Destiny Love Kinan (FINISHED)
051: What Should I Do?

Selina's feeling isn't okay right now. Dude's cold gaze kept him in the air, he didn't expect that the man would stare coldly at him. In the past, Dude always smiled kindly and warmly at him, but he forgot, the relationship had passed long enough, ten years was not a short time.

Ten years Selina still holds the same feelings for the man, never once changed. Staring out the car window, Selina recalled the time Dude ended her relationship ten years ago.

"Why? Why break up? I'm ready to wait for you, Babe."

"No, Selina. I'm not going back to America."

"Yes, no problem. I can take you to Indonesia. That's not a problem."

"Please don't, Cell. Let me focus on the problems that are afflicting me and my family."

Selina clasped tightly onto both palms of the Dude, looking into her eyes. "What's wrong? Don't you want to tell me the same story. We've been together long enough."

But the Dude let go of Selina's hand slowly. "You're young, Cell. You're only eighteen. I will also be twenty-one years old. We are still young together now. The relationship that we have been living, just think of it as a story in our youth. I'm sorry I can't be with you anymore."

Now, ten years later, Selina is shocked to see Dude standing with another woman and looking happy.

"Do you not want to be with me, because I do not believe in God?" say quietly Selina while wiping the clear droopy that drips involuntarily.

"Miss Selina, where are we going?" tanya Good, driver Selina.

"To the bar."

"Bar?"

"Don't ask a lot and take me there."

"Good, Miss."

Selina was still crying, she didn't know what to do. He remains passionate about living life because he is sure that someday he will meet the Dude and they can be together again. For what if not for the sake of his love for the Dude, at the age of 29, he is still unmarried. Now Selina decided not to marry because the man she wanted to marry, had already married another woman.

"good. Do you think it's wrong that I like men who have married other women?"

Good who was still focused on driving immediately gasped at the question of his boss.

"Don't Miss like someone else's husband?"

"Jawab only, wrong or not," Selina said again.

"Hm, if the position is behind. Would Miss like, if Miss's husband is liked by another woman, even that woman hopes to be with Miss's husband?"

Selina immediately looked at Nice. He thought of that nice remark. "You mean?"

"Sorry Miss. But the wife of the man that Miss likes will definitely get hurt if Miss wants her husband. For matters of right and wrong, I think Miss can deduce her own."

Selina was silent. What Good said was indeed true, moreover he saw the wife of Dude very well, perhaps even better than himself. It is possible, the reason the Dude did not choose him, because for religious matters, Selina did not have, she was born from a different family of beliefs from the beginning. Selina herself decides not to believe in God (Atheist).

"Thank you for your answer, great."

Good just smiling.

Kinan had a hard time falling asleep soundly after getting the explanation he wanted. But on the contrary, Dude could not sleep thinking about the existence of Bagus in Jakarta, he was out of prison. While Hana was here, at her house. What if Hana accidentally sees Good, what's going to happen, Dude is so pondering.

Not long after that the Dude's phone rang. A call came in from his man, Dude immediately received it quickly.

"Hello. Yeah, what information?"

I saw Nice going to the Bar with a woman. Looks like it's good to be that woman's driver, sir.

"What's? To Bar?"

Yes, Sir. They went to the bar in Kembangan area. So do I keep following them, sir?

Dude paced back and forth while watching Kinan's already asleep face.

"Yes, you keep an eye on them. Follow where they are after that. If you already know where the Good address is, you'll let me know immediately."

Fine, Sir.

Dude can't sleep without seeing Good. He knew the incident had passed, and Good had already served his sentence. Many times the Good family tried to apologize to Dude and Hana, but the Dude never wanted to open the door to apologize at all. Hana's wounds won't heal at any time. Hana could be sober as now alone was a miracle. If it were not for God's help, it would be impossible for his sister to be healed.

Dude comes out of his room, then checks Hana's room. He slowly opened the door of his sister's room and breathed a sigh of relief after seeing Hana already sleeping together with Reyhan.

Dude sat on the edge of the bed watching Hana and Reyhan's faces. His hand rubbed Hana's forehead slowly, not wanting to wake her sister up. Dude promised not to let anyone ruin his sister's mentality again.

Dude suddenly wanted to cry, when he remembered his freedom in America. Is this his recompense, because he used to be very free when hanging out with women regardless of the norm as in Indonesia.

Dude is dating Selina who is almost the same age as her sister Hana, only one year different. But as free as Dude is, he never tarnishes women, he still keeps that. Turns out his sister was even harassed even in mental damage by a jerk.

"I'm sorry, Hana."

Dude then came out of his sister's room. He doesn't want to if Hana wakes up. As the backbone of the family, the Dude does not want to ignore the way it used to be. It used to be possible for his mind just to have fun, with his parents' treasures are quite decent. But now, Dude's mindset has changed a lot, especially since Reyhan was born, the child grew into a smart child even though Reyhan was a child born prematurely. Reyhan also taught the Dude a little to worship and get to know God more closely.

His phone is shaking again. But this time it was not an incoming call but rather a message from a number he was not familiar with.

Dude can you pick me up? I'm drunk Dude. Selinal.

"Selina? Who's he wearing?"

Another message came.

Dude, help me, I'm drunk. Take me home. You can be. You're evil! You bad man!

What's on Dude's mind right now is Good, what's he gonna do to Selina? What if his depraved mind is still the same as it used to be? Is Good going to do evil to Selina?

But, if Dude picks up Selina, that's not true, he has to keep Kinan feeling.

"Astaghfirullah's. What should I do?"