Crazy Love of the Actor
Part 114: Kevin 4

“Syila may be a bit of a barrier, but papi just wants to know if your relationship with Kevin is okay?” Papi asked. It's late afternoon, papi's on holiday.

They were in Syila's room, papi asked to speak there, the door was closed, Syila was quite suspicious because confused felt strange papi wanted to talk alone.

“What's Pi? How curious tumben once?” Syila asked, this was already more than a week after that day, the day on which his papa Izraa Pak Hansyar pleaded.

“I heard there was a commotion in the hospital between you and Kevin, some people made it gossip until I got to me, can I know what is going on?” Papa asked. Actually he didn't really care about the gossip, as long as Syila didn't complain to him, then he felt all right.

“Oh about it.” Syila was sorry that yesterday she lost her grace, she shouldn't have done that, confirmed someone's feelings, it was a stupid thing, if you're wondering about how she feels about you when you're committed to being together in a more intimate relationship, it means something's wrong, because when you have a relationship, that question is already passed, because that question should be asked only if the relationship has not gone as far as the agreed commitment.

Unless his feelings are gone instantly, you may not have to ask, but understand the time to go, don't confirm, because it brings your self-esteem down.

“So .. is it true that your relationship with him is not okay?” Papi asked.

“Hmm, we had a fight, but his name is also girlfriend, Pi. I'm the same brother Alzam aja often quarrel especially with girlfriend.” Syila tried to give a logical view.

“But if you make it to release, I think the problem is quite big.”

“No, ordinary.” Syila is still trying to argue.

“Syila, papi will be straight to the point, that Kevin is a good man, he is a doctor with great dedication, but that is not what Papi hopes to be your consideration, because your happiness is the most important thing, so Papi doesn't matter if you split up.”

“Why does papi want us to split up?” Syila asked, because her Papi had been very dear to Kevin, Syila felt calm because she was able to make her papi appreciate it more because of dating Kevin, Syila's refusal to become a Doctor, Syila's refusal to be a doctor, making Papi sometimes look disappointed in him, Syila felt that. Although not a major consideration, but one of them for papi proud, so Syila related to Kevin.

It's been three days and Kevin didn't contact him again, but after the fight, Kevin had improved and they had a walk together, when his wallet was left behind and forbade Syila to take the wallet, he said, but Syila insisted and Kevin instead accused him of jealousy, but Syila became suspicious because of Kevin's attitude that was afraid of his personal belongings held, now Syila looks like a bad and arrogant woman.

Now, because of this papi talk, frankly Syila still wants to improve her relationship with Kevin and find out, does Kevin really not love him anymore? Because it would be useless if only Syila maintained this relationship.

“No, I'm just afraid that your consideration is to stay with him, not because of the heart, but maybe because of Papi, so Papi wants you to live your relationship because you love him.”

“I love him Pi, I want to be with him, I think I can make Papi proud, because it can not be a Doctor, but maybe it can be with a lover who will be a husband and he is a Doctor, and he will be a doctor, Syila just want papa understand, that over time, the feeling to fulfill the selfishness of Syila to be proud of papi, turned into a feeling of love that does not want to lose, Pi.” Syila accidentally shed tears.

“Syila listen, Papi just want Syila happy, it's up to Syila to go or separate, but if Syila is not happy, Papi does not matter at all if your relationship is finished.”

“Pi, Syila is already big enough, so Syila knows what Syila should do and not, so .. Papi believes it, Syila will always choose what Syila thinks is right, so Papi don't worry too much.” Syila hugged her papi and papi came out afterwards, leaving Syila who was still glued to the screen on her smartphone that did not appear messages from her lover, Syila was no longer contacting her first, so that she misses and may appreciate Syila better.

But Syila was wrong, the man did not miss at all, he was busy with his new wife.

…

“If the Doctor is too busy, should not take us to the parking lot like this, will Winda there is a personal nurse.” Kevin pushes Winda's wheelchair, while his personal nurse is in the back to watch them.

“Not a problem, just take you, anyways there are no more patients anyway, it's night, maybe stay a visit schedule. Sire, thank you, because you brought me dinner, thank you for having me with you. So I can focus on working after this.”

The driver started the car and prepared to get in the car. Kevin then carried Winda with both hands and put her in the car, while the nurse folded her wheelchair, stuffed her into the trunk and sat down next to the driver.

Among the sumringahs, from a distance there was a veiled woman who closed her eyes and cried at the sight of how sweet it was to treat kevin to the woman, in stark contrast to him, how rude Kevin was to her, long ago, once, yes ... once she was so on him. Is that the woman who made Kevin change?

