Crazy Love of the Actor
Part 68: Split 6

This morning Syila was preparing to come to the prelaunching event, she then remembered the words of her mother Izraa to post a photo on her social media when wearing clothes that were bought yesterday, honestly, and honestly, for almost a month Syila has never put any status in her social media because she does not want her personal life known to anyone, she feels still less confident to just greet her readers, because his social media does contain more people who read his novel rather than people he knows personally.

Syila asks Andi to find a good place, she wants Andi to take pictures of her using the clothes she bought from Ana, she has also dressed herself, she has also dressed herself, there is no need to go to a salon because this is not a very big event.

“Here nice Syil.” Andi chose the right place on the balcony located on the 2nd floor, a balcony that did not stick to any room, they were forced to go up to the 2nd floor because Andi felt that the place was the best.

Then they started the photo, Syila looked clumsy, trying to hide her hand. Some of the photos in the can and everything was taken on the left side, Syila tried to hide her right hand, but if in the photo the right hand does not need to move, but the weak right hand does not work it, it is not, it must have seemed that it was accidentally photographed.

“Syil, why the hell should you hide your right hand? It hurts, I mean, you should share and tell all your fans that you're okay.

You don't read the comments on your social media, do you? Many fans of your novel ask, why do you rarely install status or story, they are waiting for you.”

“What do I need to post, Ndi? Tell me I'm disabled?” Syila was immediately upset, because everyone always asked him not to cover the situation, if they were natural would they be able to open about disability as easily as that?

“Not about defects! But about you surviving, you're in therapy and I'm sure, in the end, you'll be cured.”

“It's been a month and it feels like I almost died, I can't write at all! Among all people, it is you who should understand, it is not my hands that make me feel so inferior, but it is likely that I cannot write the song that struck me!” Syila cried, Andi fell silent.

Mami went up and heard all this before, she was devastated, because this situation really made her sick, her child was fragile, in her mind was reminded again the words of her husband, she was worried that Syila would be completely disabled, she was worried that she would be completely disabled, who else would be willing to accompany her, because of the disability, she could not be together forever with Syila, imagined the face of Izraa, the man who should be responsible for this all.

“It's time to leave, you use your mami car, not Syila's car, too small, the driver has been prepared, Andi you do not drive, just focus on keeping Syila.” Mami rules, they will ride a wider car, a car with a sliding door opening, a mami car, a birthday gift from papi this year.

Syila obeyed, her bag was carried by Andi, then they went down and got into the car. It took them 45 minutes to get to where they were headed.

“Syil, Izraa asked, we're already where, she knows we're coming?”

“Yes, her mom bought me clothes.”

“You multiplied again? Related ones ...”

“Ndi!” Syila reminded because there is a mami driver here.

“Gue answer?” Andi asked again.

“No need, mommy already gave permission to come, let me respect mami, she does not like Izraa.”

“Ok.” Then Andi finally let Syila calm down without asking any more questions.

The journey did not feel it had reached the destination, then Andi went down first, Syila's side car door opened, Andi wanted to help Syila to get down, because if viewed carefully, it looks very, very visible, if Syila's right hand can not be used even to just hold and get out of the car.

Andi reached out so that Syila could come down, but at the same second, there was suddenly another hand that grabbed Syila's shoulder and swept her down, unlike Andi who was waiting for her to extend a hand, so he was too late to take Syila out of that hand.

“Za, no need.” Syila tried to let go of herself so Izraa wouldn't have to help, but because of that her legs slipped, not stepping on the footing of the car properly because she spoke while looking at Izraa, she said, it actually makes Izraa so embrace him and managed to land his feet on the asphalt parking underground deserted, because that day, special parking is used only for all guests invited prelaunching film.

“I'm just trying to help, I'm afraid Andi is not strong if you slip, sure enough, you're tepeleset, you're sloppy.” Izraa was annoyed to see Syila instead trying to remove her embrace earlier and it was dangerous, because she could not hold on to her hand.

“Don't get too close Za, fear anyone's photos again.” Syila just said so, she tried to take off Izraa's embrace.

Andi pulled Syila's left hand, she didn't want Syila to be comfortable in Izraa's arms.

“We go in first, lest anyone see you come with your film writer, it will be a bad issue for the film, you should come with Hanum.” Andi reminded, he then brought Syila in.

When entering Syila is directed to a room devoted to invited guests of the PH section, while for artists the room is different.

Syila entered the room and saw a lot of people there, there was a Producer there was Director Bang Aryo.

