Crazy Love of the Actor
Part 13: The Woe
Syila waited for the doctor to complete his examination.
“Where to Doc?” Syila asked the Doctor who had finished checking.
“Nnothing, his leg is only a minor injury, two days rest also has been able to recover, kok.”
Syila sighed as well as everything that was still there.
The doctor came home, then Syila went into the room Izraa rested, when Izraa entered was awake and in a sitting position, his face grimaced, Syila heart said, Izraa must be in pain.
“Za.” Upon realizing Shila's presence, Izraa changed her nose to become flatter, as if to cover up that she was in pain.
“Gue is okay, really. The doctor told you, didn't he?”
“Iya-iya, you don't why-why a strong man.” Syila was mocked and sat on Izraa's bed but at her feet.
“Serious I.”
“Sorry yes, it should be before the shoot, I first check the real one, instead of believing the same crew.”
“That's not your responsibility.”
“Emang is not my responsibility, but I am the one who insists this scene is done, so yes because I insist on this, maybe they so do it carelessly because it becomes additional work, so yes, I should have stopped when I found out that this part is too premature preparation.” Syila felt guilty.
“If you refuse, there will definitely not be this scene, right, Syil?”
“Ok, anyway, cepet healed yes, filming will continue for scenes that have no elegance. I'm sure all will be waiting for you.”
Then Syila was about to come out, but before that Izraa called, “Syil .. thanks ya.” izraa said sincerely.
“Ya, equally.” Syila then rushed out.
“Where?” Bang Aryo the Director asked, it turns out that he is here again.
“Doctors only need two days to rest. We're shooting another one first, can we, Bang?” Syila.
“Ya can anyway, yaudah, the important 2 days yes.”
“Iya, two days only kok.”
Then Bang Aryo finally started meeting the schedule with all the Players, Syila was about to go home, but when going to the car, Hanum came back to him.
“What else is it?” Syila ketus, because she knew, Hanum already showed her real face. Syila is also not a religious woman once, Hanum is better dressed than Shila in the matter of hijab, her attitude is also polite and she is intelligent, but sometimes too annoying.
“You like, right, same Izraa?”
“Hah! Seriously you ask me something as trivial as gini?” Syila was upset, again the question, he then replied, "first, if I like, then why? it's none of your business. Second, you know, yesterday I was happy when I thought you guys were wrong. Third, can you focus on the same shoot?!”
“Which one is real? You like it and it's none of my business or you don't like it?” Hanum still sucks.
“Gue don't like it personally, I like it professionally, understand? I'm sure you're smart enough to understand that.” Syila got in the car and slammed the door.
“Die what else?” Andi who was already in the car asked.
“Custom to ask existences about my feelings to Om.”
“Still a stale thing.”
“Emang my attitude reflects such a thing, Ndi?” Syila asked.
“Yes, they don't know you, they don't know Izraa either, so they're just guessing from what they saw and heard, they try to understand according to their brain abilities.” Andi looks upset too, because she knows what Syila is like, as far as Andi knows, Syila only likes one man in her life and the feeling is not complete until now.
“Iya really, makes sense.”
“Yes please.” Although Juna is already very annoying, but for Syila, Juna is a friend who was there since she was small, Juna is one of the men who is very dear to Syila, even though, when she was pregnant again, when she was born again, syila was eager to throw the man into the sea.
Then they drive to a cafe in the center of Jakarta, Juna likes luxury cafes.
Once inside Syila and Andi already knew where to go, because Juna had told her where she was sitting.
When it was close, Syila just realized, it turns out there Dr. Kevin was also there, was sitting, Syila was silent, why should Juna take her?
“Ndi, Syil, I asked Doctor Kevin is okay, right?” Juna put on an innocent face, Syila glared at Juna, while Juna just smiled.
“From where, Syil?” Doctor Kevin asked.
“Abis filming.” Syila answered kindly. He also ordered drinks and food, and so did Andi.
“Cowok you where?” Juna suddenly asked a thing that Syila really did not want to talk about, especially Izraa was just a fake girlfriend.
“What the hell is you!” Syila gave a fist to Juna.
“Syila .. already have a girlfriend?” Dr. Kevin asked carefully.
“Udah Doc, know kok, the Izraa my cousin.” Juna still continues his trap, it turns out this is the reason he invited the meeting, Syila thought he wanted to improve the relationship, it was wrong Syila, he was too loyal to his friendship with Juna.
“Oh Izraa, wah, very worth yes.” Doctor Kevin's words cut Syila's heart.
While Syila cannot explain to Doctor Kevin that she has broken up with Izraa whose boyfriend lies in front of her father, she does not want Juna to know that she is done with Izraa despite dating a lie, but this false relationship gives Syila the advantage of avoiding a forced relationship with Juna. Hidup Syila is too complicated even though she is still very young.
“Apply yes, especially now again filming together, wow, dating mulu dong on set.” Juna continued to sow salt on the wound.
“Oh Izraa participated in the film adapted from your novel, Syil?” Doctor Kevin asked.
Syila just nodded, then drank the juice of her order.
“The main role again, he said you are quite cool yes Syil want to be Izraa the main role, he said, even you ask me to check the contract many times to make sure there are points where you have the right to determine the main role in the article on the contract, I didn't know that you intended to force Producer to be Izraa's lead role, it's because you wanted Izraa to be the lead role, right? so you can decet the same Izraa, yes?”
“Emang you think I'm that low, Jun? haven't we known long enough to know each character?” Syila was hooked, Juna just smiled cynically, he was replying to Syila, Juna is like a child if he is angry. Understand the spoiled rich kid.
“Jun, no one knows, Syila must have chosen Izraa because of her professionalism, but as filming progressed, maybe they started to be interested in each other.”
“Dok!” Syila has really been caught by Juna's trap, he deliberately invited Doctor Kevin who used to be his toughest rival, but knew that the two of them would never be able to unite, but knew that they would never be together, obviously the influence of Doctor Kevin for Syila is very deep, so he wants to hurt Syila with this meeting.
“This is with me, lu.” Andi pulled Juna away, she knew, Syila could be so wrathful if she didn't keep Juna away from this place.
“Nothing Syil, I understand that ...”
“Maybe for the Doctor, Syila means nothing, maybe for the Doctor, Syila's waiting is not valuable, maybe for the Doctor, Syila's feeling is just a monkey's love feeling. But one thing the doctor must know, make Syila very heavy forget our memories, even after a few years have passed. It all can not make Syila feel anything again to any man!”
“Syil, I'm happy if you're with a man as good as Izraa and I'm happy if you're happy with another man, I can't ask you to stay with me without certainty.”
“I hold on to this feeling not for anyone, I hold on for myself, Doc! So don't rule my life, Izraa and I don't have any relationship, Izraa just helped me to get away from my forced relationship with Juna yesterday, that's all.” Syila then rushed away, while Andi from afar immediately chased after his cousin.
The abandoned Doctor Kevin looked at Syila from a distance, within her face, there was a relieved smile, as she still had the young lady's heart.
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Author's Note :
They will not understand, so hard to be a person who loves without being loved again, sore because of having to fall in self-esteem, but unable to let go, even self-esteem no longer feels there.
Love is hard to interpret.
Even for the philosophers of the world let alone me who is just a romance.