The doctor went back to his study to rest, not yet he sat down, there was someone who knocked on his door and just walked in without being invited, yes, he was his neglected lover.

“I'm not looking for a fuss, I want to talk about it Kevin, can you make time for me?” Syila sat in front of him quietly without accusation or anger, though she was entitled to what she had seen just now, for seeing Kevin pushing the woman's wheelchair, Syila thought she was Kevin's old patient until he was escorted by Kevin to the hospital parking lot, but saw him being carried and Kevin kept bowing after lowering him from the sling in the car and then peeling his forehead ... she's no ordinary woman.

Syila glanced at the still dirty dining box, as if it was a lunchbox that had just been spent, Syila smiled cynically, understanding that the woman might be the one who brought her food.

“I'm actually here to bring provisions for your dinner, but maybe I'm late, you've eaten huh?” Syila tried to make small talk first.

“Syil ...”

“Doctor Kevin, I saw you pushing that wheelchair, carrying it and peeling it, I knew that woman wasn't your relative, you didn't have a sister, even if she was your cousin, it would be awkward if you kissed his forehead and there was no way he was your nephew, because from his face I knew that his age might not be far below mine. So I concluded, that, he is the cause of all this changed attitude of yours, right?” Syila said calmly, half-dead she held back her emotions and made sure the tears did not fall.

The door to Kevin's study was closed, Kevin lowered his head, shuffling his hair, as if he was being interrogated by a smart policewoman. He was looking for an evasive way and did not have to finish this relationship, he needed time to stall it, he still wanted Syila to be a lover, but this girl's intelligence with a sharp instinct, she was very intelligent, and the way he handles emotions, it really looks intimidating.

“She was my patient, a very kind and intelligent woman, her parents told me that, that girl before was very moody, as if she had no hope of living because of a disability she did not get from birth, she was a very beautiful and insightful and kind woman, but her fate was tragic by accident.

Her father came to me begging me, because after meeting me and being my patient, Winda became very excited and carefree again, she seemed to have a spirit of life.

I've said that ... I have a lover, but his father begs, only until the girl is able to stand up again at her own feet, only until the girl can regain the spirit of life, I want to go with him, Syil.”

Syila closed her eyes long enough after hearing the words thrown by Kevin, it was her way of enduring the pain that had slipped inside her chest due to a deep enough heartbreak.

There was another girl who was praised by her lover, the foundation was indeed pity, but .. she was even willing to be the girl's back, meaning, it was God who was sacrificed. If everyone sided with the girl, who due to disability was allowed to get whatever she wanted, Syila who was said to be luckier because she was healthy, it doesn't matter if you have to lose someone you love so much.

“Kevin, you have to finish your relationship with me, because if you want to start with him, you cannot continue with me.” Syila finally opened her eyes and was clearly visible, she held back the tears from falling.

“Syila, I beg you, this is only until the girl is able to move on with life better, after which I will return to you.”

“Alright, if it's true that time will exist, you can come to me, but sorry, I can't be your mistress while you take care of her and always ignore me, I can't Kevin, I can't be your mistress, I'm not doing this for the girl and giving in, not Kevin. I'm doing this for myself, I can't be scared all the time thinking about how free that girl is with you and I, you should be willing to ignore. No Kevin, it hurts so much to imagine, how you've been ignoring me for so long and accusing me of jealousy! You know clearly that I'm not that kind of woman.

Kevin, sorry, from now on, I'm breaking off our relationship, I hope you'll be happy with him.” Syila got up and was about to get out of the workspace, Kevin grabbed Syila's hand until they faced each other, he intended to pull and hug her, Syila held Kevin's body by pushing her chest so they wouldn't hug.

“No Kevin, sorry.” Syila pulled her hand.

“Wait for me, I promise to come back to you.” Kevin pleaded with a face.

Syila did not answer, he came out of the workroom of a lover who had just become an ex, he walked, then shortly ran to his car parked not far from the parking lot of the girl who became his lover's affair, he walked, who use disability as an inducement to the love of others.

After getting in the car, he then cried, how not, he was in the phase of loving his girlfriend very much, feeling Kevin was perfect, but having to swallow a bitter pill for being forced apart by a disabled woman that Syila could not break, she however, may not have intended to seize, but she came at an inopportune time, Kevin is the villain, he should be able to be firm on what he wants.

Then here comes Syila's worst time.