Destiny Love Kinan (FINISHED)
014: The Complexity of Destiny

"Hana relax! It's Mas, Hana! Hey, what's wrong with you?"

"Mama! Don't Ma, put the knife down, Ma! Rey please!"

Kinan ran over to see the commotion going on in the kitchen. Hana was holding a knife, she was about to scratch it into the pulse.

"Astaghfirullah." Kinan was hysterical, he came closer, but Hana screamed.

"Go! Go!"

Dude stepped up his legs, he tried slowly to ask Hana to throw the fruit knife in his hand. "Where to find that thing, it's dangerous."

Hana instead shouted and then pressed the sharp part of the knife into her palm until the blood poured out quite profusely.

"Oh my God, my God! Get the knife fast!" cry Kinan.

"Mama! Mama don't, Ma!"

Rey ran recklessly pushing Hana's hand until the object was thrown far away, as soon as Dude took the sharp object.

Kinan picked up the medicine box, he immediately wrapped the injured palm of Hana.

"You're dead! I want to die!" Hana is now crying, she is staring blankly, she does not care in her hands a lot of blood, but the people around her are all panicking not playing.

"O Allah is patient, yes. Istighfar, Astaghfirullah," Kinan said as he cleaned Hana's wounds, applied antiseptics and bandaged them, although Hana occasionally withdrew her hand, refusing to be treated.

The nervous dude immediately called the doctor, the mental doctor who used to handle Hana.

While Rey continues to hug her mother, she doesn't want her mother to get hurt. "Ma, don't hurt yourself, Rey please...."

Rey cried sobbing, Hana was the same, the difference was she cried without a sound, her eyes blank, as if unaware of what she had just done.

"I hate men. I hate anybody, I hate."

Hana kept saying that, and it made Rey cry even more.

"Surge you, you're a man?" hana said while looking at Rey. Those innocent eyes were wet with tears in their heads, and now Hana was even glaring as if angry at Rey, her biological son.

"Mama, but Rey's Mama's son."

Hana shakes. "I don't have any children. I killed my son."

"No, Ma. Mama's not a killer." Rey continued to shake her head while holding Hana.

Kinan was confused, he was just afraid Hana would hurt Rey in her depressed state. "Rey, you step aside first, yeah. Let the nurse talk to Mama Rey, okay?"

Rey refuses, but Hana doesn't want to be gentle with her, thinking her mother might be better off with Kinan. "Okay, Sister."

Kinan gulped his saliva, he had never gotten a patient like Hana. Kinan was only recklessly approaching Hana, as Dude was frantically calling the doctor.

"You're the woman who destroyed me? You're a fucking saint!"

Hana's words immediately jolted Kinan's inner. "Bak, istighfar, yes. I'm Kinan, Ma'am. I'm Rey's nurse."

Hana shook her head, she looked even more furious. "You're the woman who ruined my life. You're the one who hurt me. You're evil!"

"Astaghfirullah." Kinan did not know if what Hana was talking about was true for him. But, she was indeed evil for marrying Hana's husband. Is Hana like this now because of that? Think Kinan.

"Hana!" Dude just finished calling, soon the doctor will be here.

"Suster, let me handle Hana" said Dude. Then Kinan retreated slowly letting the Dude take over.

"Hana, it's me, your Mas" said Dude softly as he touched Hana's cheek.

"Mass? Whoareyou? I don't know," Hana's bell. But near the Dude, Hana wasn't as rampaging as when others approached her.

"Mas Dude, you must remember."

Hearing that name, Hana immediately cried. "Mas Dude?"

"Yes, Han. Don't do this again, yeah. Kasian Rey, he's worried about you" replied Dude.

Rey was still trembling in the approach by Kinan who was curious, why did Hana get there?

"You go back to Jogja" said Hana. "Don't want to be here" he added.

"Where are you going to Jogja? Why don't you want to be here with me?"

"There are bad people here. Sapid woman and jerk man."

Kinan did not know who Hana meant. But, she felt that maybe what Hana meant was her?

Dude immediately hugged Hana, the woman was still cold with her blank look.

"Well, Hana will go to Jogja. Hana can stay in Jogja again" said Dude trying to make Hana calm.

As Dude hugs Hana, she also injects a sedative used when Hana relapses. The doctor already tells you the necessary dosage, and it happens often. If it wasn't for Rey wanting to take care of Hana, maybe Dude wouldn't have taken Hana to Jakarta, because Hana was much quieter in Jogja, in a mental hospital.

Shortly after, Hana fell asleep.

