Crazy Love of the Actor
Part 71: Split 9

“I don't want to see you because I'm no longer angry.” Alzam and Izraa are in a hospital park, where patients spend time getting sunlight, the hospital belonging to the Izraa family is indeed very spacious.

“I won't ask for an exaggeration.”

“What do you want?”

“At this time many people will attack Syila because of the pain, you know if our film is launching, then our case was rumored to be dating and we denied it first, he'll be a target for my fans and Hanum, you know, if our movie goes up and everyone's response is good, then Hanum and I will be betrothed, that's how this country looks at art workers like me and Hanum?”

“Yes, then what do you want now?”

“I just want to keep Syila, keep her unharmed.”

“No need for you, we can take care of him, he is not a child to wait and monitor 24 hours, he will feel like a permanent disabled person if we do that.” Alzam did not catch Izraa's intentions.

“I mean not that.”

“Then what do you mean?” Alzam asked hastily because he did not know what Izraa meant,

“I want to marry your sister.”

“You! Are you stupid or what?! no will, no will I let my sister marry you.” Alzam was leaving Izraa.

“In reality, your sister only needs me, not another man.”

“You're too arrogant to say that, you're a nobody that we should be proud of. Maybe for many you are a famous artist, but for me and my family, you are absolutely nothing to be...”

“You think who will marry your sister as sincerely as I want to marry her? Is there a man who will accept your sister without any intention?” Izraa started to take care of Alzam.

“What do you mean? What the hell are you saying? You're insulting my sister?” Alzam asked.

“No, I'm telling you the truth. This is the reality, only I will marry her sincerely and accept the state of Syila as it is, while other men, may have an agenda when they want to marry her, he said, because they must have a hard time accepting Syila's flaws as something they would see for life if they married Syila.

For them Syila's malfunctioning hand was something of a handicap, but for me, Syila's hand was the one that saved me. That hand is for me a blessing!

Try to think again, if only you saw another woman who was disabled without knowing her, but wanted to marry her, would you be able to? If besides for no business reason and others?” Izraa increasingly gave a look to Alzam.

“You are a man full of nonsense and brash.” Alzam then actually left from there, leaving Izraa just like that.

But when he reached his study, Alzam was pensive, he started to shed tears, he and his father knew very well how Syila was, she was really sick and the chances of recovery were very small, then what Izraa said was true, he could have been the one who was married for a certain purpose if it was another man.

So she cried because her little sister could be the victim of another man's scam if she decides to get married.

“Zam, why not go home?” Papi who has an operating schedule comes to his son's room that looks surprised, “kamu why?” Papi was conscious with Alzam's expression.

“So I met with Izraa.”

“Oh yes? for what?” Papi was surprised too.

“She said she wanted to .. marry Syila.”

“Hah! what the fuck?” Papi this time was really very surprised, because Izraa did not speak to him at all.

“So he hasn't spoken to papi?”

“She doesn't, but her papa is talking to me, her papa wants Syila to be a daughter-in-law.”

Oh so so, papi to papi and he's now to me, he means it turns out.”

“What Papi will allow it?” Alzam asked.

“This is a big gamble, Syila is a stubborn girl. It won't be easy for him to accept what I'm going to force.” Papi refused to force his son.

“But Pi, what if there will be a man who wants to marry her but a bad man who intends to use Syila alone?” Alzam was eaten by Izraa's words.

“What do you mean? Speak to distance.”

“As papi knows, she is heartbroken great because of Kevin, now if she finally meets another insincere man and will only torment her how?” Alzam was very worried.

“That's enough, don't you ever talk like that in front of your sister, remember this, if you get upset, how sick Syila is, maybe she'll decide not to marry forever, she said, we have to work on getting him to go for further surgery, we have to figure out how to cure his hand.”

“Pi, I'll never stop learning to make sure my sister gets well and I'll do whatever it takes to get her back as confident and full of work as before, but I'm scared, really scared, if Syila had been the other way around, we would have had to take good care of anyone who was close to her, I would never have let her meet a jerk.”

“Zam, don't be so possessive, your sister won't like that, she'll be tormented by what you're going to do.”

“Pi, he will be tormented if only we missed the opportunity to keep him from a jerk man.”

“Already, go home there, you're exhausted.”

Alzam receded and he finally came home and it was late.

...

“Morning, breakfast yuk.” Her mother Izraa asks her children for breakfast, while Sofia looks very happy, the scenery is rarely seen, family members are complete.

