Destiny Love Kinan (FINISHED)
039: Having Two Days?

A few weeks passed, Kinan and Dude's marriage almost went a whole month.

"Mass?"

Dude unmoving.

"Are you ready to go now?"

Silent.

"Mass?" reset Kinan.

Kinan got up from his seat after finishing smoothing the gray-colored hijab he was wearing. Kinan crouched right before the dumb-looking Dude with a blank look, he looked at the man's face up close.

"Mass? What are you carrying?"

"Astaghfirullah's. Ki, I'm dumbass, huh?" said Dude who just realized from his daydream.

"Yes, what's daydreaming again?"

"No. It's just a thought that's been going on a lot since I got married, and I know, marriage isn't just about starting a new happiness."

Kinan's smile and nod made Dude reel in, the first time he met the girl before him.

"You're right, Mum." Kinan touched the Dude's palm with a smile that did not fade from his lips. "Because marriage is about us being committed, to living it together, side by side, accepting and complementing each other. So, believe me, whatever we're going through, it's gonna be easier if we stick together like this."

Dude clenched Kinan's hand, he smiled as well. He realized he was lucky to marry a girl named Kinan, like a gift, like a very precious gift that he got from God unexpectedly.

His hands squeezed Kinan's fingers gently. He landed a kiss on his wife's ring finger adorned with a ring with a small diamond, a gift from her.

"Thank you, Kinan." Dude smile. Then Kinan woke up hugging her husband.

"We're going to the hospital, huh, Mas. Bismillah, this is an effort" Kinan said.

"Yes, Bismillah, Ki, you're right."

...***...

Yellow janur ornaments along with rows of chairs lined up in front of the house are quite large, bearing the names of a pair of humans who will validate their marriage. Hamza & Diana

Diana squeezed her fingers, nervousness grew, anxiety and fear imagined the wedding to a man who did not love her at all. Diana, she had never expected this to be the wedding she dreamed of like a sacred party between her and her loving soul mate. Being queen for a day with her prince, but she buried those dreams, she accepted her fate, married a man named Hamzah Abdullah Fahrezi.

"It's all ready. You should smile, Di. Everyone can't know what's inside" Diana's mother said, touching Diana's flat belly behind a white kebaya emblazoned with glittering beads of jewels.

"Yes, Mom." Diana could only nod.

At the venue for the wedding ceremony, already sitting Hamzah in the same colored clothes with Diana, he just sat staring blankly at a long table, where he would shake the hand of the ruler, he said, making Diana his legal wife. I should have married you, Kinan, not Diana.

How not to feel contemptuous, even as Diana sat right by the groom's side, by Hamzah's side, the man did not turn his head for a second to look at her face. It's not common, unlike couples who love each other, it must be what's on people's minds, Diana's inner self.

But what did he expect? This alone was already much better than him downing poison and dying silly.

"Is everything ready?" said the ruler who was in front of Diana and Hamzah.

"Yes, I'm ready" Diana replied.

"The groom, are you ready?" ask Penghulu again.

Diana turned her head to look at Hamzah's dumb face, then she touched Hamzah's palm, and Hamzah came to her senses and nodded. "Yes, I'm ready."

The marriage has begun.

"I marry and marry you, brother of Hamzah Abdullah Fahrezi bin Ahmad Asnawi Abdullah, with Diana Ghanisa Alvira bint Muhammad Razaq Ar-Razi with mascawin a set of prayer tools and gold jewelry one hundred grams paid in cash!"

"I accept the marriage and marriage of Kinan Adel—"

"I'm sorry I'll repeat it."

Diana's feelings were shattered, even Kinan's name was still so great as Hamzah's hope. She felt sorry for herself.that was how the Diana family felt, they knew everything Diana went through was not easy. "Patience, Di," whispered her mother in Diana's ear.

"Well," nodded Hamzah while removing the sweat on his forehead. He still always remembered Kinan, even in those seconds he would marry another woman, not Kinan.

Diana's tears were stifled with all her might, she squeezed her palm hard with continuous whispers of her mother trying to strengthen her. "Strong, Son. God willing Hamzah will succeed after this."

