
Resigned, Hamzah bowed lethargicly staring at the slumbering face in front of him. He stood in front of the woman he married a few days ago. The memories of the event he so cursed slowly reappeared. If only Hamzah had not held a grudge and had a cleaner heart, perhaps lust would not have covered his senses.
Several times Diana threw a friendly smile at Hamzah whenever they passed each other in the hospital lobby. At that time Hamzah was planning to apply for Kinan. But one time Hamzah learned of a fact that Diana was the Diana he used to know when he was in college. It turns out that the girl is Diana who made her future almost ruined because of a vile slander she was accused of.
Bad intentions also appear to avenge all the slander that Diana did to him first. They were quite close at work, even when Hamzah had already bagged the approval from Kinan who received his application, they were transferred to the same hospital. That's when they got closer, even Hamzah was more convinced to repay Diana's actions in the past. While she knew, that Diana had yet to realize who she was.
At first Hamzah did not intend to tarnish Diana, he just wanted Diana to know, that the slander that Diana had done had made her down. Until one night Hamzah drove Diana home, it just so happened that they were both on duty that night. At the same time, Hamzah intends badly to avenge Diana.
"Mas, this is raining, should Mas Hamzah wait until the rain subsides first?" diana said in pleasantries, she doesn't feel good about letting Hamzah come home. Not to mention time is late enough.
Hamzah also agreed to wait inside, in an index where Diana lived.
"Sit down first, yeah. I make hot coffee first, it's raining good drinking hot," said Diana.
"It's not, Di. Later troublesome," reject Hamzah subtly.
"No, kok. Just coffee is not a hassle. Wait a minute, Mom."
Diana went to the back to make a cup of coffee. Hamzah stared at the screen of his phone, he let out a long sigh. Ever since her proposal was accepted by Kinan, the girl had remained unchanged, still Kinan was cold, though, even in a short message through Kinan as if objecting to the pretext they have not been legitimate to do such a thing.
"Just a short message you're so stingy with me, Ki." Hamzah muttering.
Then Diana came carrying a cup of hot coffee, the smoke was still billowing in the air, emitting a distinctive fragrant aroma of coffee combined with sugar, it seemed very delicious if it passed through his throat, thought Hamzah.
"Diminished, Mas." Diana sat down after putting a cup of hot coffee in front of Hamzah.
"Thank you, Di. I drink ya."
Diana nodded kindly. "Yes, Mum."
"Hm, your coffee is delicious, Di." It was not just a compliment, but a confession, indeed the coffee made by Diana was recognized Hamzah quite delicious.
"Ah, it's normal, Mas." Diana is so cute, she looks friendly with anyone Diana is also not reluctant to joke with the opposite sex is different with Kinan.
"You're a girl, why choose cost, Di?"
"Ah that's because I'd rather be independent, and I love freedom, Mas."
The answer was expected by Hamzah to come out of Diana's mouth. No wonder Diana was harassed by the opposite sex, if only a glorified freedom.
The awkward atmosphere began to feel when the coffee in Hamzah's cup was gone.
"Hm, would you like me to add some coffee, Mas?"
"No, Di. Thank you," she refused subtly.
Outside the rain was still heavy, they both looked at the window, and the night was getting darker.
"Mas, Diana stayed in the room huh. Change clothes for a minute" said Diana.
"Please, Di."
Hamzah took off his jacket, and the cold air became more and more pronounced. Around the small living room was a lot affected by the photos of Diana. The girl did not change much, she was very free in dressing and following fashion. Beside her friends, Diana was the one who looked the most revealingly dressed, with a tanktop and shorts only.
Diana, who had just walked into the room, came out in a very minimalist nightgown. Satin pajama stelan without arms, revealing parts of his body until slightly poking out. Not to mention the super short pants, making his smooth thighs open freely.
This question should not be asked by a girl. But Diana was very unwary, she did not feel anxious or uneasy even dressing openly in front of the opposite sex.
Diana was sitting next to Hamzah, the two of them were very close now. The smell of Diana's body made Hamzah's maleness soul rise, she cursed the lust that appeared with all her might. But it further strengthens Hamzah about his opinion, that the girl near him was deliberately provoked him.
...I never planned to know you, Allah is planning all that. Just meeting you was never planned, especially when I married you? Who else if not God who unites us both in bondage. His destiny is always surprising, lucky you are the destined owner of this heart. Duhai man who has a charming smile, you are my husband now and forever ~...
...***...
God has sent an extraordinary man in Kinan's life, whom he believes to be a soul mate. Would if he was with Hamzah his life would be as happy as it is now? Ah, Kinan instantly put away those unnecessary thoughts. Instead of wondering, Kinan would rather look at the peaceful face of the Dude sleeping beside him.
"You've been holding me back and forth all day, not tired?" ask Kinan while removing the hairpin on her husband's forehead. Dude smiled, he just closed his eyes, not fell asleep.
"Not sleeping?"
"No." Dude shakes.
Kinan pulled his hand back from her husband's forehead, his red cheeks back making Dude chuckle, according to him it was like a characteristic when Kinan started to feel embarrassed.
"Ki, tomorrow I start work, and usually I will be very busy. It's okay if we don't talk like we do now?" dude asked as she looked into Kinan's eyes which intermittently avoided her gaze.
"Hm, it's a job that Mas must do, so Kinan will not demand much. There's a day off, right? Or every day at work? I don't think so" Kinan said unconsciously answering his own question.
Dude chuckles again.
"Don't laugh, Mum. Kinan was asking," Kinan said as he pursed his lips.
Dude even approached and kissed Kinan's lips forward a few inches.
Kinan reflexively closed his mouth then avoided the Dude's gaze again.
Dude grew increasingly anxious, she grabbed Kinan's body, pulling him closer until they embraced each other.
Kinan's heartbeat still reverberated strongly every time he got close to the Dude. The first time dating, being close and touched by the opposite sex apparently made Kinan more silent and surprised to find all that. The man in his embrace was just the opposite, Dude very relaxed expression of affection to Kinan who tends to be stiff in terms of making out.
"Mas, Kinan can ask?"
"Ask what?" dude replied while kissing Kinan's nose occasionally, until Kinan's smile reflexes were reviewed sweetly with his cheeks that met earlier.
"Mas ever had a lover before?"
Dude then fell silent, he was a bit jolted by Kinan's question. Seeing that reaction, Kinan began guessing at the Dude's answer. "Surely ever, huh?" guess it.
"Never have you?" Dude asked back.
"Lho's Kinan who asked Mas, why did Mas even ask back?" sahut Kinan with his little trousers.
"Ki, I don't think it matters who was in my past or you. The most important thing is when you accept me in the present, and vice versa. The past cannot be removed. The past will remain a part of our lives, it can only be left in place, there is no need to bring it up or reveal it more. Do you think we should discuss this?" said Dude makes Kinan silent for a moment.
But Kinan's curiosity was still so great about the woman who had once sent a short message to her husband. Even Kinan still clearly remembered the name of the woman in his memory.
"Would it be wrong if Kinan wanted to know who that woman named Selina was, Mas?"