“Syila!” Bang Aryo shouted and immediately took Syila from Andi and brought her closer to the Producer.

“Pak.” Syila just nodded and could not reach out for the salaman, “Sorry Sir, this is my hand ...”

“Ya dong Sir, this is again busy our therapy.” Andi replied, because Syila did not like her disability to be a pleasantries to chat.

“Izraa! Here, the artist's room is not here.” Bang Aryo was shocked, Izraa was here.

“Yes, I need to discuss some things with you and Syila.” Everyone knew, this was just an excuse, he missed the more reserved dissident woman terribly.

“What?” Bang Aryo asked.

“For a talk session so just me, Hanum and Syila?” Izraa asked.

“Yes, the three of you, I'll talk at the opening, before the movie starts.”

“Syila do you want to have your part talk session stopped?” Izraa asked, the others looked envious, because Izraa was so considerate.

“It's okay, I can kok.” Syila said sadly, even Izraa could not believe she could still speak well.

Syila removes the possibility that Izraa is only worried that Syila is uncomfortable, Syila remains in her position, will not open her heart again to her fake lover.

“Ok, I'm just making sure you don't mind and have to.”

“I have to keep a promise also to Ana, your mother gave this shirt and I feel I have to make this shirt look beautiful in front of many people, in return for my cultivation.”

“You don't need to do that if it's uncomfortable.”

“I feel, when I say I want to do, it means I can do it, you take it easy, I will not be embarrassed.”

“I never said you wouldn't be able to do it or feel afraid that you'd humiliate us, I don't care about the heads of those thousands of people, I only care about this one head.” Izraa pointed at Syila's head without touching it. After that he left, Izraa could not wait for the physically and mentally ill.

Syila just looked down, she held back tears, since she was sick, she had indeed become sensitive to anything, she felt always inferior, so every talk of people, felt like insulting her, she said, that could be support for him. But he is not to blame, he is not in good shape mentally.

Andi took a tissue and gave it to Syila, Syila rubbed the tip of her eye, for fear of damaging the makeup.

Then all the people called to enter the cinema, Syila sat in the VIP row at the big studio with the Producers, Directors, the main cast and also some big investors.

Bang Aryo got off because he was called to talk at the opening session, after which the film was screened.

Syila could not wait to see the whole film, she saw the big studia was full, surely among them there are readers of the novel who were impatient to see the film played.

Izraa and Hanum's acting is very natural, they play the role very well, Syila saw the audience amazed, even Izraa completed some action scenes very proficiently, he was a martial arts champion, he was a martial artist, so no wonder.

The film continues, the humor scenes always make the audience laugh, until finally, the film is quoted with the death of Izraa as the main character, the audience was filled and some were seen crying.

After finishing watching, the studio lights were turned on, the invitees, both from among the Entrepreneurs, Celebirtis and ordinary people were all enthusiastic.

Stool is reserved for Izraa, Hanum and Syila, Syila is sitting in the middle, her position is highlighted by light in very contemporary clothes, making her look in the spotlight for the audience and reporters.

Syila will be the first speaker, Andi asked Syila to be finished immediately and go home first.

Syila spoke enthusiastically, her seat remained slightly sideways to the right, to cover her hand that was not river, she did not want people to know, if she was disabled.

Because of an interesting welcome from Syila, although she now feels inferior due to disability, but her speech and intelligence are never lost.

After she finished speaking, suddenly one reporter shouted, "Sir Syila, is this really going to be the last project for novels and movies because of Kak Syila's hand that was deformed by an accident? Is that really the right hand?" Hearing that everyone looked tense, Syila was speechless, her left hand holding the microphone looked trembling, Syila did not expect there to be such an impolite reporter, Syila stood up she was about to leave, but having trouble because he was nervous about falling and his right hand could not support his body, he fell from his seat, so everyone could confirm that his hand was indeed deformed.

As Hanum ran and tried to wake up Syila, Hanum asked Izraa to retreat, because it would be a hard issue if Izraa who carried Syila, Hanum deftly grabbed his sister-in-law, she watched Syila stand up, Syila cried silently, Hanum whispered, "Don't you dare cry, you're a strong woman, don't show them you're weak, get up, and then leave gracefully, don't look shaky, you know!" Hanum does not want his sister-in-law to be a lot of people.

Syila walked away from the studio with tear-steady steps, after exiting the studio Andi pulled Syila's limp body and immediately took her to the elevator to get to the car. Syila just resigned to what Andi did, and, Syila could not think, she had already been humiliated so intensely.