“Kakak will stay here again right?” Sofia asked.

“No, just stop by for breakfast.”

“Happy.” Sofia hugged her brother's hand, as Izraa sat beside Sofia.

“So, when is the date you want for the application?” Papi asked Izraa.

“Three more months, then the wedding one month after the application.”

“You're sure Syila's family will agree?”

“I'll work on.”

“Why indeed?” Izraa asked his sister.

“Because he can drive you crazy.”

“Yes, mommy is also amazed at Syila's ability to make your sister submit.” Mami bribes her toast without any stuffing, mami is afraid of fat.

“After marriage, you should stay here.” Papi continued the conversation again.

“That's also what I'm going to try.”

“Should, since I don't want you hanging around out there, I'd be ashamed of Syila's papa, if her son lives in your cramped apartment.” Papi underestimated the 2-room apartment owned by Izraa, even though the apartment was one of the luxury apartments in the city center.

Because for papi, a decent house is a big one, with a spacious garden and a yard of houses that are as wide as the house, no wonder, to get to his house from the gate, quite far.

“I'll try to stay here.”

“Wah, I can't wait to be able to immediately welcome a new member in this house, I ...”

“Don't expect too much huh, she's not a woman that you can chat with at will, her mentality is currently not good, so don't expect much, so don't expect much, if someday your sister-in-law is not a person who is cool to talk to.”

“I understand, as a disabled person, we should be connected.” Dark joke from Sofia.

Izraa was silent because he just remembered, his sister also had a limited condition like Syila.

“I'll have everyone get ready for your wedding, what about Alzam? He who is the most difficult to persuade, is young and has no interests whatsoever makes him have no weaknesses to be persuaded.”

“He has a weakness.”

“What?” Papi asked.

“Syila, her weakness is Syila, she'll decide Hanum when she finds out that Hanum is bullying Syila, for Alzam, maybe Syila is number one, so I attack that part. I've given him a look so he can see from the other side I mean.”

“Alzam her brother Syila is like you yes, sister number 1, you are also.” Sofia laughs and is also sad, remembering how her legs were amputated and Izraa leaves the house in anger.

“Yes, to me, you're number 1.” Izraa held her sister's head.

“Then compared to Syila?”

“Stay you number 1, Syila it's number ... 0nya.”

“Kak!” Sofia was upset that Syila won, but she was only joking, because this Sofia Arawinda also has a lover, for her, her lover is very important, do you remember anything when I mentioned Sofia's long name?

...

“You still don't want to see your sister, Andi?” Mami asks Syila who is still locked in the room, mami comes in with a spare key.

“I don't want to see anyone.”

“Syila, you have to accept whatever God's destiny is, you have to be strong boy, don't be like this.”

“What are disabled people like me unable to live quietly, Mi?”

“Kok is?”

“We are always forced to accept circumstances by normal people like you, without you knowing, how tormented we are because of this disability.”

“Nak! There's nothing we can do, but we're trying to make you calmer in life.”

“Quiet? How can we be calm if we continue? I don't want to see Andi or anyone, I just want to be in the room, anyways, what can I do out there?”

“Syila! Mommy doesn't like ya, you humble yourself, you are a great kid who always makes mami proud.”

“For mami I still boast even like this!” Syila stood up and she couldn't balance her body, because she couldn't hold on to her right hand.

“Nak, don't put it this way.”

“Mi, look, I woke up alone a tribulation, how out there everyone saw Syila later?”

“Never care about unimportant people talking.”

“Not important indeed, but their condescending views will always bother me.”

“Syila, Mom ...”

“Can mom better understand the wishes of this disabled person?”

“Syila!”

“I WANT TO OWN!” Syila shouted, the thing that she had never done at all, she was already very depressed, she attacked everyone who intended to help her, Syila was really upset with her situation.

“Syila Mami is always out that door yeah, whatever you say and do right now, all still in control of your emotions and disappointment, you are just depressed, this is not the real you, the mother child is a good child and ...”

“OUT!!!”

Shila raised her voice even more, while mami finally came out, she saw Papi was there, it seemed like she was eavesdropping.

“Don't be angry with your son, because he's not mentally good.

“But he can't yell at you like that.”

“We have to understand him a lot, because if we don't understand him, then who else?” Mami pulled the papi so as not to rebuke Shila, while Syila still continued to cry in there.

No one knows how depressed he hasn't been able to write at all for months.