Destiny Love Kinan (FINISHED)
041: I Love You

That night the light of the room was dim, not dark but also not bright. Kinan opened his eyes slowly, next to him was already sleeping man with his nose pointed with his lashes. Kinan wanted to wipe it, but he was worried that it would make that face wake up from sleep.

"Surely he's tired."

This incident will never be forgotten for the rest of his life. The first time he felt his body stiff, honestly it was very painful, like there was a tear that made him want to grimace, just want to, because he did not really grimace, he really grimaced, she was afraid that it would undermine her husband's stabilizing concentration.

After the third experiment. The first and second failed. Dude didn't manage to build up the confidence of doing it, bugging Kinan. They decided to take a break, lightly touching each other, hoping that the concentration would return. Dude is almost desperate and somewhat looks frustrated with her, but Kinan does not give up. Kinan thought that he should not let it continue, all will drag on if it continues to be silenced.

I can do it, Mas. Relax, do not rush, I will always be with Mas, accompany here, no matter the time goes, we can stop for a while and repeat it again until Mas is ready to do it.

Dude let out a long sigh, looking at Kinan with a limp face, not because he was tired of making out, but there was a huge anxiety. Luckily, Kinan was so patient, that the Dude did not give up again like it was a time ago.

By reciting the name of Allah, O Allah, keep us from (disturbance) Satan and keep the devil from the sustenance which You have bestowed upon us.

That night finally happened, everything they both tried, hoping for a good thing to come to their household. Kinan, despite being in pain, he was all his might holding back that feeling. When her husband asked; 'Is it sick?' Kinan immediately shook his head and replied; not at all. God willing.

...I saw him smile this morning. Though I'm sure he didn't feel comfortable because last night. Dude ~...

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"This is the coffee, Mas." Kinan put a cup of coffee without sugar, as usual it was Dude's favorite coffee.

Dude was sitting next to Kinan, the woman was smiling widely but her face was a bit pale, her seat did not look comfortable. Dude then squeezed out Kinan's fingers gently, looking at Kinan's rather adorable eyes like a lack of sleep. "You okay, Ki?"

"Well, what am I doing, Mom?" kinan replied, he thought he was so good at covering everything from the Dude, when it was not true at all because the Dude could see it quite clearly.

"I'm sorry, yeah. It must have hurt last night."

"No, really." Kinan. "Mas don't think about it, Kinan is happy."

Still sighing heavily, Dude then hugged Kinan. "Thank you, and also forgive me if I hurt you."

Kinan smiled, but this time he laughed a little softly. According to him, Dude is very adorable, if he counted it somehow difficult how many times Dude said sorry and thank you. Probably about twenty times from last night until morning.

"Why are you laughing?" asked Dude while frowning in wonder.

"No, it's just funny."

"What's so funny?" dude asked back, he rubbed gently on Kinan's cheeks that met. "Your cheeks are so red. Funny to see me worried?"

Kinan was unable to hold back his laughter. "Sorry, Mas. But seriously Mas did, funny."

"Astaghfirullah, Ki, I haven't calmed down yet" said Dude, then pinched Kinan's cheek. "Then are your friends chilling?"

"What is there to worry about, Mom? Everything okay? I'm happy I feel so much more relieved, I enjoy the process, and slowly the trauma will be completely gone, I'm sure."

Dude sighed again. "Why else, Mom? Don't keep thinking, you'll be a traumatized Kinan, what? Wanna?" said Kinan scaring the Dude.

"Don't, Ki. Oh my God, I do, you don't." Dude immediately shook his head. Kinan laughed.

"Yes, today Kinan permission, was about to enter work, just..."

"Why germs?"

"It's Kinan's leg, uh, not—duh how to say it, yeah." Kinan. Dude frowned.

"Why?" ask Dude, I'm curious.

"But, promise don't apologize or say thank you again, yeah. I'll laugh again" Kinan said. Dude laughed.

"What are you doing?"

"Here I feel a bit pained, sore, how ya..."

"Gosh my god." Dude grimaced himself. "Well, I said what, you must be lying and saying it's okay. It hurts, doesn't it?"

"It's not sick, Mom. Just a little bit painful." Kinan still denied.

"Hayo, want to say sorry again? Once again Mas said sorry to doorprize you know."

Dude instantly pinched Kinan's cheek. "I'm clearing your pain, yeah."

Kinan somewhat thought, what ransom does the Dude think?

"Where is Mas's nebus? Do not need to be redeemed as a coupon with a gift just redeemed." Kinan even joked, but it managed to stretch the muscles of the Dude's face that had been stiff.

"I'm being serious. I'm really going to make up for it with some kindness."

"Killiness?" Kinan thought again, unexpectedly her husband was so full of surprises.

"Yes, I will carry you all day, wherever you want to go. Whether it's going to the toilet, to the kitchen, or even to the park."

Kinan was surprised, his eyes were rounded, only for a few seconds before he let out a loose laugh. "Oh my God, my God! What did Mas say? Carry me? All day?" remake Kinan felt it was very funny and adorable.

"You don't believe I can do it?"

Kinan instantly closed his mouth for a moment. "Mas serious? Oh my goodness! Don't worry, I'm heavy. Yeah, when I see my cradle all day? Don't want to, Mas. That's my name I took to Mas Dude," her bell refused firmly.

Dude flanked Kinan's two cheeks, inflating him with anxiety. "No, you're light, what's that heavy?"

Kinan's lips pursed as the Dude seemed not to allow Kinan to interrupt his talk. "The heavy one's feeling like me to you."

Deg.

Now Kinan's eyes were getting rounder hearing the Dude's words.

"So? Where are you going after breakfast? I'll carry you."

Kinan even fell silent, he heard the words of Dude who said he liked her earlier.

"Kinan Adelia? Why are you even dumbass?"

Now the Dude's hand has removed Kinan's cheek. The woman was still alone.

"Ki?"

Kinan blinked, he looked at the Dude with a thumping feeling. "Mas said I liked you just now, right?"

Dude casually assented. "Yes I like you, Ki. You're my wife, so I married you, definitely because I like you."

So the Dude liked it, even though Kinan thought it was just mercy. "Really?"

Now Kinan's lips were even throbbing and somewhat trembling. His eyes also began to glaze.

"Hey, how come you're even pouting? So what's this anyway? You're crying?" reprimand the Dude while rubbing the tip of Kinan's eyes.

"You don't think Mas Dude likes Kinan."

"What?" Dude was astonished. It is possible that the culture of him who is still carried by western culture, free to express feelings and more blunt. He forgot, this is Indonesia, and his wife is Indonesian.

"So, do you like me too?"

Dude chuckles. "Well, do I have to swear?"

"No, don't swear, you can't be in religion, '" said Kinan.

"If I tell you gini now, don't you believe me?"

"Say what?"

"Hm, Kinan, I love you."

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...Smile right? Ngaku deh 😅😛...