But that was not what made Diana cry, she cursed herself, all because of her past actions that opened the gate of grief in her present life.

"I marry and marry you, brother of Hamzah Abdullah Fahrezi bin Ahmad Asnawi Abdullah, with Diana Ghanisa Alvira bint Muhammad Razaq Ar-Razi with mascawin a set of prayer tools and gold jewelry one hundred grams paid in cash!"

"I accepted the marriage and the marriage." Hamzah paused for a moment, then he took a deep breath, braced himself, trying to remove Kinan's name from his heart for a moment.

"I received her marriage and marriage, Diana Ghanisa Alvira bint Muhammad Razaq Ar-Razi with a mascawin set of prayer tools and gold jewelry one hundred grams paid in cash!"

"Witness, how is it legal?"

"Well! Thank goodness!"

Finally, even with Diana's tears, she is now legally the wife of Hamzah, a man she did not expect would be her future.

...***...

Kinan waited for the Dude who was inside the examination room. She continued to pray, hoping for a bright spot, how to cope with the trauma her husband felt.

Shortly after, a nun came out of the room where Kinan was waiting in front of her. "Mother Kinan, please come in, wait for the doctor inside."

Kinan stood up, followed the nurse into the doctor's room.

The dude was also sitting in front of the doctor. Then Kinan sat down next to the Dude.

"Mas, have you finished checking?" ask Kinan.

"Yet, Ki. The doctor said, there are some issues to discuss with you as well" replied the Dude.

"Yes, Mom. As his wife, I would suggest that you come here. I believe the phobia experienced by Mr. Dude can be overcome. The key, the cooperation between husband and wife to strengthen each other, so that Mr. Dude also believes, here no one wants to hurt, no need to feel in an intimate relationship, no need to feel intimate, then Mr. Dude felt hurt to Kinan's mother. Though not, right? What about Kinan's mother?" obviously the doctor on Kinan.

"Yes, doctor. I agree completely, and I will try my best to help my husband" Kinan replied.

"Well, it's like this I'm more sure Mr. Dude will recover quickly."

Dude clasped Kinan's hand, then Kinan rubbed Dude's hand, he tried to encourage her to make sure her husband, all can be passed if together.

"Remember sir, the key is to trust and eliminate all memories that make Mr. Dude feel that relating will hurt your partner. Moreover, Mr. Dude loves your partner, right? Now grow love, trust, and want to channel that love even more deeply. Don't be afraid, relax the key."

Although Dude has not said she loves Kinan, but she wants to be a normal husband for Kinan. Likewise, Kinan, according to him, love will grow and develop over time.

"It can also warm up much longer, and more intense. For vitamins I will give a recipe. Later still have to control once a week, and my advice is to try to have a relationship once every two days or three days. If there are still problems with penetration, repeat, do not give up, okay!"

The doctor was very excited to give a boost to Dude and Kinan. Actually, Dude also wondered what was with him, why when he wanted to hook up and make out even Dude when he did not remember the bad things in the past. But, when wanting to do that, the thought of those bad memories seemed to just come and make him tremble could not continue anymore.

"Okay, doctor, thank you very much." Dude shook the doctor's hand. Kinan also thanked the doctor, and she hoped that this time her husband would overcome his fears.

They decided to go to lunch before returning home.

"Mas, where are we going to have lunch?" ask Kinan.

"Ki, how about we have lunch near the hotel?" haggle while driving his car.

"Why near Mas's hotel?"

"Hm, I was thinking, should we rent a hotel room? Hm, just think of it as a honeymoon, if you are allowed to leave again, we can honeymoon out of town, or abroad maybe? Now sleeping in a hotel might be more relaxing."

Kinan played his fingernails, he was a bit embarrassed to discuss the honeymoon issue because he had not thought about it before. Only if looking at the state of the Dude might be right, a relaxed place would help their relationship later on.

"Hm, I can."

"Well, I'll call the hotel guys to get us a room ready." Dude rubbed Kinan's hand. "Hopefully this time it works."

Kinan nodded. "Yes, Mas. Aamiin's."