Destiny Love Kinan (FINISHED)
058: Guide your Papa, Reyhan!

"So you mean to come here to ask Pakde to meet the family of your student's parents? You mean to propose to that woman?"

"Excite, Pakde." Bastian nodded. He finally ventured to propose to Raihana. Although he had only met with Raihana a few times, his mind kept on going to Hana, and he wanted to make Hana his wife.

"Is she a good woman in your opinion, Bas?"

"Yes, Pakde. According to Bastian, she's a woman who's not just good, but special."

Pakde of Bastian only obeyed the wishes of his nephew. Since Bastian's parents are both dead, so he's the only family Bastian has.

"Well, Pakde will come to propose to the woman, Bas."

"Thank you, Mrde." Bastian was grateful, even though in his heart he was not sure Hana would accept his proposal. But even if rejected Bastian is ready, if it is Hana's decision. But, her love is sincere for Hana, no matter how past Raihana is.

***

That day after dawn Hana who was sweeping the courtyard of her cake shop was shocked by a man lying near her shop. He was shocked, that person did not move, did he sleep? Hannah did not dare to approach. But, when Hana looked again, she thought that person was shivering in the cold. His body looked thin, with clothes unlike the usual beggars. Is that guy not a beggar? Hannah wondered in her heart.

Then the man got up from his position with a shunt, he was like he was holding back pain alone.

"Sir, are you okay?" hana asked courageously.

Then the man turned around. Hana immediately screamed, the man was surprised to hear Hana's scream. But, she was sick, she stopped accidentally in front of Hana's cake shop without her knowing beforehand that it was a woman's shop she had hurt in the past.

"Vana?"

Hana pulled back her body. He ran into his shop. But in a panic, he had trouble opening his cake shop which he had locked himself before.

"Hana, forgive me."

"Go!! Don't come near me!"

The man was crying, he roared wanting to prostrate in front of Hana. "I'm sorry Raihana, I accidentally met you like this. Hana, I'm dying."

Good Health has indeed declined since he decided to look for another place besides Jakarta. He who initially thought that Hana was in Jakarta did not know that Hana was actually in Jogjakarta, where he was secluded.

Not yet to the village he went to, Good health even more declining. Now that God had met him before Hannah in her dying state, Good felt her body as cold as ice.

"Hana, forgive me. Forgive me. By Allah I regret and I realize I was wrong with you Hana. I just want to beg you for forgiveness, Hana."

Hana cried in fear, but she saw the man was helpless.

"I'm dying Han."

Hana who was as excited then crouched staring at Bagus who was cold like hypothermia.

"Why you?"

It was good to cry, she did not expect the woman to even ask her how she was.

"I'm sorry Hana."

"I'm not following you. I have no intention of disturbing your life. I don't know why I'm here in front of you right now. Sorry a thousand sorry, Han."

Nice voice trembled, with his body shivering.

"Begging Allah for forgiveness, ask Allah not for me!" shouting Hana.

The atmosphere at dawn was quiet, because not many people had passed by. Hana was crying in the presence of the cold Bagus, shivering like she was enduring pain.

"By Allah I have repented Han."

Suddenly Reyhan appeared behind Bagus, right in front of Hana with round eyes.

"Ma! Who's he!" reyhan shouted fearing that his mother was in danger.

"Reyhan," said Hana with her tears breaking. "Reyhan. Oh, my God, son, he's your papa."

Although with a broken feeling finally the words came out of Hana's lips.

"What's? Papa?" Reyhan looked at Hana with glaring eyes. She hugged Hana, then asked again. "What does Mama mean? Who's she?"

Good is getting helpless, like his breath is already at the end of the esophagus.

"He's your father, Reyhan. Your father has repented, guide your father, Reyhan." Hana's cry made Reyhan confused. But Reyhan is a smart kid, he's a good-natured kid.

Although Reyhan did not know many stories about his mother in the past, but in his dreams he was eager to meet his father.

Now Reyhan is crying in front of the person Hana said he was her papa. That guy is helpless. Then Reyhan hugged the man immediately. "Papa?!"

It was good to shed tears, she was even powerless to just touch her son's face.

"Father!"

Hana hugged Reyhan with excruciating pain. "Guide your father, Reyhan!"

"Laa ilaaha illallah." Slowly Reyhan said that in his dying papa's ear.

It was good to just shed tears feeling his hearing begin to faint. But, he could hear quite clearly the lafadz that Reyhan was chanting. The boy he had been wasting had not even thought existed.

Reyhan cried sobbing, so did Hana. Nice mouth moving trying to follow lafadz tawhid who constantly Reyhan chanted right in his ear.

"Laa..."

"Allahyou.." Good to finally be able to say that one lafadz.

"Muhammadarrasullullah." Reyhan is still faithfully guiding Bagus.

"Mu—Muhammad—rasul ..."

Good starting not strong say it. Reyhan also trembled hugging his papa. "Muhammadarrasullullah" Reyhan repeated.

"Republican ..." Then Bagus drooped, his eyes closed and all over Bagus' body grew colder, until when Reyhan touched his pulse no longer pulsated.

"Innalillahi wainna ilaihi raaji'uun." Reyhan peeped at his papa. Although he was found at the end of his papa's breath. But Reyhan was grateful that his father was able to utter a tawhid sentence in his last breath.

Raihana was crying hugging Reyhan's head. "Innalillahi wainna ilaihi raaji'uun."

...***...

Every living person will feel dead. But, Hana did not expect that she would be reunited with Bagus under such circumstances. Although the Dude did not allow Rey to help the funeral procession Bagus, but because Hana herself begged the Dude, while explaining everything. Finally Dude was let down to let Reyhan help with Bagus' funeral.

Dude and Kinan flew by plane from Jakarta that morning after Hana told him everything over the phone.

After Good buried Hana still crying, he felt sad to see Reyhan, it must be very heavy, very painful for Reyhan.

"Rey, you have to be strong."

Reyhan. "Reyhan's okay, Ma. Reyhan was worried about Mama. Did you forgive Papa?"

With a pat of tears and a heavy breath, Raihana nodded. "God willing, Mama has forgiven your father. I also hope that God will forgive my sins."

Reyhan is only eleven years old, but he is very strong against all of that. The scorn of friends who had made him sad was now no longer heard. There is no such thing as an illegitimate child. Maybe the relationship is haram, but not with the child being born.

No man is spared from sin and error. But Allah forgives His servants, no matter how much sin He commits.

"Alhamdulillah, Mother. Now Rey is relieved, and Rey also hopes Mama feels the same."

"Yes, Rey. May your father be forgiven by Allah. Mama sincerely forgave him, and prayed for the best."

The Good Family no one came, when Hana asked her adoptive parents to call. They no longer cared even as if forgetting that Good was their child. Lately, Hana found out that Bagus was born from a broken home family.

...***...

"Mas, Kinan hopes that Mas will also forgive Good yes, no matter how much he is not there, Mas. It's not good to hold a grudge" Kinan said.

The Dude had since been silent, he sat down together to pray for Good, but not the slightest bit of Kinan saw the Dude move his lips at all.

"Mas must not continue to hold grudges against Good. Please forgive and forgive his mistake."

Dude then looked at Kinan, rubbing the top of his head. "Yes, Ki."

"Kinan hope Mas want to pray for the deceased as well."

Dude then raised his hand, began to read the prayers for Good.

Kinan was grateful, as was Hana sitting right next to him. They all tried to be sincere, because when Hana was injured, not only Hana herself was injured, but the whole family felt how sick Hana was at that time.