffee glass she was carrying without paper tissue, now just felt, now freshly felt, it was cold in the palm of Syila's hand.
“Where?” Andi asked.
“Udah forgiven dong.”
“Lu why the hell?” Andi asked again.
“Why what?”
“Why is that important getting sorry from Izraa?”
“Hah? Yes, if I'm wrong, reasonable dong I'm sorry.”
“Masa? Same brother you, same me, same Juna even once, never you apologize if wrong, even often you do not realize if wrong.”
“Yes my dear, you are family, Juna is family, Izraa is a stranger, I humiliated him, you know, earlier. Truly I am not an adult apologizing, you also say, if the orientation**** he is different, it becomes more complete, deh, the reason for apologizing. You also told me to apologize, right?” Syila.
“That's yes, because he's a stranger, isn't it because he's a special person?”
“Hah! Crazy lu! Don't think that far as I am! Don't be nervous! Back yuk?”
“Recare? What house is this apartment?”
“Basic dissident child.”
…
Syila received an invitation to fill out the event as a speaker at an event on the famous campus of Jakarta.
The material is dissecting Syila's book which was once entered as a best seller 3 years in a row.
Syila is looking forward to this day actually, because she will be a speaker at the best campus in Jakarta and also in front of the person.
The man Syila greatly admired, Doctor Kevin Muhammad.
“Assalamualaikum Doc.” Syila greeted Doctor Kevin, he also happened to be a speaker at this event. Because of her session on Psychology and medical, Syila's best seller book is indeed about the life of someone who has a mental illness. While Dr. Kevin will discuss about the necessary drugs and not in patients with mental illness.
“Waalaikumsalam Syila, ready?” they were talking in the waiting room of the show's performers.
“It's ready, Doc. What about Doctor?”
“It is very ready, I have also re-read Syila's book, really I feel like reading a book from a Psychologist with a lot of experience.” Dr Kevin praised.
“Padahan mah, who makes novels is just a snot, yes Doc?” Syila.
“Times of snot, geniuses like this.”
“Ah Doc, can be aja.”
“Where's S2? When to continue?” Dr. Kevin asked again.
“Hmm, don't know yet, Doc.” Syila scratched her non-itchy head and covered the veil.
“Syila again what work?”
“Again filming action movies, Doc.”
“Wah great, has a lot of progress yes it turns." Doctor Kevin was one of his supporters when he decided not to continue medical school.
"Thank God, Doc."
Doctor Kevin's cell phone is ringing.
"Have a second, Doc. Kan, it hasn't started."
"Yes Shil, from Vinda."
"Yes Doc." The name that always makes Syila hurt.
Doctor Kevin picked up his cell phone.
[Darling, I'm just getting started.] Sayup Syila heard it. A darling that was once for her, long ago.
The show immediately started, Syila rushed up to the stage, Doctor Kevin also went up, they sat side by side, The Host started the opening, the opening, Syila is preparing for the questions that will be asked related to her book and also herself.
"Ok we will enter the question and answer session yes, the time and place are welcome to Ms. Asyila."
The host called Syila to come forward, Syila came forward and took the microphone that the Committee gave her.
"First question, please Mas's on the other end." A man stood up and asked a question after being summoned by the Host.
"Mbak Syila, my name is Agus, I am a big fan of books. Her book is very motivating, every book Madam Syila must be the main role of the woman is strong and strong, more or less like Madam Syila. My question is, does Madam Syila have a boyfriend?"
"Well, the question is very heavy, yes, if this one is up to Syila Ma'am, want to answer or not." The show's very wise.
"Well, before thank you Mas Agus already likes my work, but usually the main character created by a Writer is what he is not able to do in the real world, but usually the main character created by a Writer is what he is not able to do in the real world, so he poured it all to help him be as he wanted in writing, so if Mas Agus hopes me like the main character in the book, Mas Agus is wrong, I am far from it.
About girlfriends, I'm not dating." The answer sounds ambiguous.
"A lot of Agus? Is there any more?" The host asked.
"Syila, if for example I am going to bed?"
The room rumbled as the visitors shouted for the man's courage, surely Syila and everyone knew, the man was just joking.
"Byeah, I happen to open a vacancy for the editor." Everyone laughed because Syila answered smartly and was still polite, she did not want to insult others.
Mas Agus laughed and continued with the next question. Syila accidentally looked at Doctor Kevin, she was seen smiling because of this question and answer session.
Syila saw that very sweet smile. The only man who knows his true identity and accepts him for who he is should be with another woman.
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Author's Note :
If I knew that I loved you this painful, I would have better not know you from the beginning. (Asyila Sabil)