
“Maybe we will schedule another second operation yes.” Papi talks to Syila at breakfast.
“Do I have to operate again?” Syila asked.
“Yes, should operation again, the faster the better.”
“Pi, how is therapy?”
“No can be just therapy son, because indeed the puncture wound is deep enough, we have to fix it gradually, the therapy only helps you to repair some parts, the rest still has to be treated with surgery.”
“Cil, follow what you need papi yes.” Alzam agrees with papi.
“Is there anything I don't know about my condition?” Syila finally asked the thing that made her curious all this time. Because papi and Alzam tend not to answer clearly the condition of Syila.
“Your hand is fine.” Papi tries to keep Syila calm.
“If my condition is fine, then why is therapy not much help?”
“Syil, already. don't think about anything else, now you have to stay focused on recovering, don't think about many other things, I'm afraid that you even become stressed and hamper your recovery.”
“Mi, Pi, Brother, my condition is severe right?” Syila insisted on getting the real answer.
“Syil ...”
“If papi does not want to tell you the actual condition, I will proceed to be operated on, I am not a minor who must get a guardian, I will not have to, I can refuse the operation and you have no right to force me.” Syila threatened, though,
“Syil!” Mami was upset to hear it and yelled at Syila because sudha was too big.
“Mi, enough! Balah Syila, I will explain your condition completely after breakfast, to my work space, I will explain it while showing you the results scan your hand.” Papi finally gave up.
“Pi!” Alzam disagrees.
“She deserves to know her condition as bad as anything.” Papi deliberately used a scary term to get Syila ready.
Breakfast was fast, then papi and Syila entered the workroom, Alzam did not allow entry, he wanted to talk to his son alone, just to talk to him, from heart to heart and perhaps this news will cut Syila's heart very hard.
The two of them entered the study, Syila sat on the sofa, not in front of the papi desk, they sat side by side.
Papi showed Shila's shoulder and hand X-ray.
“This is the part we operated on, after months of therapy, no repair, this tissue even more damaged.” Papi showed X-rays and pointed at the shoulder he was referring to.
“Why is the network even more damaged?”
“Possibly because your body rejected the results of the first operation as part of protection, remember that you have a disease ...”
“Auto immune.”
“Betul, when your immune system attacks the body, instead of protecting it, the operation makes your body's defense instead attack the tissue that we have repaired and maybe when we do the surgery again, in the next few months, it will attack the tissue that we have repaired, the tissue will again be damaged due to your disease problem.”
“I mean, how many operations did I do anyway, the possibility of the network being damaged again will exist and it could be, I will be forever disabled?” Syila fell silent, she trembled, because she knew everything Papi was talking about was not a joke, but a medical statement that a Doctor made to her patient.
“Syil, we will never know what miracle is ahead, we just need to try, maybe on this second try, you will heal and the tissue on your shoulder will not be damaged again, he said, I beg you, we must try again.”
“Papi want to see when to operate me? It'll be the second time, then the third, the fourth, the fifth and if it keeps going, I'll go crazy, because papi knows clearly, the surgery wound was very painful and of course it would traumatize me if done continuously.”
“Syil, you are young, we can definitely go through this, we have to do the most likely step even though the percentage of success is small, because as long as there is still a possibility, surely I will do for you.”
“Pi, Syila want to rest first yes.” Syila was about to get out of the papi office.
“Syil, this is about Izraa, I want you to continue this relationship again.”
“I don't want him to live happily while my son is sick like this, disturbing his stupidity, he has to take responsibility!” Papi looks angry.
“Pi, I am not pregnant until Izraa has to take responsibility and marry me, I decided to save her myself, so it is purely my fault, there is no contribution in this. I was wrong! and I would never marry him just because I knew no one would ever want me again after this disability. I'd rather live alone forever than be forced to marry the man responsible for my illness.”
Syila then went out of the room and was about to go into her room, she was really upset, she was very scared but she did not want to look weak and let Izraa be forced to marry her.
Syila entered the room and cried, something she had been holding back.
He felt lonely and had no one, he trusted no one anymore.
...
“I didn't think Za, how did the reporter know Syila was sick?” Bang Aryo looks riled up, because for several days Syila did not want to pick up the phone, PH and management promised Syila no one would bring up her illness in the event session yesterday, but they conceded.
“Syila is sad once.” Hanum was there, they were coming for a movie launching event in some places.
Izraa just kept quiet, she looked riled up and sad.
“Three days the film is showing, quite a lot of viewers, this will be good news for Syila.” Hanum said, “Alzam said, Syila was very excited to be present yesterday, but it must be broken with the attack of the damn reporter!” Hanum was upset again.
“Num, you brought a gift from PH and management yes, apologies, you are a courtesan in Syila's family, so I ask you please come to her and say our apologies.” Bang Aryo already knows that Hanum is dating her brother Syila.
“Yes, I will tell you, but these few days he is difficult to find, even Andi has never been seen again at home, said mami, Syila suspected Andi who was careless talking and finally the reporter knew, their relationship was very tenuous.”
“Wah Syila how can you lose your mind?” Bang Aryo was shocked.
“Bang, his name is also in a state of turmoil, we can not mistake him if he becomes lost sense.” Izraa who had been silent since then finally spoke up, he had a lot of restraint since yesterday, he really wanted to beat up people who dared to hurt Syila, but could not at that time.
“Num, I'm coming, I have to see the state of Syila.”
“No dong Za, you know that papi sama mami can't accept you anymore, so can't.”
“Gue to meet, we come suddenly only.”
“Za, you want me cut off by Alzam!” Hanum refuses and Izraa finds out that she can't rely on anyone right now.
Izraa then went outside the room where the artists took a break before a viewing session with fans was opened.
He wants to call Syila.
Izraa kept trying to contact Syila, but her cell phone was dead.
Syila really did not want to be disturbed, she then called Alzam, Alzam picked up after the third time.
[I have to talk to you, it's important.]
[You think since you're the son of the foundation's owner, you have the right to have us medics follow your orders?]
[I speak not as a son of a foundation owner, but I speak as one who cares deeply for your sister, because in this world, no one will ever care for your sister, as much as I do!" Izraa sounded firm.
[What do you want?!] Alzam relented, because of what Izraa said, it was hard to argue, papi and Alzam knew, there would be no more men who would most likely accept Shila later with his disability.
[I need to speak directly.]
[I'm off at 10pm tonight, meet me at the hospital,] Alzam is finally gone.
[I'll be there tonight.]
Then Izraa hung up on her cell phone, she had to get everyone on Syila's side, taking her side as well, because Syila would never try to get back to her if they didn't approve. Izraa will try his hardest.