Destiny Love Kinan (FINISHED)
01: Parents' Hope
...Loving in silence, in fact needs inner struggle . Because the silence of a girl is not just silence, but also a despair. ...
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"Excuse me, Ma'am. Where's Angga's doctor?" asked the man to Kinan who was even bowing, nervous.
But then he raised his head for a while to answer.
"Doctor Angga? Oh, can I drop you off if you want," Kinan offered help.
What's with him? Didn't want to look at me? Thought the man who was holding his son.
"Pa, don't keep looking. Remember, you can't say Mr. Ustad." The boy understood better than his father.
"Oh, yes? Papa forgot." Again the man relaxed.
"By, Ma'am. Uh, Ma'am's a nurse, huh?" the man asked as he looked at the nurse uniform Kinan was wearing.
"Yes, Mas. Uh, Mr."
Kinan suddenly salting.
"I'm Dude, call me Dude."
Dag-dig-dug-in.
Kinan palpitated hearing the man finally tell him his name.
"Oh, yes please let me take you to the doctor's room Angga yes," nods Kinan reluctant to linger fascinated.
Dude follows Kinan from behind while noticing Kinan's strange gurgle. Usually women when faced with him never subdued the view. Is it because he's holding Rey? Sometimes the Dude often feels women are staying away from him because he has children. But if so, it's up to you. After all, Dude will only see women who want to accept the presence of his son.
"Please, Sir. This is doctor Angga's room." The smile of the neatly hooded girl to the Dude who did not let go of her hand on the boy by her side.
"Thank you, Sister."
"Thank you, beautiful sister" said the boy beside the Dude.
Dude smiled as he ruffled his son's hair. "Basically, you can compliment a girl."
"That praise includes pleasing others, Pa."
"Yes, yes" replied the Dude, giving up without a fight.
Kinan chuckled softly. It turns out that papa and the boy are both equally funny, the Inner Kinan.
"Yes, equally. What's your name?" ask Kinan to the boy.
"Sister Kinan Adelia's name, right?" said Dude who just found out the name from the name tag attached to Kinan's uniform.
"Kok know?"
"There, sister," pointed the little boy at Kinan's name tag.
"Astaghfirullah, sorry." Kinan laughed a little. For a moment he thought Dude could guess his name, but it was impossible.
"Good sister's name, know my name Raihan. Call me Rey."
Kinan put on a mesemic face while nodding. "Okay, Rey."
"This is my papa, his name is Dude. He's single." Rey laughed, but more like a grin.
"Hush! A kid knows what singles are!" reproof Dude.
Kinan smiled faintly. Even though he knew the man had a child. But somehow Kinan still sympathized with the man. Kinan was constantly questioning in his heart. This was the first time Kinan had admired a man. But, why should Kinan have such feelings for a man who already has children? What if he still has a wife?
"Thank you sister Kinan. Then my son and I go in first" Dude told Kinan.
"Yes, equally. Please," replied Kinan.
Dude and Rey enter Angga's doctor's room.
"Ohhh..." Kinan let out a long breath.
"Oh my God, so hot. Why does it feel hot gini anyway, you are Kinan. Remember to take care of the heart. Astarghfirullah's. Why is your test so hard on the servant. How can there be a handsome guy Masha Allah. Kinan! Forget Kinan!"
Eventually Kinan chose to leave to start his work.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Doctor Angga."
"Wa'alaikumsalaam, Dude?"
"Hi, haven't seen you in a long time, Doc? How's it going?" greet the familiar Dude. Both are old friends.
"Alhamdulillah good. How are you yourself? Well, Rey's coming too. How does Rey feel so good now, right?" ask Dr. Angga to Rey.
"Udah, Doctor. Thank God" Rey replied with a small smile.
"Alhamdulillah. Please sit down, Dude. Sit down Rey. What is tumben here not ngabarin first?"
The dude sat down immediately. "Cuma allahmi. I want to check on Rey. Was she completely cured of her illness yesterday, Doc?"
Rey a few months ago had just had surgery to remove a tumor in her brain. Fortunately, the tumor has not spread to other parts. So that the tumor can be removed. But, lately Rey often felt his head hurt and a bit disturbing. Therefore, Dude escorted his son to undergo further examination. Since it was Doctor Angga who handled Rey, then now Dude again see doctor Angga.
"Rey have a complaint? Does his head still hurt?" ask Doctor Angga.
"Yes, Doctor. Just a little bit, but I'm worried that Rey is still sick. I'd like Rey to get treatment if she's still sick." Dude explained to Angga's doctor about Rey's recent complaints.
Rey bowed. His head is not in good condition right now. But, if it turns out he is seriously ill how? Rey doesn't want to make her papa hard.
"Well, I'll do a thorough check on Rey. Rey ready, huh?"
Rey just nodded. Sometimes he looks at his father. Dude rubbed Rey's head. "It's okay, for Rey's health as well" Dude said.
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"Ki, tomorrow night there's no show?" ask Diana a friend of Kinan's.
"Tomorrow nights? Sorry, I never went out at night. Know for myself nyokap at home, would say if I come home at night." Though not because of the prohibition of his mother, but Kinan did not like to wander at night. According to Kinan it was unethical to be done by a woman.
