Crazy Love of the Actor

Crazy Love of the Actor
Section 58: Perpetrator 13


“Wah, that woman is a Psychopath! He beat the enemy of his enemy because anger has been preceded attack, what a terrible psychopath.”


“He really wants to torture you Za, he wants you, sorry ... die!”


“He who, Za!” Papi asked in annoyance at Izraa.


“I don't know ...”


That was all Izraa could say.


“Then now it's up to you, I don't have the capacity to know who he is and what his relationship with your past is, then you have to find out for yourself.


Fenita is in hospital, she is alive but may have been injured and broken in some parts of her body by crashing into a container truck when she wanted to escape, he even hit the highway entrance barrier, we chased him very intensely, what a terrible woman, he didn't care even if the highway had another car, do not hesitate to hit and harm others.


No wonder he didn't even care when Syila finally got stabbed and probably wanted you dead.”


“I'll find out about him, I'll make sure he goes to jail.”


“And another one, make sure no one else can hurt Syila, the last incident is still imprinted in her memory, now she has to face the crazy woman again. Being with you is very hard for him.”


Izraa kept quiet, because she could not argue with that, Syila was now a victim.


Everyone dispersed, Syila had entered the treatment room, Shila's mother asked Izraa not to be there, Izraa was forced to take care of her mother also because she had been hit with a chair by Fenita, Izraa should have also examined her body, whether she was fine or indeed someone should be treated.


Izraa agreed, only on the condition, that she wanted her treatment room to be next to Syila's.


“You must be worried that you can't continue the relationship anymore because of this problem.”Only Mami was there, and Papi had to go back to the office.


“I don't want to talk about it.”


“Maybe these words will calm you down a little. Whatever her parents want, they will never affect Syila's thinking, if her heart is for you. Those young women, they have a strong stand, if their heart has chosen you, they will fight.


Moreover, Syila, mami knew clearly, how hard her stance, mami knew that she had been to medical school in accordance with her father's wishes, but unfortunately had to stop in the middle of the road because Syila chose to be a writer, she said, he was against his father and until now successful as a best seller writer.


That means, Syila is not easily affected, then your job is only to convince her, if indeed you are the one she chose.”


Izraa was silent, because only he and Syila knew, if this relationship was just a fake relationship, so Syila's heart did not necessarily choose Izraa, so it could be, her mother's theory could not be applied properly.


“Perhaps, I am not someone to be retained, because in this relationship, I am the one who is deeper in her, I need her more.” Izraa finally said that instead of saying that their relationship was fake.


“If that is so, then why would Syila bother coming to jail, spend her money to relieve you, borrow from her best friend and empty the deposit and lastly the worst, the worst, he even willingly got stabbed just because he didn't want you to get hurt, isn't it just the love-drunk guy who's a million?”


“He loves you deeply, maybe you don't understand, maybe he's not aware, so, you have to be aware of him, realize himself if you really he loves in.”


Izaa just shrugs, as a sign of not knowing to believe it or not.


“Now you rest first, about Syila, mami won't stop helping, she deserves, from all the women colleagues mami and papi, Syila the most deserving, she's well educated, famous and smart. If you are together, he will help you and our family in business, his family is also very appropriate for us to make besan. Hence, never let go of him, for after you have lost him, you will never be able to find a better one.”


“You're always excited if it's business.”


“No, not so, mami just ...”


“Don't reason, I do know, why you and papi are so suitable, because your business spirit is so high, you guys are one frequency, but I have the same thoughts as you, because no one can replace Syila, to this day.


About Fenita, what I feel for her, pure just because I feel indebted, you know, if I can at least have a debt of gratitude, I'll give you far more than he gives.”


“Yes, I understand, even with good, evil is the same. If people are bad to you, you will retaliate much more pain.”


Mami recalled how she and papi left Izraa and her sister when her sister had to be operated on and lost a leg, they did not go home for business reasons.


For that Izraa retorted leaving her parents for so long, Izraa indeed tends to return anything that she feels is much greater, both for good and for evil.


Did you know, that this is a mental illness called paranoid, Izraa had suffered from it because the disease accompanied the Asexual disease that he aspired as well. Because he could not feel the desire for anyone, he felt that the person who approached him, did not have a sincere nature in him, until everyone who approached, considered the people who used him. Not sincere people.


Izraa spent years with the two diseases, because Asexual then he became paranoid if anyone approached him.


So when he was finally slowly able to feel what it was like to have a passion for Syila, then his empathy also rose, excessively. You know, anything that had fallen asleep before, hoarded for dozens of years, then awakened, then finally Izraa saw what people did to her, as a sincere favor, as a result, because Izraa was finally able to feel the sincerity that she previously could not feel, because of her mental illness.


Without everyone realizing it, because not everyone knows the disease, so Izraa turned into an Altruist person, do you know what Altruists are? Altruists are people who with the nature of Altruism, which is people who are able to sacrifice anything without expecting anything in return, basically have the nature of Altruism is very good for the mental and body, which is the nature of Altruism, but it would be not good, if only, what was done became excessive, to finally make himself a victim.


This is what even Izraa himself does not realize, when there is someone who does good, even helps him when in a critical state, the nature of Izraa Altruism arises due to the beginning of the healing of old mental illness, no wonder, no wonder, he even ended up so admiring Fenita, as it was considered a sincere person. Although in his view, Fenita is still not a woman who is able to move her desires.


He was just enjoying a friendly relationship that he could not have as part of a close human relationship with a group or one or two people, yes again his old mental illness, block many things in him, including relationships with broad parties, whether friends or parents.


Syila had to be vigilant, because maybe in the future, if anyone pretended to be kind to Izraa, then Izraa might bring out his Altruism again, perhaps this will make Syila often hurt because of the kindness of Izraa who sacrificed herself to fulfill her new nature.


Are there people around you who have the soul of Altruism? If yes, then accompanied yes, because people with this nature, will be widely used by people, his selfless sacrificial nature, will make people around him, will make people around him, feeling entitled to good from people with this nature, until finally Altruis become exhausted and lose themselves.


You as a person who finally understands, help the Altruists to limit their nature to be not excessive yes, until when all is in proportion, there are no more evil people who can use it.


About Fenita, who is she? we'll talk about it in the next part.