Destiny Love Kinan (FINISHED)
The Extra Part 02

Although it had been a long time that bitter memories had passed. Especially when Raihana had forgiven Bagus, the man who had hurt her in the past. She is also married to the shaleh man Bastian who loves her so gently and sincerely.

Allah is Most Forgiving. It was Reyhan and Hana's power to forgive Good. Although it feels very difficult. But Good is gone, only the rest of the memories are still attached to his brain. Hana tries her hardest to have an intimate relationship with Bastian, her husband. Only every time Bastian tries to fuck her does the shadow of her past being forcibly desecrated by Good still haunt her.

Has Hana not been able to fully forgive Good?

Is it because Hana's past to date has not been pregnant?

Bastian never forced Hana to get pregnant. Bastian knew it all depended on God's destiny, the sustenance God entrusted to them. Be patient, and be patient. They have also checked with the doctor about the condition of both of them. but all is well, there is no problem.

"Patience, dear Deck. Sure enough, God's most beautiful plan."

Hana smiled and leaned her head against her husband's chest. "I'm sorry Hana, yes, Mas."

"Why do you always apologize, it's not your fault, Dek. The child is a powerful gift. We as human beings can only pray and work. Aye, right? After all, I do not want you to think too much about things that are not our part. It's clearly God's power, isn't it?"

Luckily Bastian was very understanding. It was also that never forgot Hana was grateful.

"False Mas. Hana also did not get tired of praying."

Bastian kissed Hana's palm, looking at her with a knotty smile. "That's what to add, Dek?"

Hana blushed. "That's enough, Mom. Too often, I'm tired too."

Bastian's just a mess. "My humayra, her cheeks are so red."

Hana covered her face. "Don't keep flirting, I'm ashamed."

***

Raihan likes children very much. She is also so anxious about Sera, the five-month-old daughter of Dude and Kinan. The bulky baby who has a very sweet and adorable smile always managed to make Raihan not want to go home and want to always visit the deck Sera, Raihan's affectionate call for his cousin.

"Well, Rey can't stay at Papah Dude's?"

Hana smiling. "Ask Mamah Kinan and Papah Dude dong, son."

"By dong, can bangeeeet..." Kinan answered him happily.

"By Rey. You wanna take care of Sera's deck?" Dude rubbed his handsome niece's hair.

"Yes, Pah. Rey is very dear to the Sera deck, it's very nervous," replied Rey.

Hana took a long breath. Why he feels guilty about Rey. Rey's age would want to have a sister. But her? Can she get pregnant? As of now Hana is hesitant, she feels she can't get pregnant anymore. Bad things he's done in the past may be the reason. The doctor said he was healthy and well. But, Hana always cried if she remembered what she had done before. She repeatedly took gynecologic drugs while Reyhan was still in her womb. The power of God, Rey is still alive, although Rey's health deteriorated since birth in a premature state.

"Hana, how do you seem to be thinking about something? Are you sick again?" ask Kinan.

"No, Ma'am. It's okay, right."

"You can't hide anything, Han. What are you thinking again? Who knows by sharing, your feelings become calmer." Kinan rubbed Hana's hand, trying to look into Hana's gaze, he was sure that she was thinking something disturbing.

While Dude is playing with Raihan and also Sera. Hana finally looked at Kinan with her sad eyes and glazed over. "Sir, Hannah wants to get pregnant."

Kinan was filled to hear Hana's words. The woman's lips trembled as she expressed the honesty of her heart to Kinan.

"Hana wants to have a baby from Mas Bas."

Kinan understood, completely understood. Kinan also did not get tired of praying for his sister-in-law so that God immediately gave the child trust in them.

"Patience, Hana. God knows when the time is right. Don't give up, keep praying and trying. I'm sure, one more time, God willing."

Staring at Hana who was so deep expressed all her feelings for Kinan. Makes the Dude's wife feel unbearable. "Han, you need to relax. If you think too much, then you will be stressed. It also affects fertility hormones."

As if knowing what is felt and underlying Hana's question. Kinan was so understanding and comprehending all the things that even Hana herself had never told him before. "Surely and confidently God is, Hannah."

"Bak's right, maybe all this time Hana thought about that too often. So, unknowingly Hana's stressed, Ma'am."

Hana painfully nodded her head. "Rey once said that he wanted a sister like Sera. Think about Rey's age it's appropriate to have a sister. It's only natural that Rey would say that. That's what makes Hana often feel sad."

Kinan rubbed Hana's hand, trying to convince his sister that everything would be fine.

"Don't be sad, you have to be happy. Okay?"

"Hm, yes, Ma'am. But Hana often thinks. Is all this because of Hana's dark past?"

Kinan. "You think too far. It's just the past. In fact, you are now a devout Muslim, God willing."

Hana hugged Kinan, she herself always felt as a sinner. Has God forgiven him?

"Hana, don't overload yourself. If Allah wills you to get pregnant soon, Allah will surely bring a child in your marriage and Mas Bastian. You must not force yourself yes" Kinan told Hana.

Hana tightened her hug on Kinan, she felt by telling Kinan that her heart was rather calm. Dude noticed Kinan who was hugging Hana from afar. He thought about what was going on with his sister. Even though Dude is married and has children, Dude is always worried about Hana's situation.

"Rey. Take care of Sera's deck first yes, papah wants to go to Mama Hana's place,"

"Good, Pah." 

The Dude walked towards Kinan and Hana. Then he looked at Hana's wet eyes. Surely his sister was crying. But what's up?

"Han, what's wrong with you?" ask Dude.

Kinan took off his embrace from Hana then looked at her husband. "Hana's confiding, Abi."

"Kneeshit?" Dude scrunched his forehead.

"It's okay, it's all right."

"Relatedly? If you have anything, don't keep it a secret. You have to tell me, you've told me the same story?"

"Udah kok, Hana was already telling stories with mbak Kinan. Thank God, Hana's feelings are now much calmer. Thank you, Ma'am, I'd be horrified to grieve Hana."

"You don't hesitate, if there's anything, or need a storymate, you can tell me the same story" Kinan said.

Dude sat down in front of her sister and rubbed Hana's cheeks wet with tears. "What exactly are you?" ask her very gently. Kinan rubbed her husband's shoulder and whispered. "Let me tell you. Now Hana's relieved, really, Bi."

Dude took a long breath. "So this can only be known by women?"

Hana laughed a little. "It's not that, Mom. But if Hana's story from the beginning again to Mas Dude is long ago. Meningan later mbak Kinan aja that the story fitting time more freely, right?"

Finally the Dude nodded. "Well, if you're all right. I don't want my only brother to be sad."

Hana immediately hugged her mas. "It's okay, Mom. Thank you, I've been a parent to Hana and Reyhan."

"It should be, Han. If not Mas then who else," replied Dude while rubbing his sister's back.

Hana is happy to have a family like the Dude and Kinan. They both never forgot themselves. Though the Dude family is very happy, but they do not forget to always share the slightest happiness with him and Reyhan. Thanks to them too Hana became as strong as she was now.