"Well, what a pity. I want to take you to my party. There are so many, so many artists." Diana was so enthusiastic, but Kinan looked ordinary.
"Sorry, Diana. Take the others with you." Nod Kinan. "Gue went back first," he said as he waved at Diana.
"Huh, yeah. Be careful Kinan."
"Yes, Assalamu'alaikum." Kinan smiled and left Diana.
"Wa'alaikumsalaam" Diana replied.
As usual, Kinan went home on public transport like that. The afternoon jams Jakarta grew denser. People are crammed into public transport, but Kinan is common. Next to her was a grandmother who was very old. He seemed to have trouble getting into angkot because too many wanted to enter. Kinan felt sorry, he finally banged the angkot. "Pity there is a grandmother who wants to come in. Mom, can you exchange? Let this granny sit in front" Kinan said to the mother sitting next to the driver.
The mother caught a glimpse of the grandmother who indeed seemed troubled sitting crammed in the angkot. He also felt unbearable. "I took another angkot, yes, because it's full here. Grandma, just sit in my place" said the mother.
Grandma smiled at Kinan. "Thank you, son."
Kinan nodded. "Be careful, Nek, the descent slowly," he said while helping the grandmother get off the angkot.
If you see such grandmothers, Kinan so remembered with his grandmother who was out of nowhere. His parents threw out Halimah, who was his own son. Kinan learned about it from his late father's story. His father said Kinan's grandmother was still alive today, and Kinan was his youngest granddaughter. But her grandmother did not recognize Halimah as her son anymore, because she chose to live with her father rather than join her grandmother who forbade Halimah's relationship with Kinan's father.
Finally, Kinan arrived home. Her mother was sitting while watering the plants in front of her house.
"Kinan, are you home?"
Kinan nodded and grabbed his mother's hand. "Assalamu'alaikum." Kinan kissed the back of his mother's hand, then sat on the chair in front of his house.
"Wa'alaikumsalaam's chat. Go in, change, keep eating."
"Yes, Mom. Kinan laper really, it was in the hospital had not eaten yet," Kinan replied as he held his rumbling stomach. This is all because of the presence of a handsome guy named Dude. Is he a widower? Kinan was still wondering in his heart. I hope you're a widower, I don't know if Kinan has gone crazy? So fascinated he with the figure of the Dude. I wish that man was a widower.
"Why not eat? Tumben usually you break work must eat?" ask Ms. Kinan.
"Em, that. It's nothing. I'm ah, Kinan wants to come in, Kinan laper wants to eat."
The girl went straight into her house because her mother was reluctant to interrogate her with questions that were unceasingly aired later.
...*****...
Every night Kinan always took the time to accompany his mother chatting in
the middle room while watching her mother's favorite show, a soap opera that is a hit among mothers. Of course not because Kinan liked soap operas, but it was all because of his mother who held full television remote rights.
"Ki, how are you doing, all right?"
"Currently, Mom. Thank God," Kinan replied as he opened the cookie jar that was on the table.
"You don't have a doctor's acquaintance or what, you're after?" ask Halimah. Kinan took the cookies in a jar and put them in his mouth. "No, all just Kinan consider friends, ma'am. Wh why? I want to ask you when are you getting married again?" guess Kinan who seems to have understood the direction of his mother's chat.
"No, I'm just her. You'll want to get married, won't you, Ki?"
Hearing her mother's words made Kinan swallow the cake in his mouth without chewing it. Why did he get bored with the discussion of getting married again. Since the age of 22 years, his mother is more often asked about marriage continuously. As if not bored, even though Kinan was bored of being asked continuously.
"Yes ma'am, Kinan wants to get married. But not now," replied Kinan putting another jar of cake on the table. "New Kinan 22, not yet old Kok Bu," Kinan added with more clarity.
Halimah turned off the television she was watching all of a sudden. "Hm, you're bored ya asked marriage continues same mother?"
Of course bored. But now what? What about Kinan?
"No, I don't sulk ah. Usually watch the soap opera until it's finished, why turned off?"
"Udah no taste, mother just want to sleep."
"Mother mah. Kinan apologized, the real end Kinan did not want to marry, because no one was fit. After all Kinan still wants to be with Mom, Kinan wants to make Mom happy first, does not want to be taken with people, and away from Mom later."
Not without reason Halimah wants Kinan to get married. According to Halimah while she was still given age and opportunity, she wanted to see her daughter with the man who was Sholeh and responsible for her only child. Halimah does not want Kinan to feel what he feels, her relationship with Kinan's father was opposed by his family. When married to Kinan's father, Halimah often get scorn and scorn from his extended family. It was all just because Kinan's father was not from among the rich, whereas the Halimah family was a distinguished family.
"I'm sorry, son. I'm just afraid that I won't be able to watch you get married. I often feel anxious, if you're no one to take care of."
"Why did you say that anyway?"
Kinan hugged his mother. He only has a mother, of course he does not want to lose his mother as well. "Don't tell me, Kinan is sad,"
Halimah rubbed her son's hair. "Yes, I'm not going anywhere."
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