
The bridal night should be passed with feelings of love combined with nervousness when meeting the eyes of a partner who has been legally ours. But it was different for Diana and Hamzah. Although in fact, Kinan also feels the same way, because Hamzah's actions make Kinan feel marriage that is beyond his reasoning.
After changing into a nightgown, Diana lay down on the bed, she did not wait for her husband to come up to her, fondling her, because she realized, it does not matter anymore now. Suffice the marriage to cover their disgrace, for the togetherness of the husband and wife does not feel a necessity for them.
Hamzah came with an almost expressionless look. Diana sat up, she was a bit confused about what to do with Hamzah. But, married to Hamzah not only to cover his disgrace, he is also determined to make Hamzah a partner for the next.
"Mas, are you going to sleep?"
"I'm going to get a pillow and a blanket. I'll sleep on the couch."
"Want to sleep on the couch?" Diana's heart slipped upon hearing Hamzah's words that seemed unwilling to sleep in bed with her.
"Yes, so that your sleep is not disturbed." Hamzah picked up a pillow and a blanket, then he actually lay on top of Diana's bedroom sofa.
Diana was speechless or simply forbade her husband to do so. He knew there was no love between them. But, his feelings still felt hurt.
'Come, Di. What do you want again? Shut up and sleep, you must not be selfish, you must be aware of who you are, and what your position is in his heart.'
Hamzah secretly still thinks of Kinan, if only his lust and revenge did not make him blind, maybe none of this would happen, maybe he is happy with Kinan now.
But Hamzah realized, he had to bury that feeling. Moreover, the figure who was with Kinan right now was the Dude, someone he knew, that person had everything, far above him. Kinan must be happy now, much happier than he was with her.
The atmosphere of the night is already cold, plus the air conditioning makes Kinan a bit shivering. Kinan was sitting in front of the mirror while neatly combing his hair. Dude is still in the bathroom, they just arrived at the hotel room after dinner. This day Kinan accompanied the Dude, starting from the doctor, lunch, to dinner and they decided to rest.
That night Kinan's feelings were suddenly erratic. Her mind was focused on the spacious hotel room, but it wasn't her room that bothered her, but rather what they were going to do, she and her husband did in that room. Needless to say, Kinan understood, she had to help her husband recover from the fear of having sex. Isn't this upside down? Kinan should have been the woman who was horrified, but this was the man.
"Kinan recalls, focus, the point is even if you're scared, don't even say you're scared, okay?" he said slowly, he took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. "Rilex, calm yourself first."
The sound of the bathroom door opening made Kinan gasp in shock until the reflex stood upright in front of the Dude who had just come out in his bathrobe. A knotty smile on Dude's thin lips, a pointed nose, slightly wet hair, and Kinan was glued to the jakun who was moving up and down on Dude's neck. Oh your thoughts Kinan!
"Ki? You why?" Dude walked closer but Kinan instead retreated to the point that his foot was pegged to the bed until he fell on the bed. Oh, my God, Kinan. Can't it be calmer?
Dude touched Kinan's heel, Kinan's reflexes rounded his eyes in shock. But she had trouble waking up, and now Dude was stroking her legs, giving Kinan goosebumps. "Mas, anu."
"Why aren't your legs, Ki?" The Dude question made Kinan freeze instantly.
Dude then sat next to Kinan who was misbehaved, just now he was sitting with difficulty because of his nervousness, whereas Dude only touched his heels and soles, Kinan was already trembling.
Glug.
Kinan was anxious if the sound of his heartbeat was heard by the Dude, as well as the sound of him gulping repeatedly, it was very embarrassing, Kinan thought.
Dude's palm touched Kinan's palm slowly, then he peeked right at the wrist. Kinan looked at the Dude with an erratic bust.
"Ki, are you sure you want to patiently help me? Ki, I'm sorry if later I can't continue like yesterday."
Kinan scratched his neck that did not itch, then he clasped Dude's hand. "Don't think too much. The doctor said, I should enjoy it, right?"
It should have been, but had Kinan known, since the thought of the Dude had not stopped thinking about it, he was very afraid of disappointing Kinan. He knows it must be very unpleasant.
"Hm" deham Kinan, then slowly he wrapped his hands around her husband's neck. "Can you, if Kinan is sitting here?"
Dude gulped his saliva hard, he then nodded and tried to stabilize the pounding of his heart. "Can, really," he nodded.
Their two eyes stared at each other, Kinan trying his best to do as he could. He began to rub the Dude's jaw slowly, the elbowed jaw that felt sturdy it was the first time Kinan touched. Then Kinan's touch moved at the beginning of the Dude's lips.
Kinan gulped his saliva again. Is he able to do it first? Kissed her?
As Kinan was slightly bowed, his courage began to slowly disappear. Dude immediately grabbed Kinan's lips and kissed him. The world seemed to stop spinning for a moment with a gentle touch on Kinan's lips. The clock stopped beating as it did in his heart for less than a second. Kinan began to breathe again between the kisses, otherwise he could die so nervous he forgot to breathe fresh air.
The two of them stared at each other again, this time the Dude who took over, still in the lap of her husband, Kinan just shook to feel the heartbeat and the gaze of the Dude's eyes.
Deg.
Kinan's palm touched the Dude's sturdy chest, and a decent gurgle he could feel there. It turns out that Dude is just as nervous. For a moment Kinan felt that only he felt an overwhelming nervousness.
"Mas, honestly Kinan is waiting for a moment like this," Kinan said as he stroked his husband's chest gently.
Dude like he's out of words or he's thinking about his fears again?
"It won't hurt at all, quite the contrary, what do you believe?" ask Kinan.
The dude was originally expressionless, but then a flimsy smile appeared like his own relief for Kinan.
"Did I tell you you were beautiful, Ki?"
Kinan blushed innocently he shook his head. "Not yet."
Dude laughed softly. "If I were to say you're beautiful, my wife is beautiful."
That's the Dude with the formal language, although at the beginning Kinan felt it seemed stiff, but over time Kinan began to get used to it, it would sound strange if the Dude said in informal language like him.
"Thank you, Mum." Kinan became confused as to what to say, what to do, as if the Dude compliment locked his mouth and his movements.
"Kinan strong grip, otherwise Kinan can fly praised the same Mas." Kinan joked, Dude laughed again.
"I'll praise you as much as you want, Ki. How much do you want?"
Kinan. "Just one time, Mom. If most of you later forget how to get down from heaven."
Their jokes at least managed to make the atmosphere not too tense, although now Dude began to feel a bit hot.
Dude then raised Kinan's body making Kinan slightly jerked, Dude laid Kinan to the bed, then he was on top of Kinan, looking into the girl's eyes.
"I'm sure I won't disappoint tonight."
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