After Hana lay quietly on the bed, Rey hugged Dude, Kinan was just waiting by the door, he did not dare to enter.

"Pa, if you want to be taken to Jogja again, Rey also wants to come to Jogja to look after Mama, Pa."

Dude sighed heavily, he rubbed Rey's back slowly. "But Rey, Papa should stay in Jakarta. Papa told you, mama's better in Jogja, right?"

"No, Pa. Rey's mom's only son. Rey's growing up soon, and Rey wants to help Mama get well."

"But papa can not nemenin Rey in Jogja," replied Dude.

"Papa does not need to stay in Jogja, quite occasionally visit. There is also a mbah tung and mbah ti who accompany Rey."

Dude rubbed his face while thinking about Rey's request. She also just remembered that she had not told her parents about her sudden marriage.

"Kinan, he must be shocked." Dude muttering.

"Papa meet the nurse. Rey will take care of Mama here" said Rey.

"Mama's asleep, Rey wait for Mama but if there's anything, Rey call Papa ya."

"Yes, Pa."

Kinan crouched down in front of Hana's room door, he didn't know what to do. Shortly after the doctor arrived, Dude also just came out of the room.

"Doctor, Hana's asleep, I'm giving her some medicine" Dude said.

"Good, Sir. But, actually I want to tell you about Ms. Hana's circumstances."

"Suster, I talked to the doctor first huh. Sister just rest first, later I ask the waiter bring breakfast for the nurse, yes."

"Don't think of me, Mum. I go to the room first, yes," Kinan replied and left the Dude alone with the doctor.

Dude took the doctor to sit down and started talking about Hana.

"Sir, I'd better stay at the asylum. After all the care of Hana's mother is more secure there, than the unstable state of Hana's mother gets worse. I suggest immediately that Ms. Hana be brought back to where Ms. Hana was treated earlier."

"But, Doctor. Can Hana recover like before?"

The doctor was silent for a moment before he nodded. "May, if God allows anything to happen. Therefore, we must try and pray as much as possible. One of them is by entrusting Hana's mother to the more competent in her field."

But will Rey be able to part with Rey? Because the boy also wants to come to take care of his mother.

That's when Dude started to worry, he also had to make a decision immediately.

...***...

"Mak Kinan, here I bring you breakfast and vitamins. Ms. Kinan has to spend it so she can recover quickly," said the waiter at the Dude house, Kinan was familiar enough with the waiter at the Dude house when he visited several times to check Rey's health before.

"Thank you, yeah, Bi." Kinan took a tray of food, water, and also medicine.

"Auntie stay yes, Ma'am."

"Yes, Bi. Thank you again" said Kinan.

The waiter came out of Kinan's room. When the situation is like that, let alone to eat, just look at Kinan is not tasteful. Kinan wants to go home, Kinan wants to go back to being the former Kinan, Kinan the unmarried son of Bu Halimah. His fate seemed to be turning into a very complicated one now.

"Bak Hana is that because of me?" That question has not been answered until now.

Kinan put a tray containing food, but then he remembered that food should not be wasted because it was Mubadzir's name.

Then Kinan took a piece of bread and ate it a little followed by a glass of milk. After eating it for almost half, he put the tray on the table.

Shortly thereafter the Dude came to see Kinan. "Suster, I'm in, huh?"

Kinan was a bit surprised, but he invited Dude to come in and sit next to him.

"Suster's eating?"

"Here you go, my mom."

"Thank God. I'm sorry, yes, Sus. For the incident, because the sister must be surprised," said Dude.

"What happened to Hana, Mas? Is this all because of me? I would be divorced Mas Dude if until Mbak Hana depressed because of my existence, Mas."

Dude sighed softly. "It's not because of the sisters. Hana was like that a long time ago, ever since she was pregnant with Rey and the bad things that happened to her that she was pregnant with Rey."

"Mommy mean?"

"The victim raped her boyfriend, Sister."

"Astaghfirullah's. So, isn't Hana Mas Dude's wife?"

"Wife?"

Kinan who was surprised was more confused to see the look of the Dude who was also surprised. "Oh my God, Sister. When did I tell Hana my wife? Sorry, maybe I haven't told much. Oh, my God, so all this time, my God, once again I'm sorry, yes, it's made Sister misunderstand" Dude said.

Hearing Dude's explanation made Kinan breathe a sigh of relief, he was relieved that he was not an actor like he had imagined before. Although there are still many other unanswered questions about who the Dude is, who is Raihana and who is Reyhan, as well as what their relationship is with Dude Danuarta, her husband.