Crazy Love of the Actor
Part 64: Split 2

“Today is therapy as usual right?” Syila asked because Andi had just arrived. Since Syila was sick, Ando most often accompanied, because if Alzam and Papi they were busy working, the world still revolved even though Syila felt her world stopped since not writing for several weeks.

If Mami, Syila is not too fond if the damping mami, the crybaby mami, Syila often sees the crying mami, it makes Syila even more frustrated, so Syila still wants Andi to accompany her, it all felt easy if only Andi who was by his side, Andi was not crybaby and always accompanied him jokingly.

“Iya, finish our therapy to the cafe yes, it has been a long time no coffee.”

“No, want to go straight to.”

“Mampir aja, do not drink there, but take my order drink aja.”

“Already, but I'm in the car only yes.”

“Ya, can then.”

Then the two of them finally went to the therapy place and did a series of therapies there, the results as usual, it still took a lot of time to be able to restore the function of her hands Syila as before, surgery needs to be done again as a follow-up action.

After finishing therapy, Andi directs their car to the cafe subscription, Syila waits in the parking lot, she does not want to go down, lazy to meet anyone, there is a sense of insecurity because of his hands.

Syila saw Andi go inside the cafe, then Syila just looked around, she looked at the window, which meant her gaze turned to the driver's bench.

Shortly after, Syila felt that Andi had entered the car because the car door was heard opening and closing again.

“Udah buy?” Syila then looked back at the driver's seat and was shocked.

“What do you want?” Syila asked, while the car had been driven so quickly, as if running away from something.

While Andi, who saw her car being driven, hurriedly ran from inside and shouted, she trembled at the thought of the last incident with Aldo, in which Syila was taken away.

“I just want to meet you.”

“Za ..” Syila became softer, it felt like she didn't have enough strength to fight anymore.

[Take it easy Ndi, this is izraa who brought it, you just go home, do not tell mami yes, later he will be angry to Izraa and his family.] Syila received Andi's call, while she and Izraa were already at the beach, her car was already parked on the beach.

“How are you?” Izraa started the conversation, Syila did not answer, but opened the car door, only for the air to enter, she did not want to run let alone run, her hands did not have enough energy to do such a thing.

“What is your hand still ...” Izraa spoke again, but Syila was immediately cut off.

“As you can see, still disabled.” Syila said sharply.

“I'm sorry ...”

“I would love to be angry with you, finding someone to blame is easier than accepting, that. If I decided to take Juna's advice from the beginning, that he wanted to call the police without us coming in, it wouldn't be like this.

I hit Fenita to save you, not you who asked or Fenita who pointed the knife, from the beginning I decided and I had to bear the risk.

So you don't have to feel guilty.”

“But why don't you want to see me?” Izraa asked.

“Not just you, many people don't want me to meet.”

“But Juna still you meet.”

“Because she can accept my situation well, arguably, in my heart, Juna family part.”

“I can also accept you under any circumstances well.”

“We're not in that stage Za, I don't want to play fake relationships anymore. After all I was in a fake relationship with you because of the movie, then our parents and now .. the movie is a mess, our parents have hated each other too, So, so, so, I guess no longer need to play fake relationships, we can be friends with normal now.”

“But I can't finish yet, Syil.”

“You can't force someone to follow your game, Za. I'm not comfortable with this pretend relationship, I just want to focus on therapy, focus on doing all the treatment and whatever it is so I can go back to writing Za. Not writing for weeks felt like my brain was dull and almost gone. I feel useless and depressed.

“I can't Syil.”

“Is this because of your illness? Then like you told me when Fenita was sick, Za. You said it had something to do with someone's life, so I shouldn't be selfish, my film doesn't match Fenita's life, so that's what I'm going to say now, don't be selfish, Za, it has to do with me being possibly permanently disabled, I would be devastated and it might be hard to survive if I could not write anymore, so I beg you, do not be selfish, Za.

I hope you understand, I can't focus on saving you from that disease, because I'm also surviving my illness.

So, don't be selfish Za. I'm saying this not to take revenge for what you said, but I'm saying this just to give you a look, a view that, right now I need space and time to myself.”

“I'll take you home yes, I just want to love you this, this is a hospital brochure abroad that I've checked, all the hospitals are competent to help you recover, I'll accompany you if I have to go there.” Izraa gave me the brochure.

“Thank you.” Without rebutting, Syila just took the brochure and Izraa started driving again.

Soon they arrived, Izraa got out of the car, and the mother who was outside was surprised, because it was not Andi who got out of the car, but Izraa.

Mami hurriedly ran over and picked up Syila who was being held by Izraa to head towards the entrance of the house.

“Let me alone, thank you for dropping off my son.” Mami took Shila roughly from Izraa.

“Tante sorry, I have given a brochure to Syila about treatment abroad, if later anyone wants to ask...”.

“No need, I guess, my husband is more competent to assess the condition of his daughter, thank you and please .. don't come again, I hope you understand, we are working on Syila treatment, Syila, we hope you focus on your life and your health. Don't come again, I beg.” Not a single warm word came from Shila's mother, all words were firm and sharp.

“Alright, I say goodbye aunt, Syila I say yes, if there is anything ...”

Her mother Syila hurriedly brought Syila in without hearing Izraa finish her words and closed the door loudly.

“Why are you with him!” Mami snagat is angry.

“So we met at the cafe, Andi wanted to grab my coffee order and he was at the cafe subscription, then he asked to talk, I allow, Mi.” Syila lied, just so as not to aggravate the atmosphere.

“He said what?”

“Only ingi apologize and give this brochure.”

“She asked to reciprocate with you?”

“Mi, she just wants to show guilt and condolences for what happened to me, our relationship is over, even long before this Mi, just calm down.” Syila is going to the room.

“Syil, do you still ... love him?” Mami asked carefully, the feeling of a mother is quite gentle, she is afraid that she has hurt the fragile Syila, she is afraid that Syila actually wants to be with Izraa.

“No idea Mi, right now, Syila just wants Syila's hand healed. Can not think of another Mi, so do not ask difficult things Syila replied yes.”

“Iya Nak, sorry yes, want to make what to eat?”

“No need, Syila just want to rest.”

Then Syila went into the room, her room had moved to the 1st floor, she slept in the guest room, because the previous room was on the 2nd floor, her parents felt that Syila would have difficulty going up and down the stairs, although her legs are fine, but her hands are not okay, so Syila's room moved.

After Syila entered the room, my mother sat at the dining table looking at her smartphone, there was a short message coming in, the message was from a prospective besan who failed to become besan, her mother Izraa sent a short message after her phone was not picked up many times by her mother Syila.

The message was an invitation to meet, her mother Shila had ignored the message, but many other socialite mothers persuaded her to meet, her mom Izraa understands using the connection to make her mom Syila bad and finally wants to meet.

At this time her mother Syila is still holding back, she does not want to meet the woman first, for fear of still emotions, she just needs time to be ready to talk about this all.

Because what her mother wanted Izraa must be this relationship continued, but her mother Syila was sure to no longer continue this matchmaking.

He could not see Syila could be happy with a man who was so rude even though he was not married, not imagined in his mind, if later married, would be like how Izraa hurt Syila.

No wonder, for parents, children are everything, anyone who hurts, will be faced.